Hear the threefold distinction of intellect and of steadfastness, according to the qualities;
I shall declare it fully and separately, O Dhananjaya. 29
That which knows engagement and withdrawal, the do and the not-to-do, fear and fearlessness,
bondage and release—that intellect, O Partha, is sattvic. 30
That which perceives righteousness and unrighteousness, and the do and the not-to-do,
not as they truly are—that intellect, O Partha, is rajasic. 31
That which, shrouded in darkness, deems unrighteousness to be righteousness,
and sees all meanings inverted—that intellect, O Partha, is tamasic. 32
Geeta Darshan #9
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Sutra (Original)
बुद्धेर्भेदं धृतेश्चैव गुणतस्त्रिविधं श्रृणु।
प्रोच्यमानमशेषेण पृथक्त्वेन धनंजय।। 29।।
प्रवृत्तिं च निवृत्तिं च कार्याकार्ये भयाभये।
बन्धं मोक्षं च या वेत्ति बुद्धिः सा पार्थ सात्त्विकी।। 30।।
यया धर्ममधर्मं च कार्यं चाकार्यमेव च।
अयथावत्प्रजानाति बुद्धिः सा पार्थ राजसी।। 31।।
अधर्मं धर्ममिति या मन्यते तमसावृता।
सर्वार्थान्विपरीतांश्च बुद्धिः सा पार्थ तामसी।। 32।।
प्रोच्यमानमशेषेण पृथक्त्वेन धनंजय।। 29।।
प्रवृत्तिं च निवृत्तिं च कार्याकार्ये भयाभये।
बन्धं मोक्षं च या वेत्ति बुद्धिः सा पार्थ सात्त्विकी।। 30।।
यया धर्ममधर्मं च कार्यं चाकार्यमेव च।
अयथावत्प्रजानाति बुद्धिः सा पार्थ राजसी।। 31।।
अधर्मं धर्ममिति या मन्यते तमसावृता।
सर्वार्थान्विपरीतांश्च बुद्धिः सा पार्थ तामसी।। 32।।
Transliteration:
buddherbhedaṃ dhṛteścaiva guṇatastrividhaṃ śrṛṇu|
procyamānamaśeṣeṇa pṛthaktvena dhanaṃjaya|| 29||
pravṛttiṃ ca nivṛttiṃ ca kāryākārye bhayābhaye|
bandhaṃ mokṣaṃ ca yā vetti buddhiḥ sā pārtha sāttvikī|| 30||
yayā dharmamadharmaṃ ca kāryaṃ cākāryameva ca|
ayathāvatprajānāti buddhiḥ sā pārtha rājasī|| 31||
adharmaṃ dharmamiti yā manyate tamasāvṛtā|
sarvārthānviparītāṃśca buddhiḥ sā pārtha tāmasī|| 32||
buddherbhedaṃ dhṛteścaiva guṇatastrividhaṃ śrṛṇu|
procyamānamaśeṣeṇa pṛthaktvena dhanaṃjaya|| 29||
pravṛttiṃ ca nivṛttiṃ ca kāryākārye bhayābhaye|
bandhaṃ mokṣaṃ ca yā vetti buddhiḥ sā pārtha sāttvikī|| 30||
yayā dharmamadharmaṃ ca kāryaṃ cākāryameva ca|
ayathāvatprajānāti buddhiḥ sā pārtha rājasī|| 31||
adharmaṃ dharmamiti yā manyate tamasāvṛtā|
sarvārthānviparītāṃśca buddhiḥ sā pārtha tāmasī|| 32||
Translation (Meaning)
Questions in this Discourse
First question:
Osho, we have understood that you are continuously clapping with one hand and we are not hearing it. But how will our clap sound with one hand?
Osho, we have understood that you are continuously clapping with one hand and we are not hearing it. But how will our clap sound with one hand?
You have not understood. Because if my one-hand clap were understood, the art of one-hand clapping would already be understood. There would be no need to understand it separately. If any room still remains to understand it apart from that, know that you have not understood yet.
Man’s ego is in a hurry to declare, “I have understood.” And that is where all the mistakes begin.
Do not be hasty in matters of understanding. Test your understanding as much as you can. Ninety-nine times out of a hundred you will find it unripe—like a potter’s unfired pot. It looks like a pot, but it isn’t baked yet; it isn’t a pot yet. Don’t pour water into that unfired pot, or the clay will crumble. It has to pass through fire; then it will be baked. Then fill it with water as you please—it won’t crumble, it won’t break.
On hearing, it feels as if you have understood. Alas, if only it were so easy! I would speak, you would understand, and understanding would happen.
Intellectual understanding is not understanding; it’s a deception of understanding. My words enter your comprehension. My language enters your comprehension. My logic enters your comprehension. This does not create understanding. If it even creates a prelude to understanding, you are blessed. If it at least shapes a raw pot, you are blessed—because a raw pot can be baked in the fire.
But the raw pot looks exactly like the baked one. Do not be deceived. You will not be able to fill it with the nectar of life. That understanding will prove futile.
Hence a curious thing happens: you feel you have understood, and then the questions you raise reveal that you have not understood at all. In the first line you’ll say, “I understood,” and in the second you’ll contradict it. Your statements will give you away.
You may be deceived by the illusion of understanding, but you cannot deceive me by the illusion of your understanding. If there is understanding, the question falls silent.
If you have understood that my one-hand clap is sounding, then in that very understanding everything has been understood. You have also understood how a one-hand clap sounds. Would you still ask, “How?”
