According to Osho, when someone feels a mix of emotions in spiritual settings—crying and laughing together—it signals the shift from head-centered conditioning to the heart. This transition feels like being torn, even 'crazy,' a limbo between old beliefs and living presence. Endure it; let the heart lead, and energy naturally deepens from heart to being.
Feeling happy and sad at the same time means you’re moving from overthinking to feeling, and although it feels strange, it’s a healthy step forward.