According to Osho, when conflict and grief strike the battlefield, a conscious mind feels torn: thought creates dilemma and pain. This tension is both wound and doorway—if one passes through it, moving from thought to no-mind, surrender and detachment arise; if not, one becomes split or defeated by half-hearted action. One must choose: blind zeal like Duryodhana, or inner light like Krishna.
Feeling upset and confused in a fight means you’re aware; use that pain to find clear, calm understanding instead of acting half-heartedly or blindly.