Is there any scientific difference between my one-hand clap and yours? Any difference of method? A hand is a hand. If it is understood, it is understood—the clap begins to sound. Then nothing remains to be done. If even a little remains to be done, understand that understanding is incomplete. You want to make up for the lack in understanding by doing something; that is why the question “How to do?” arises at once.
“How to do?” is always the question of unknowing. The wise have never asked it. Because understanding does everything; nothing remains to be done.
In spiritual life, to understand is to be. There, understanding is attainment; there is no path between understanding and realization to be traversed. No method to be added, no bridge to be built, nowhere to go. In the moment of understanding, you find you are already where you wished to arrive. Nothing has to become. In the moment of understanding, it is discovered that you already are what you wished to be. There is no destination. Where you stand is the goal. And you lack nothing; you are not incomplete.
In the moment of understanding, the proclamation “Aham Brahmasmi” begins to resound within. Every pore of your being begins to say, “Anal Haq! I am That. I am Truth.” And in that proclamation there is no “I”; only Truth is. Then where to go? What to seek? What to attain? All that was the race of unawareness. Awareness dawns—the race dissolves.
Understand this well: the goal is not found by running; it is found when the running ceases. Not by asking, but when asking drops.
The answer is with you—you are the answer. So when you say, “We have understood that you are continuously clapping with one hand and we are not hearing it,” you have not understood. If you had, then listen. Nothing would remain to be asked. In the very listening, the happening would occur.
Here I will speak; there you will listen. Here there will be no one speaking; there no one listening—the happening will happen.
In the moment of listening, you will not be. If you are, how will you listen! You will dissolve completely; you will not be. You will remain a hollow, empty temple in which my voice will echo. In that very listening the one-hand clap will begin to sound. In that listening you will find that what we groped for outside is present within.
But every question of yours shows that you take some raw understanding to be real understanding. I understand your predicament too: you understand intellectually.
In this world everything can be understood intellectually—except oneself. To understand oneself intellectually is like trying to see the very eye with the same eye; trying to grasp the same hand with the same hand.
With this hand I can grasp everything; even the distant moon and stars are not too far—they too can be grasped. But with this hand there is one thing I can never grasp: this very hand. That which is so near, hidden within it—I cannot grasp it.
Your understanding can understand everything; it cannot understand the fact of your own being. To understand that, one has to go beyond understanding. Only then true, baked understanding arises.
Your questions at once reveal where your obstruction and entanglement are. You understand the word. Understanding the word, it seems the matter is finished. What remains to be understood! Now something remains to be done: “Tell us what to do, give us a method.”
There is no method. And whatever can be gained by a method will not be your nature. Wherever you arrive by a path—that will not be your soul. It will be something outside you.
What you seek is hidden within you. That which you seek is you. It is the seeker itself. If it becomes clear how this hand could grasp this hand, would you weep and ask, “Now how do we grasp this hand?” Then you would know: this hand is already held; that is why it does not come into grasp. This hand is mine; it needs no grasping. Without being held it moves with me. Even if I forget it, it does not fall away. It is not an umbrella you might leave somewhere, nor a shoe you must remember. Whether you remember or not, it is with you. It is already held.
And even the hand can be lost, for it is an outer part; but how will your soul be lost? You may wander through worlds for endless time—you cannot forget your soul anywhere. How could it happen! If the soul itself were forgotten, what of you would remain! Only a forgetting of it is possible; you cannot lose it.
When people ask me, “We want to search for the soul,” I ask first, “Tell me where you lost it,” so the matter does not get entangled from the start. If it were lost, it could be sought. If it was never lost, the whole effort is like trying to wake a man who has not slept at all. Try a thousand ways—you will not awaken him. One who is sleeping can be awakened—how will you awaken one already awake? If it is lost, it can be sought. But where have you lost it?
Swabhava—one’s nature—means that which cannot be lost. All sins, all actions fall from you and pass away. You remain untouched, stainless, innocent. No line is drawn there. Clouds come in the sky, lightning flashes, storms rise and pass. The sky remains as before—spotless, unmodified. No black cloud leaves a black trace; the sky is not soiled.
So are you. There is no way to soil you. No way to distort you. No line can be drawn on you. You may have tried a million ways, yet your Brahman remains as it is.
There is nothing to attain—only a little awakening is needed; the eyes must open.
Do not even ask how our one-hand clap will sound—it is already sounding. You are sitting with your ears closed; open them. Within you the anahat naad—the unstruck sound—is resounding. No one has to produce that sound. And the sound that can be produced will not be anahat.
Anahat means that which is happening by itself, which needs no doing. Because whatever you do cannot be perpetual; you will tire, you will have to stop.
If breathing were up to you, you would have died long ago. You would forget—caught in business you would forget to breathe; win a lottery and lose awareness for a moment—you would forget to breathe. At night you would sleep and forget to breathe. Drink wine and forget to breathe. You would have died long ago. In truth, you could not remain alive at all. But breathing does not depend on you. It goes on by itself—whatever you do, breathing goes on.
But even breath is outside. Deeper within is your nature. That you cannot leave—it is you. It is your very essence, your elemental existence, your being. It is sounding. Withdraw yourself a little from the outer noise; close the eyes; let the inner noise settle a little. Suddenly you will find the melody that has been sounding day and night, unheard until now.
Kabir says: “Anhad bajat bansuri!” The flute of the unbounded is playing! It has been playing forever—without limit, without boundary—and it was not heard. The lack is in the listening; there is no lack in the sounding.
