According to Osho, to not miss the master, constantly remember the ego’s cunning game—especially its urge to be a master. Watch the mind, drop all ambition, and move from disciple to devotee into desirelessness. Leave everything to existence; when you surrender, closeness happens and existence uses you as needed. That which comes without desire is true ecstasy.
Stop trying to be the boss, relax and trust life, and you’ll feel close instead of separate.