According to Osho, the pendant (mala) means whatever your own living understanding gives it—an expression of your freedom, joy, and inner search—not a dogma to be defended with borrowed words. Stop leaning on him for ready-made meanings; answer from your heart. If nothing arises, acknowledge your inner blockage and inquire directly; responsibility and intelligence must mature within you.
It means whatever it honestly means to you—speak from your heart, and if you’re unsure, admit it and look within.