That is why satsang has been given such value: perhaps in listening, listening, listening to the master, a flame may catch. Because the master speaks from the place where the anhad flute is playing, from where the voice of the eternal resounds. His words come bathed from there, filled with that void, arriving from that realm of fragrance. A little of that scent clings to them too. As when you pass through a garden, then at home a faint fragrance is felt even on your clothes—a little has clung.
Words cannot carry Truth; but if they pass close by Truth, they bring a little of its fragrance. If your mind is drawn by that fragrance, if you hear me and understand, if in that understanding you become still and silent, quiet—then the tune is set; what Kabir calls, the taari lag gai (the note is caught). Listening and listening, you will suddenly find a revolution taking place. Listening and listening to me, at some moment suddenly the inner flute, which has been playing forever, will begin to be heard. For that, nothing else is to be done.
Do not even ask how it will sound with one hand. And do not fall into the delusion that you have understood what I have told you. Had you understood, it would have begun to sound. It was already sounding—you would have heard. Not understanding, you ask, “How?”
All methods are born of ignorance. Knowledge has no method. The wise have given methods out of compassion for you—a compromise. Otherwise, there is no method, no path.
Man’s ego is in a hurry to declare, “I have understood.” And that is where all the mistakes begin.
Do not be hasty in matters of understanding. Test your understanding as much as you can. Ninety-nine times out of a hundred you will find it unripe—like a potter’s unfired pot. It looks like a pot, but it isn’t baked yet; it isn’t a pot yet. Don’t pour water into that unfired pot, or the clay will crumble. It has to pass through fire; then it will be baked. Then fill it with water as you please—it won’t crumble, it won’t break.
On hearing, it feels as if you have understood. Alas, if only it were so easy! I would speak, you would understand, and understanding would happen.
Intellectual understanding is not understanding; it’s a deception of understanding. My words enter your comprehension. My language enters your comprehension. My logic enters your comprehension. This does not create understanding. If it even creates a prelude to understanding, you are blessed. If it at least shapes a raw pot, you are blessed—because a raw pot can be baked in the fire.
But the raw pot looks exactly like the baked one. Do not be deceived. You will not be able to fill it with the nectar of life. That understanding will prove futile.
Hence a curious thing happens: you feel you have understood, and then the questions you raise reveal that you have not understood at all. In the first line you’ll say, “I understood,” and in the second you’ll contradict it. Your statements will give you away.
You may be deceived by the illusion of understanding, but you cannot deceive me by the illusion of your understanding. If there is understanding, the question falls silent.
If you have understood that my one-hand clap is sounding, then in that very understanding everything has been understood. You have also understood how a one-hand clap sounds. Would you still ask, “How?”
Is there any scientific difference between my one-hand clap and yours? Any difference of method? A hand is a hand. If it is understood, it is understood—the clap begins to sound. Then nothing remains to be done. If even a little remains to be done, understand that understanding is incomplete. You want to make up for the lack in understanding by doing something; that is why the question “How to do?” arises at once.
“How to do?” is always the question of unknowing. The wise have never asked it. Because understanding does everything; nothing remains to be done.
In spiritual life, to understand is to be. There, understanding is attainment; there is no path between understanding and realization to be traversed. No method to be added, no bridge to be built, nowhere to go. In the moment of understanding, you find you are already where you wished to arrive. Nothing has to become. In the moment of understanding, it is discovered that you already are what you wished to be. There is no destination. Where you stand is the goal. And you lack nothing; you are not incomplete.
In the moment of understanding, the proclamation “Aham Brahmasmi” begins to resound within. Every pore of your being begins to say, “Anal Haq! I am That. I am Truth.” And in that proclamation there is no “I”; only Truth is. Then where to go? What to seek? What to attain? All that was the race of unawareness. Awareness dawns—the race dissolves.
Understand this well: the goal is not found by running; it is found when the running ceases. Not by asking, but when asking drops.
The answer is with you—you are the answer. So when you say, “We have understood that you are continuously clapping with one hand and we are not hearing it,” you have not understood. If you had, then listen. Nothing would remain to be asked. In the very listening, the happening would occur.
Here I will speak; there you will listen. Here there will be no one speaking; there no one listening—the happening will happen.
In the moment of listening, you will not be. If you are, how will you listen! You will dissolve completely; you will not be. You will remain a hollow, empty temple in which my voice will echo. In that very listening the one-hand clap will begin to sound. In that listening you will find that what we groped for outside is present within.
But every question of yours shows that you take some raw understanding to be real understanding. I understand your predicament too: you understand intellectually.
In this world everything can be understood intellectually—except oneself. To understand oneself intellectually is like trying to see the very eye with the same eye; trying to grasp the same hand with the same hand.
With this hand I can grasp everything; even the distant moon and stars are not too far—they too can be grasped. But with this hand there is one thing I can never grasp: this very hand. That which is so near, hidden within it—I cannot grasp it.
Your understanding can understand everything; it cannot understand the fact of your own being. To understand that, one has to go beyond understanding. Only then true, baked understanding arises.
Your questions at once reveal where your obstruction and entanglement are. You understand the word. Understanding the word, it seems the matter is finished. What remains to be understood! Now something remains to be done: “Tell us what to do, give us a method.”
There is no method. And whatever can be gained by a method will not be your nature. Wherever you arrive by a path—that will not be your soul. It will be something outside you.
