According to Osho, that ever-present yet distant feeling is truth—your own consciousness. It seems far only when the mind/ego tries to grasp, possess, or 'feel' it. Truth cannot be caught; it happens when the doer dissolves. Be utterly quiet, non‑doing, allowing yourself to be possessed by it. In moments of love, beauty, or silence, it reveals itself as what you already are.
It’s your own true self, which appears when you stop trying to grab it and simply rest quietly.