According to Osho, your “addiction” is a blessed craziness—“crazy, baby, crazy!” Don’t suppress it; dive totally into the love. In wholehearted surrender, the mind’s clinging dissolves and attachment matures into awareness. Celebrate the ecstasy; by going all the way through it, obsession is transformed into clarity, trust, and inner freedom.
Don’t fight your big love for the teacher—enjoy it fully, and it will naturally turn into calm understanding.