What you seek is hidden within you. That which you seek is you. It is the seeker itself. If it becomes clear how this hand could grasp this hand, would you weep and ask, “Now how do we grasp this hand?” Then you would know: this hand is already held; that is why it does not come into grasp. This hand is mine; it needs no grasping. Without being held it moves with me. Even if I forget it, it does not fall away. It is not an umbrella you might leave somewhere, nor a shoe you must remember. Whether you remember or not, it is with you. It is already held.
And even the hand can be lost, for it is an outer part; but how will your soul be lost? You may wander through worlds for endless time—you cannot forget your soul anywhere. How could it happen! If the soul itself were forgotten, what of you would remain! Only a forgetting of it is possible; you cannot lose it.
When people ask me, “We want to search for the soul,” I ask first, “Tell me where you lost it,” so the matter does not get entangled from the start. If it were lost, it could be sought. If it was never lost, the whole effort is like trying to wake a man who has not slept at all. Try a thousand ways—you will not awaken him. One who is sleeping can be awakened—how will you awaken one already awake? If it is lost, it can be sought. But where have you lost it?
Swabhava—one’s nature—means that which cannot be lost. All sins, all actions fall from you and pass away. You remain untouched, stainless, innocent. No line is drawn there. Clouds come in the sky, lightning flashes, storms rise and pass. The sky remains as before—spotless, unmodified. No black cloud leaves a black trace; the sky is not soiled.
So are you. There is no way to soil you. No way to distort you. No line can be drawn on you. You may have tried a million ways, yet your Brahman remains as it is.
There is nothing to attain—only a little awakening is needed; the eyes must open.
Do not even ask how our one-hand clap will sound—it is already sounding. You are sitting with your ears closed; open them. Within you the anahat naad—the unstruck sound—is resounding. No one has to produce that sound. And the sound that can be produced will not be anahat.
Anahat means that which is happening by itself, which needs no doing. Because whatever you do cannot be perpetual; you will tire, you will have to stop.
If breathing were up to you, you would have died long ago. You would forget—caught in business you would forget to breathe; win a lottery and lose awareness for a moment—you would forget to breathe. At night you would sleep and forget to breathe. Drink wine and forget to breathe. You would have died long ago. In truth, you could not remain alive at all. But breathing does not depend on you. It goes on by itself—whatever you do, breathing goes on.
But even breath is outside. Deeper within is your nature. That you cannot leave—it is you. It is your very essence, your elemental existence, your being. It is sounding. Withdraw yourself a little from the outer noise; close the eyes; let the inner noise settle a little. Suddenly you will find the melody that has been sounding day and night, unheard until now.
Kabir says: “Anhad bajat bansuri!” The flute of the unbounded is playing! It has been playing forever—without limit, without boundary—and it was not heard. The lack is in the listening; there is no lack in the sounding.
That is why satsang has been given such value: perhaps in listening, listening, listening to the master, a flame may catch. Because the master speaks from the place where the anhad flute is playing, from where the voice of the eternal resounds. His words come bathed from there, filled with that void, arriving from that realm of fragrance. A little of that scent clings to them too. As when you pass through a garden, then at home a faint fragrance is felt even on your clothes—a little has clung.
Words cannot carry Truth; but if they pass close by Truth, they bring a little of its fragrance. If your mind is drawn by that fragrance, if you hear me and understand, if in that understanding you become still and silent, quiet—then the tune is set; what Kabir calls, the taari lag gai (the note is caught). Listening and listening, you will suddenly find a revolution taking place. Listening and listening to me, at some moment suddenly the inner flute, which has been playing forever, will begin to be heard. For that, nothing else is to be done.
Do not even ask how it will sound with one hand. And do not fall into the delusion that you have understood what I have told you. Had you understood, it would have begun to sound. It was already sounding—you would have heard. Not understanding, you ask, “How?”
All methods are born of ignorance. Knowledge has no method. The wise have given methods out of compassion for you—a compromise. Otherwise, there is no method, no path.
Second question:
Osho, you have said that it is impossible for there to be ardent yearning and yet no true master, no Krishna. Then for whom are these scriptures, this Gita?
Osho, you have said that it is impossible for there to be ardent yearning and yet no true master, no Krishna. Then for whom are these scriptures, this Gita?
For those who have that inner yearning, scriptures have no value; they will find the true master. For them, the scripture cannot quench their thirst.
For those with a deep thirst, a book about water will not satisfy; they need a lake. Someone may go on explaining that H2O is the whole science of water: nothing else is water—two parts hydrogen and one part oxygen, and from their union water is produced.
So someone can write H2O on paper and hand it to you—the complete definition, the entire doctrine of water. Still you will say, all right; but if I take this to my throat my thirst will not be quenched. In fact, it may choke your throat, endanger your life, create a mess. The throat is already dry, and this paper may only get stuck there.
He whose thirst is true will not be satisfied by scripture; he will set out in search of the true master. Even if he passes through the scriptures, they will only send him toward the search for a master. All scriptures do. That is why they are full of songs in praise of the master.
Even if he reads the scriptures, the scripture itself points him beyond itself. All scriptures carry marks like those on a milestone—an arrow pointing ahead. A milestone only sends you on. Scriptures send you toward the true master.
Scriptures are the words of past masters. And in those words the past masters have placed all the clues by which you can again and again find the master. Scriptures are maps. To search through them is to search for the master.
The sole value of Krishna’s Gita is that again and again it helps you find Krishna. But those whose thirst is half-hearted can get stuck in the scripture; those whose thirst is false can also get stuck there. Doctrine may seem to satisfy them. That is why scriptures are also dangerous.
