According to Osho, as long as the ego says 'I want' or 'I won't,' there is no real freedom—only the illusion of choice. Both indulgence and restraint are movements of the same ego. True freedom arises when the 'I' dissolves in surrender to the divine flow; then action happens effortlessly, without conflict, as spontaneous alignment rather than personal will.
You’re not truly choosing between wanting and not wanting; let go of the ‘me’ that grabs or rejects, and life carries you like a leaf on the wind.