According to Osho, you find the Whole not by seeking, thinking, or doing—because the seeker is incomplete and reproduces incompleteness—but by non-doing: no-thought, egolessness, becoming a zero. In silent, meditative emptiness the doer dies; your absence becomes total, a space where the Whole, the Beloved, can descend. Stop running; sit, allow, and the complete reveals itself through your surrendered emptiness.
Stop trying to reach God with thoughts or effort; sit quietly, drop the ‘me,’ and in that empty stillness wholeness appears by itself.