According to Osho, feeling deep closeness without formal initiation happens because true nearness is an inner bond of love—your heart attuned to another’s—not a matter of bodies or rituals. You may be miles apart yet near if hearts beat together. This is only the beginning; let inner resonance mature into outer harmony by aligning the inner and outer (sannyas).
You feel close because your hearts are tuned to the same station; papers, distance, or ceremonies don’t create real nearness.