According to Osho, you found truth ‘despite not deserving’ precisely because the feeling of non-deserving dissolved ego and opened deep humility. Effort born of ego fails; humble, receptive non-effort lets the master or the divine find you. Grace moves where the ‘you’ is light. Feeling “I wasn’t seeking, yet it came” signals true readiness.
You were ‘lucky’ because humility quieted your ego, so truth could reach you.