According to Osho, self-realization doesn't depend on outwardly 'worldly' or renunciant lifestyles; wherever you are, you are in the world. What is necessary is to live life totally, to pass through its fires—joys, sorrows, ambitions, futility—so the soul ripens. If an irresistible inner call to renounce arises, honor it; otherwise, experiment and learn. Life itself is the school and the crucible.
You don’t have to run away; live fully and learn from everything, because that’s how your inner wisdom grows.