Core Insight:
According to Osho, you are seeking not a personal self (ego) but the Self: the universal, ever-present, no-self awareness in which all ideas arise and dissolve. Until this is realized, the religious longing remains. Pursuing ego-substitutes consoles but imprisons; dissolving the ego (fana) allows the real Self (baqa) to shine, bringing freedom, fulfillment, and true self-knowledge.