According to Osho, real change comes from wholehearted experimentation: go totally "mad" in practice, take on the mala/ochre, and let experience decide. When you run full-on, inner bliss arises, courage grows, and old habits fall away by themselves—like pebbles dropping when a diamond is found. Half measures keep you circling; totality dissolves old identities ("addresses") and opens the way to the Friend—the living presence.
Give the path your whole heart, and joy comes while bad habits quietly fall away.