Scriptures are meaningful—and dangerous. They are meaningful for those whose thirst is intense. The milestone will point the way and give strength to their feet: Don’t be afraid; so much of the journey is done, a little remains; walk a little more—the goal is near. Each milestone brings the destination closer, gives trust, assurance, strength, courage to go on, a challenge: You have come this far; the goal is coming nearer. Thus you will not tire or be filled with despair.
But for the unintelligent the milestone can be dangerous. Seeing “Delhi” written on the stone, they hug it to their chest and sit down—“Delhi has come!” They don’t even look at the arrow pointing ahead. Then the scripture becomes a stone pressed upon the chest.
If the scripture gives you the search for the master, you have used it rightly. But if the scripture itself becomes the master, you are crushed under the stone.
It depends on you. The wise can turn poison into nectar; the foolish turn even nectar into poison. The wise can extract medicine from poison; the foolish commit suicide even with medicines. Both kinds of people exist.
The scripture is not at fault. Scripture is like a sword. You can kill someone with it, you can kill yourself with it, or you can stop a killing, save someone, protect someone. A sword is a neutral power. Scripture is a power.
The word shastra (scripture) is very close to shastra (weapon); it is like a weapon. You can use it for protection, or for self-destruction. You can use it to coerce someone, or to prevent coercion and save someone.
A weapon can become freedom, and it can also become someone’s bondage. If you are unintelligent, the weapon in your own hand will wound you. If you are wise, that same weapon will become your armor; then no weapon in the world can hurt you. In the end, it is your understanding that works.
It is absolutely impossible that there be ardent yearning and no true master. It never happens. Life’s arithmetic is not like that. If there is thirst, there will be water; if there is hunger, there will be food. It cannot be otherwise.
This existence is a deeply coordinated order, a musical, rhythmic order. Here nothing hangs suspended without its counterpart; otherwise the world would be chaos. If there is love in your heart, you will find a beloved. If there were no beloveds at all, the longing for love would never arise.
In fact, those who know say: before the Divine stirs the longing for love, He has already created the beloveds. Before thirst arises, the lake is ready; before hunger comes, the fruits are already on the trees.
Existence is not anarchy; it is a rhythmic poetry. Nothing hangs there without fulfillment. For everything there is a way of completion. It is only a matter of searching, of moving a little—and whatever you truly seek, you will find.
If your search is for beauty, the world holds treasures of beauty. If your search is for truth, under every stone truth lies concealed. If you have set out to find the true master, it won’t be long before you reach that door—you will be brought there.
In fact, before the thirst for the master arises in you, the master already exists. Otherwise the world would be a senseless tangle—people crying and screaming with thirst and no water.
So remember this much: there is no shortage in existence. If you feel a lack, you have not searched, you have not arisen, you have not opened your eyes. The moment you are ready, the moment your thirst ripens and the season is right, in that very moment you will find the master’s hand upon your head.
And scriptures have only one use: they are the marks left by past masters, the pointers they left so that you may always find the new masters. For the true master is one—whether Krishna or Christ, Mohammed or Mahavira, it makes no difference. The happening of the master is one. The inner lamp that burns—whether it burns in Mahavira or in Mohammed—makes no difference. That lamp is one; it belongs to the same Divine. There may be a thousand lamps, but the light is one.
Thus all the old masters left scriptures for the seekers to come.
If you love me, then the moment I step aside I will leave for you such an arrangement that, if there is even a little understanding in you, on its basis you will find new masters, living masters. If you are foolish you will remain bound to me; if you are wise you will find the new master—and in that master you will find me. If you remain bound to me, you will miss me.
That is why the one who is bound to Mahavira today is missing Mahavira; the one who is bound to Krishna today is missing Krishna. It is a strange situation—those who are bound, miss.
If you have truly loved Krishna, you will find Krishna again. How could you be satisfied with a book! You will want life, livingness. Then, for you, Krishna will appear in some person. The name will be different, the form different—but if you have eyes, within you will discover the formless, the nameless.
Scriptures are pointers for you to find the new master—and also pointers for how to be free of the old master. Scriptures have their own scripture, their own order. They are footprints. If you use their directions rightly, you can gain much: you will find the new and be freed from the old.
And this is the way to remain with the old—and to keep entering the ever-new—so that your connection with Krishna is not broken. Otherwise your connection will be with the corpse, and your connection with life will be lost. You will go on worshipping a lamp whose flame has gone out, while the flame burns in other lamps and you will stand with your back to it.
It is not the lamp that is to be worshipped—the worship is of the flame. When your lamp goes out, don’t insist, “I will worship only this lamp.”
Then you have forgotten that you came to worship the flame, not the lamp. The lamp too was worshipped only by virtue of the flame; once the flame is gone, even if the lamp is most precious—encrusted with jewels, made of gold—what will you do with it!
And if the lamp was intelligent—and it must have been, otherwise there would have been no flame—then it has left pointers for you so that again and again you can rediscover the flame. Wherever it burns, in whatever kind of lamp it burns, its form and color will differ, the clay will differ, it may be gold, it may be metal—who can say?—but the flame will be the same.
Scriptures are devices for recognizing the flame. They are precious. But only if there is thirst can you use them; without thirst they become stones on the chest. Many are crushed to death under scriptures. Very few are able to use them.
People ask me, Why are you commenting on the Gita?
