According to Osho, feeling ‘mixed’ is itself a sign you’re the intellectual type; confusion belongs to doubt, while the emotional type is whole and unconflicted. Your basic type can’t be changed, so don’t alternate techniques. Choose methods designed for the intellect and use doubt consciously as your path. Avoid second-hand beliefs; forced faith only creates hypocrisy and deeper confusion.
If you feel torn, you’re a thinker—pick one thinking-based practice and stick with it; don’t switch around or fake faith.