According to Osho, sadness after a discourse arises from misunderstanding, not rejection. When he seems hard, he is protecting the master–disciple space, purifying ordinary, possessive love into a higher, conscious love. What feels like a small death is a resurrection. Trust the living vibration beyond words; his love is showering and inwardly present, guiding your growth wherever you are.
Your sadness means you misheard—he isn’t rejecting you; he’s tough to lift your love from clingy to clear, so feel the love beneath the words and let it grow you.