I am doing it for this very reason: so that you may be freed from Krishna—and so that you may find the new Krishna.
This seems a topsy-turvy thing; but if you understand, it is perfectly clear—there is no confusion in it at all.
I am explaining the Gita so that the sutras Krishna has left there may come to your attention—and so that you don’t go on carrying the Gita on your chest. May its arrow become visible to you: you have to go on, you have to seek the living.
Worship only the living; do not worship the dead. For only in the living will you, again and again, find that which you were worshipping in the dead—and could never find.
For those with a deep thirst, a book about water will not satisfy; they need a lake. Someone may go on explaining that H2O is the whole science of water: nothing else is water—two parts hydrogen and one part oxygen, and from their union water is produced.
So someone can write H2O on paper and hand it to you—the complete definition, the entire doctrine of water. Still you will say, all right; but if I take this to my throat my thirst will not be quenched. In fact, it may choke your throat, endanger your life, create a mess. The throat is already dry, and this paper may only get stuck there.
He whose thirst is true will not be satisfied by scripture; he will set out in search of the true master. Even if he passes through the scriptures, they will only send him toward the search for a master. All scriptures do. That is why they are full of songs in praise of the master.
Even if he reads the scriptures, the scripture itself points him beyond itself. All scriptures carry marks like those on a milestone—an arrow pointing ahead. A milestone only sends you on. Scriptures send you toward the true master.
Scriptures are the words of past masters. And in those words the past masters have placed all the clues by which you can again and again find the master. Scriptures are maps. To search through them is to search for the master.
The sole value of Krishna’s Gita is that again and again it helps you find Krishna. But those whose thirst is half-hearted can get stuck in the scripture; those whose thirst is false can also get stuck there. Doctrine may seem to satisfy them. That is why scriptures are also dangerous.
Scriptures are meaningful—and dangerous. They are meaningful for those whose thirst is intense. The milestone will point the way and give strength to their feet: Don’t be afraid; so much of the journey is done, a little remains; walk a little more—the goal is near. Each milestone brings the destination closer, gives trust, assurance, strength, courage to go on, a challenge: You have come this far; the goal is coming nearer. Thus you will not tire or be filled with despair.
But for the unintelligent the milestone can be dangerous. Seeing “Delhi” written on the stone, they hug it to their chest and sit down—“Delhi has come!” They don’t even look at the arrow pointing ahead. Then the scripture becomes a stone pressed upon the chest.
If the scripture gives you the search for the master, you have used it rightly. But if the scripture itself becomes the master, you are crushed under the stone.
It depends on you. The wise can turn poison into nectar; the foolish turn even nectar into poison. The wise can extract medicine from poison; the foolish commit suicide even with medicines. Both kinds of people exist.
The scripture is not at fault. Scripture is like a sword. You can kill someone with it, you can kill yourself with it, or you can stop a killing, save someone, protect someone. A sword is a neutral power. Scripture is a power.
The word shastra (scripture) is very close to shastra (weapon); it is like a weapon. You can use it for protection, or for self-destruction. You can use it to coerce someone, or to prevent coercion and save someone.
A weapon can become freedom, and it can also become someone’s bondage. If you are unintelligent, the weapon in your own hand will wound you. If you are wise, that same weapon will become your armor; then no weapon in the world can hurt you. In the end, it is your understanding that works.
It is absolutely impossible that there be ardent yearning and no true master. It never happens. Life’s arithmetic is not like that. If there is thirst, there will be water; if there is hunger, there will be food. It cannot be otherwise.
This existence is a deeply coordinated order, a musical, rhythmic order. Here nothing hangs suspended without its counterpart; otherwise the world would be chaos. If there is love in your heart, you will find a beloved. If there were no beloveds at all, the longing for love would never arise.
In fact, those who know say: before the Divine stirs the longing for love, He has already created the beloveds. Before thirst arises, the lake is ready; before hunger comes, the fruits are already on the trees.
Existence is not anarchy; it is a rhythmic poetry. Nothing hangs there without fulfillment. For everything there is a way of completion. It is only a matter of searching, of moving a little—and whatever you truly seek, you will find.
If your search is for beauty, the world holds treasures of beauty. If your search is for truth, under every stone truth lies concealed. If you have set out to find the true master, it won’t be long before you reach that door—you will be brought there.
In fact, before the thirst for the master arises in you, the master already exists. Otherwise the world would be a senseless tangle—people crying and screaming with thirst and no water.
So remember this much: there is no shortage in existence. If you feel a lack, you have not searched, you have not arisen, you have not opened your eyes. The moment you are ready, the moment your thirst ripens and the season is right, in that very moment you will find the master’s hand upon your head.
And scriptures have only one use: they are the marks left by past masters, the pointers they left so that you may always find the new masters. For the true master is one—whether Krishna or Christ, Mohammed or Mahavira, it makes no difference. The happening of the master is one. The inner lamp that burns—whether it burns in Mahavira or in Mohammed—makes no difference. That lamp is one; it belongs to the same Divine. There may be a thousand lamps, but the light is one.
Thus all the old masters left scriptures for the seekers to come.
If you love me, then the moment I step aside I will leave for you such an arrangement that, if there is even a little understanding in you, on its basis you will find new masters, living masters. If you are foolish you will remain bound to me; if you are wise you will find the new master—and in that master you will find me. If you remain bound to me, you will miss me.
That is why the one who is bound to Mahavira today is missing Mahavira; the one who is bound to Krishna today is missing Krishna. It is a strange situation—those who are bound, miss.
