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Osho on Is there any point in staying longer if I feel empty and lost after two years of doing nothing to improve myself?

Is there any point in staying longer if I feel empty and lost after two years of doing nothing to improve myself?

Stop measuring progress and drop the project of becoming; when you are utterly present in each act, transformation happens on its own.

— Osho
According to Osho, time or place won’t help if you secretly keep trying to “improve.” Your very watching for results prevents transformation. Stop measuring progress and drop the project of becoming. Be utterly present in each act—just eating, just walking, just listening—without thoughts interfering. If you truly do nothing with total awareness, transformation happens on its own; otherwise, staying longer is pointless.

If you’re waiting to feel better, you’re still chasing; stop trying to improve, be fully present in whatever you’re doing, and change happens by itself.