Doubt helps you look for the light, but once the inner light is on, you don’t need doubt or belief—you can see for yourself.
From the Discourses
Passages where Osho speaks to this question — each links to the complete discourse.
Question: First question: Osho, can doubt arise even in faith? Never. I wish you had asked, “Can faith arise in doubt?” I would say, certainly. And how else will it arise? Man lives in doubt. Doubt is his natural condition. We are born in the night of doubt. We are searching for the dawn, looking for morning, waiting for the sun. Faith can arise in doubt—and let me add, only in doubt. Those who avoid doubt avoid faith. You have been taught very wrong things for centuries. You have been told, “Drop doubt.” I say to you, doubt—doubt to your heart’s content; doubt totally. Do not leave even a grain, because whatever you leave will haunt you later. Better to settle it now. Doubt—why be afraid? Truth is so vast; doubt cannot destroy truth. If truth is, what can doubt do?
Osho, you say the same thing in countless ways. But when I listen to you, it feels as if I am hearing it for the first time. And I feel so much joy that I don’t feel like going back home. What should I do—what can I do—so that I can just keep listening to you!
You will feel as if you have been made to rise out of season, before time—as if you were not yet to go and yet had to go. And if you go in that way, your home will become even more desolate than before. I do not want to make your home desolate; I want to make your home a temple. I want that when you go home, your home’s new form is revealed. I do not want to tear you away from home, from the world, from family life. That is the newness of my sannyas: I do not want to sever you from the world; I want to join you to the world in such a way that your connection with the world becomes a connection with the Divine. Let the world no longer be a barrier between you and the Divine; let it become a means. If…
Beloved Osho, questions seem to be the offspring of the capacity to doubt; and doubt, the spark of an alive and active intelligence. Without questions -- and thus, without doubt -- how can intelligence continue to flourish? And yet within you is the ultimate in silence and the ultimate in intelligence.
It is true in the beginning. Doubt helps your intelligence, sharpens it. Questioning makes you aware of many possibilities of which you may not have been aware before. But this is only the beginning of the journey. At the end, when all your questions have disappeared... and the real master never gives you the answer. Let me repeat it: the real master never gives you the answer, so you cannot doubt it. He brings you to a point where all your questions disappear. His answers are murderous, killing your questions, destroying them mercilessly, to bring you to a point where there is no question in your consciousness. The master does not give you any answer that you can doubt. This non-questioning consciousness is the answer. And it is your experience; you cannot doubt it, it is there. From this point, silence and intelligence are just two aspects of the same…
Osho, I am a very doubt-ridden person. Is there any way to be free of it?
Mulla said, “Don’t worry. I told them to stand quietly. After all, how long can they stand? The moment they make a peep, they will have broken the rule.” An hour passed. But the thirty-five had been drinking too; they kept standing. Two hours passed; it was nearing midnight. Finally they said, “How long will we stand? This way it’ll be morning.” They knocked. Mulla sent his wife to the door: “Tell them Mulla is not at home.” She went and said, “Mulla is not at home.” They said, “This is too much! We have been standing here for three hours, and we saw him go in before our very eyes. Thirty-five pairs of eyes don’t get deceived. He is inside somewhere. Let us come in; we’ll drag him out.” She said, “He isn’t here. He went out in the morning to buy okra and never returned. I am sitting…
Osho, you said that doubting oneself leads to faith; then tell us, where will doubt about faith lead?
Understand a few things. One: Doubt ordinarily does not doubt doubt itself; if it does, doubt dies. Doubt is complete only when doubt itself comes under doubt. Only then are you a true thinker; only then is there some genius in you. If you doubt everything but never doubt doubt, your thinking is not complete; you have not reached the peak; your doubt is incomplete; your atheism is not profound. When, doubting and doubting, you come to that moment where doubt arises about doubt itself—“That which I have assumed and followed till now, is it even worthy of being assumed? That which I have been following like a shadow, is it worth following? Will it take me anywhere? I have made doubt my master—was it worthy of being a master?”—the day you become suspicious about doubt, that very day doubt dies. On the death of doubt, faith is born. A…