According to Osho, your 'right vision' wavers because Jain pundit-made philosophy declares the door closed (Mahavira the last), breeding discouragement and suppression, whereas living Jinas open it. In the aura of an awakened one, clarity rises; without it, conditioning triggers relapse. Liberation is timeless—sometimes easier, sometimes harder—but demands courage, living contact, and your own risk.
Your insight flickers because secondhand beliefs push it down, while meeting real awakeners and daring yourself makes it shine—freedom is always possible.