According to Osho, yes—embodying both swami and ma is natural, not schizophrenic. Everyone contains masculine and feminine energies in shifting percentages; allowing both to express creates rhythm, relaxation, and wholeness. Repression breeds conflict, while integration ripens toward the Ardhanarishwar ideal—two-in-one—until, beyond the sixth center, the polarity harmonizes. Embrace soft and strong moments alike; let every part meet and merge into an organic unity.
You can be both “swami” and “ma”; let your strong and gentle sides take turns—this is healthy, not crazy.