Core Insight:
According to Osho, your exhilaration and sudden fear are signs of a misguided leap into miracle-seeking - stepping out of the 'boat' of natural, practical means. He calls it simple stupidity: misunderstanding the master's beckoning and letting ego chase feats like walking on water. Stay with the boat - use ordinary, grounded methods patiently - cross first; only then drop the boat, not before.