According to Osho, three years is not long—time is vast, and understanding can happen in a flash. What delays awakening is your postponement: clinging to seriousness, social approval, and reasons not to celebrate. The moment you understand, it is always early. So yes, you are waking up; drop waiting like in 'Waiting for Godot' and rejoice now.
It didn’t take long—you just kept delaying; if you feel the shift, you are waking up, so stop waiting and be happy now.