According to Osho, the suicide’s inner state is not clear, witnessing awareness but a compulsive, scattered, escapist momentum. He feels pushed by circumstances, gathers a momentary, negative will, and flees life’s demands; there is no meditative presence or readiness to die. Such dying lacks conscious resolve and diminishes the soul, unlike slow, vowed deaths used as spiritual practice.
When someone kills themselves, they aren’t calmly aware; they’re being pushed by pain and panic, not choosing with a clear, steady mind.