According to Osho, you suffer because you’ve labored to earn it by chasing desires—pleasure, success, respect—putting your will against existence. Existence follows the divine, not your demands; thus the opposite arrives. Bliss is your nature and comes when you surrender: let His will be done, dive within. Then even sorrow transforms into joy, conditioning dissolves, and life ceases to be piecemeal death.
You’re hurting because you keep pushing for what you want; stop chasing, look inside, trust the bigger flow, and pain softens into peace.