According to Osho, awakening feels impossible to grasp because it isn’t an object at all—it’s your own living consciousness, already free. The “mind” trying to seize it is a dreamlike illusion (the bottle); the goose is already out. The real can’t be grasped by the unreal. Drop grasping, become empty and aware, simply see—and the illusion vanishes.
You can’t catch awakening like a thing—it’s already you; stop trying with thoughts and just notice.