According to Osho, when you repress your existential experiences you fracture your being. Repression breeds complexity, hypocrisy, and chronic inner chaos: you say one thing, do another, think a third. What’s pushed down returns as pervasive anger, compulsions, and even social violence, never innocence. Only non-repressive spontaneity and immediate insight dissolve this split, allowing your original childlike trust and naturalness to surface again.
If you push down your real feelings and truths, you get twisted inside and they burst out worse; being open and natural makes you peaceful and real.