According to Osho, there’s no need to feel sincere toward him or to obey his guidance; be sincere to yourself. A master only points—your inner urge must decide. Drop guilt and imposed ideals, act naturally and totally, and learn by doing. Freedom, not imitation or slavery, is the path; responsibility for walking—or not—remains entirely yours.
You don’t have to please or follow him; listen to your own heart, act fully, and don’t feel guilty.