According to Osho, when the longing to transform arises alongside fear, it signals the evolutionary law at work: you must pass through the ‘forbidden’ to outgrow it. Enter experience courageously and totally; discovering its emptiness matures you. Frustration with sin dissolves its allure, and the same energy that wandered returns—ego ripens into surrender, rebellion into true obedience.
When you want to change but feel scared, face what pulls you, see it’s empty, and you naturally come back wiser.