According to Osho, the conflict you feel between Eastern teachings and Western life is the ego’s panic when it meets a master’s abyss: it realizes there is nothing to achieve and must die as a result-oriented seeker. So it rationalizes escape back to familiar goals. The resolution is not choosing East or West, but dropping future-seeking, resting in the present, and discovering you already are what you seek.
It’s not East vs West; it’s your ego scared of losing its chase—stop running, be here now, and see nothing is missing.