Core Insight:
According to Osho, your struggle to 'surrender to the male ego' is your own ego resisting; egos have no gender. Competing, resisting, or fearing are egoic patterns that destroy love. Surrender is never to a person; in true love both surrender to love itself, which grants freedom and individuality. If someone demands your surrender, avoid them; instead, become aware and drop your subtle ego so love's natural surrender can happen.