If you have truly loved Krishna, you will find Krishna again. How could you be satisfied with a book! You will want life, livingness. Then, for you, Krishna will appear in some person. The name will be different, the form different—but if you have eyes, within you will discover the formless, the nameless.
Scriptures are pointers for you to find the new master—and also pointers for how to be free of the old master. Scriptures have their own scripture, their own order. They are footprints. If you use their directions rightly, you can gain much: you will find the new and be freed from the old.
And this is the way to remain with the old—and to keep entering the ever-new—so that your connection with Krishna is not broken. Otherwise your connection will be with the corpse, and your connection with life will be lost. You will go on worshipping a lamp whose flame has gone out, while the flame burns in other lamps and you will stand with your back to it.
It is not the lamp that is to be worshipped—the worship is of the flame. When your lamp goes out, don’t insist, “I will worship only this lamp.”
Then you have forgotten that you came to worship the flame, not the lamp. The lamp too was worshipped only by virtue of the flame; once the flame is gone, even if the lamp is most precious—encrusted with jewels, made of gold—what will you do with it!
And if the lamp was intelligent—and it must have been, otherwise there would have been no flame—then it has left pointers for you so that again and again you can rediscover the flame. Wherever it burns, in whatever kind of lamp it burns, its form and color will differ, the clay will differ, it may be gold, it may be metal—who can say?—but the flame will be the same.
Scriptures are devices for recognizing the flame. They are precious. But only if there is thirst can you use them; without thirst they become stones on the chest. Many are crushed to death under scriptures. Very few are able to use them.
People ask me, Why are you commenting on the Gita?
I am doing it for this very reason: so that you may be freed from Krishna—and so that you may find the new Krishna.
This seems a topsy-turvy thing; but if you understand, it is perfectly clear—there is no confusion in it at all.
I am explaining the Gita so that the sutras Krishna has left there may come to your attention—and so that you don’t go on carrying the Gita on your chest. May its arrow become visible to you: you have to go on, you have to seek the living.
Worship only the living; do not worship the dead. For only in the living will you, again and again, find that which you were worshipping in the dead—and could never find.
Third question:
Osho, you said that only renunciation after succeeding is true renunciation. But to succeed in the world one must pass through sin and dishonesty. So is it indispensable to pass through sin and dishonesty for renunciation?
Osho, you said that only renunciation after succeeding is true renunciation. But to succeed in the world one must pass through sin and dishonesty. So is it indispensable to pass through sin and dishonesty for renunciation?
Without passing through darkness, the thirst for light will not arise in you. And without passing through sin, you will not long for virtue. Only by going through great suffering does the yearning for bliss awaken. On the roads of the world—thorn-strewn paths—by falling again and again into ditches and ravines, bruised and bleeding, the first thread of longing arises in your heart for that destination where, upon arriving, all journeying ends. One who has not known hell cannot be worthy of heaven.
Therefore I say to you: do not run away from the world half-done, otherwise you will never reach the divine. If you flee half-cooked, without knowing, if you desire virtue without having known sin, your aspiration for virtue will be impotent. What will your virtue mean? Perhaps it will be out of fear, perhaps imitation of others, perhaps due to schooling—but it will lack strength, it will lack inner life. Your life-current will not flow through it. It will be borrowed. And deep within, secretly, you will still crave the world, you will relish sin. On the surface you will have one personality; within you will be its opposite. Hypocrisy will be born, not virtue.
This is exactly what has happened. We taught truthfulness to one who has never known how to lie. He cannot even understand the definition of truth, because for him the measure of truth would be falsehood. One who has never been pricked by thorns cannot understand the beauty and sweetness of flowers.
Suffering is indispensable. To pass through suffering is indispensable. Suffering scours you, refines you, makes you mature. Those who flee suffering are frightened people. For such cowards there can be no virtue. For escapees there is no God. Live! I am not saying remain stuck in the same thing; I am saying live it so totally that you go beyond it.
Remember a single maxim: whatever is lived in totality drops you free of itself. If sin still calls to your mind, it means you returned unripe. You had not yet even experienced sin; its sting had not yet arisen. You had not yet suffered. You did not know for yourself that life is suffering; you merely heard the Buddha’s words that life is suffering.
For Buddha, that statement is experience; for you it is borrowed. You still wished to taste; Buddha’s words distracted you. You were led astray by Buddha’s utterance.
Say to the awakened ones, “Wait. Let me know for myself what you have known. As yet I do not have such experience. You say life is suffering—no doubt you say it knowing, by experience. And I also see that you have attained great bliss. I too long for that in my heart.
“But as yet my experience does not say that life is suffering. I still have hope of pleasure in it. Let me wander a little. Let me fall a little. Let me know by my own experience, for there is no other way to know.”
If only you can muster that much courage, soon what Buddha said will become your own experience. Because the Buddha’s experience is universal. Whoever has truly known life has known that there is nothing in it but suffering. It is a dark night, a deep dream. On awakening one discovers it was all false, all a play of the mind, maya.
But that is known only after awakening. While asleep, maya is very alluring, very sweet.
Kabir says, “Maya, the great swindler—so have I known her.”
But it is Kabir who has known; you have not yet. The swindler still has power over you, still mesmerizes you.
If you let go now, it will be like plucking an unripe fruit from the tree. Notice: if you pluck a fruit unripe, its seeds are wasted. Until the fruit ripens, the seeds within do not ripen; and until the seeds ripen, new sprouts will not emerge. Only from the ripe does new germination happen.
