Core Insight:
According to Osho, the issue isn't being 'my' sannyasin but being a sannyasin - surrendered not to a person but to existence. Begin with whatever little trust you have; like learning to swim in shallow water, trust deepens through living naturally and attentively. As surrender to life matures, you'll discover, indirectly and authentically, your connection with me - one that cannot betray because it arises from your own insight.