Core Insight:
According to Osho, your parents’ so‑called agnosticism was likely negative disbelief, not a living search. By discarding religion without inner inquiry, they left a vacuum that ripens into despair—and you inherit confusion rather than direction. The way forward isn’t belief but courageous, meditative seeking: become a positive agnostic, turn inward, discover the silent, beautiful center beyond ideas of God, and despair dissolves.