According to Osho, your catharsis releases ‘stones and mud’ first—anger, jealousy, anguish—because they are the outer layers accumulated from past actions. Love and bliss are deeper waters reached only after thorough cleansing. Don’t be disheartened; keep digging with steady effort and watchfulness, and avoid reaccumulating anger in daily life. When anger is uprooted, compassion emerges; when violence ends, nonviolence and bliss appear.
Like digging a well, you first pull out dirt (anger) before you reach water (love); keep cleaning and don’t throw new dirt back in.