According to Osho, you lose the feeling of being at home because, away from him or his speaking, your inner chatter starts again. His presence is a device that hushes your mind, revealing natural ease. Home is not a place but silence free of anxiety. Learn to be silent without him - pause, listen, drop thoughts, attune to birds, trees, breath - and you’ll feel at home anywhere.
You feel at home with Osho because he quiets your noisy thoughts; learn to quiet them yourself and you’ll feel at home anywhere.