According to Osho, when a feeling of separation appears in meditation, it’s the conditioned mind reasserting itself—associating stillness with seriousness, guilt, even thoughts of death. Don’t follow it; just watch. The ego’s pious gloom dissolves in awareness, and the natural state—playful, celebrative, connected with life—returns. Meditation is to drop separation and relax into joyful oneness.
If you feel split while meditating, it’s old guilty habits talking—ignore them kindly and your natural happy togetherness comes back.