According to Osho, your feeling of being centered, silent, and straight arises not from greed or his 'blessings,' but from a meeting of his living presence with your openness and receptivity. Like a sunflower tracking the sun, your being naturally turns, opens, and rests in alignment near a master, and silence and bliss flower.
You feel calm around me because, like a sunflower to the sun, you open and align when you're simply receptive.