According to Osho, life's true fulfillment isn't a future goal but the immediate realization of what you already are. The distance you feel from ideas of God, soul, or meaning arises from clinging to words and mental pictures. Drop second-hand concepts; meet reality directly. In direct experience there's no gap, no pursuit, only being.
Stop chasing a future purpose; let go of labels and ideas so you can feel your own being right now.