According to Osho, not finding is the turning point: your exhaustion and ‘loss’ silence the ego’s voice, end the outward hunt, and open the inner door. When even the desire to see drops, inward seeing begins; discipleship starts. Here, losing is winning—surrender lets Truth ferry you across.
When you search, fail, and finally give up, your ego quiets, you turn inward, and that’s when Truth can hold and guide you.