Core Insight:
According to Osho, you fear love precisely because of its vast glory; your conditioning prefers smallness, renunciation and indifference, and your ego clings to its cage. Love asks for total surrender - losing the head, dissolving like a drop in the ocean - and it tests you through separation and pain. The 'sensible' mind avoids this risky, ecstatic madness, so you retreat to familiar safety.