According to Osho, you're not missing anything by loving or gazing at his presence; don't drop the love; drop the 'you.' Transcendence means the disappearance of lover and beloved, disciple and master, so only pure love and gratitude remain. Like sleep, it happens when striving ceases. Peep joyously, and let the ego dissolve; then presence flowers without duality.
Enjoy looking at the master, but forget yourself so love is just love without ‘me’ and ‘him.’