Core Insight:
According to Osho, when you feel a strong desire to disappear into the cosmos during deep relaxation, it is not suicidal; it is the pull of spiritual liberation—the ego thinning, desirelessness flowering, and bliss inviting total dissolution into existence. Fear labels it 'suicide' and pulls you back. Trust the vertical, inward depth; allow relaxation and awareness to melt the remaining ego thread into living, not dying.