According to Osho, your parents’ so‑called agnosticism was likely negative disbelief, not a living search. By discarding religion without inner inquiry, they left a vacuum that ripens into despair—and you inherit confusion rather than direction. The way forward isn’t belief but courageous, meditative seeking: become a positive agnostic, turn inward, discover the silent, beautiful center beyond ideas of God, and despair dissolves.
If your parents only said “no” to religion without looking within, they handed you an empty hole—fill it by calmly looking inside yourself.