Core Insight:
According to Osho, your repeated draw to sannyas isn’t about faith or devotion but a hidden, ancient ember within—an existential longing to renounce the repetitive futility of life and awaken. Though covered by the ash of many lives, it persists, pulling you into necessary storms. Probe deeper, don’t retreat quickly; sannyas transforms the suicidal weariness into conscious self-transcendence.