According to Osho, you don't feel you are yourself because you aren't yet: you're layered with masks shaped by parents, teachers, and society, endlessly switching roles to meet expectations. This honest discomfort is a blessing, the first step toward revolution. Become aware, drop borrowed identities, stop fulfilling others' demands, and seek your 'original face', the authentic being prior to conditioning.
Because you've been wearing many pretend faces to please others, you don't feel like you, so start noticing and removing them to find the real you.