Why can't I let go of the idea that my path is through fullness rather than emptiness?

According to Osho, your clinging to “fullness” comes from the mind’s fear of nothingness and its tendency to fantasize—God, heaven, outer melting—when it hears “full.” In truth, fullness and emptiness are one reality; beginners should emphasize nothingness to uproot imagery. Enter utter silence without images; as the dewdrop dissolves, you lose the “you” and gain the whole ocean.