Core Insight:
According to Osho, feeling both at home and lost in the Buddhafield is natural; there is no contradiction. As your egoic, separate identity melts in the Master's love field, you feel 'lost.' Simultaneously, a new, impersonal being arises, merged with the whole, bringing a deeper sense of home. This is the simultaneous death of the old and birth of the new, ripened through meditation's surrender into non-being.