One who runs away for any reason without knowing life runs away unripe. No shoots of the divine will sprout from his life. He will be sent back—again and again. It is in just this way that you have returned again and again.
It is not as though you have never heard the words of the great ones. It is not as though the scriptures have not crossed your path. It is not as though awakened beings have not met you on the road. They have. Their voices have echoed within you. Their bliss has aroused in you a greed that such a thing might happen in your life too. At times you even followed them, walked a little way with them.
But what came into your life was only hypocrisy. What is supreme truth for the awakened became hypocrisy and pretense for you, because you imposed it upon yourself.
Trust your own knowing. Learn from the awakened ones, but do not flee the world. Take hints from the awakened; take experience from the world. And the day the world’s experience and the sages’ pointers both begin to point in the same direction—both needles indicating the same way—know that the moment has come: you have ripened. Then that which you call sin will not have to be “given up”—it will fall away.
In my reckoning, as long as you still have to “give up” sin, do not give it up. If it must be forced, do not drop it. The day it falls, do not catch it; let it fall. Let it fall of its own.
A ripe leaf falls. Neither the tree knows nor the leaf knows. Quietly it sits upon the earth, goes to sleep, disappears. No whisper reaches any ear. Such is the great sannyas. Such is the great renunciation.
The Upanishads say: only those who have enjoyed, renounced—tena tyaktena bhunjitha. Those who have enjoyed are the ones who have renounced.
This is a great aphorism. In no other scripture in the world is there such a statement. The seers of the Upanishads are courageous. They say: those who have enjoyed have renounced. They are saying: do not be in a hurry. Do not run away half-baked. Otherwise you will have to return again and again to the world’s furnace, because no one is permitted to leave here unripe.
The ripe do not return; the unripe will have to come back. All their running is futile. It is like a child running away from school and being sent back: return only after completing your education.
So do not fear sin, do not fear dishonesty. I am not saying “be dishonest”; I am saying, do not be afraid. The world is dishonest—dishonesty of a thousand kinds—hypocrisy and deceit. Pass through it! And do it quickly. Take the experience with full intensity.
If you are intelligent, a single experience of dishonesty will free you from dishonesty. If you have even a little awareness, a single experience of lying will put you outside lies forever. Why repeat the same mistake? Only the foolish repeat. The intelligent do make mistakes, but only once. They make many mistakes, but each time a new one—why do the old? If you have lived it thoroughly, the matter is finished. Lie once, bear its pain, and then whether you lie a hundred times, the same thing will happen—mere repetition. And from repetition no new knowing will come; what was to be learned was already learned the first time.
Live the world with total intensity. The divine has not sent you into the world for nothing. There is a calculus behind it: that through the world you ripen, so you may become worthy of heaven. Ripen through bondage, so that you may know freedom.
Those who have never known the prison—how will they recognize the sky of liberation? That recognition comes through the experience of the opposite.
Therefore I say to you: do not run away from the world half-done, otherwise you will never reach the divine. If you flee half-cooked, without knowing, if you desire virtue without having known sin, your aspiration for virtue will be impotent. What will your virtue mean? Perhaps it will be out of fear, perhaps imitation of others, perhaps due to schooling—but it will lack strength, it will lack inner life. Your life-current will not flow through it. It will be borrowed. And deep within, secretly, you will still crave the world, you will relish sin. On the surface you will have one personality; within you will be its opposite. Hypocrisy will be born, not virtue.
This is exactly what has happened. We taught truthfulness to one who has never known how to lie. He cannot even understand the definition of truth, because for him the measure of truth would be falsehood. One who has never been pricked by thorns cannot understand the beauty and sweetness of flowers.
Suffering is indispensable. To pass through suffering is indispensable. Suffering scours you, refines you, makes you mature. Those who flee suffering are frightened people. For such cowards there can be no virtue. For escapees there is no God. Live! I am not saying remain stuck in the same thing; I am saying live it so totally that you go beyond it.
Remember a single maxim: whatever is lived in totality drops you free of itself. If sin still calls to your mind, it means you returned unripe. You had not yet even experienced sin; its sting had not yet arisen. You had not yet suffered. You did not know for yourself that life is suffering; you merely heard the Buddha’s words that life is suffering.
For Buddha, that statement is experience; for you it is borrowed. You still wished to taste; Buddha’s words distracted you. You were led astray by Buddha’s utterance.
Say to the awakened ones, “Wait. Let me know for myself what you have known. As yet I do not have such experience. You say life is suffering—no doubt you say it knowing, by experience. And I also see that you have attained great bliss. I too long for that in my heart.
“But as yet my experience does not say that life is suffering. I still have hope of pleasure in it. Let me wander a little. Let me fall a little. Let me know by my own experience, for there is no other way to know.”
If only you can muster that much courage, soon what Buddha said will become your own experience. Because the Buddha’s experience is universal. Whoever has truly known life has known that there is nothing in it but suffering. It is a dark night, a deep dream. On awakening one discovers it was all false, all a play of the mind, maya.
But that is known only after awakening. While asleep, maya is very alluring, very sweet.
Kabir says, “Maya, the great swindler—so have I known her.”
But it is Kabir who has known; you have not yet. The swindler still has power over you, still mesmerizes you.
If you let go now, it will be like plucking an unripe fruit from the tree. Notice: if you pluck a fruit unripe, its seeds are wasted. Until the fruit ripens, the seeds within do not ripen; and until the seeds ripen, new sprouts will not emerge. