According to Osho, life feels upside-down because we choose to live that way, misusing the divine gift of freedom. God has no will in your confusion; He only grants freedom—to rise through discipline and awareness or slide downward by inertia. Responsibility is yours: stop the inner headstand, orient rightly, and exert conscious effort to ascend rather than blaming God.
Life is messy because we use our freedom badly; God just gave us the choice—stand on your feet, not your head.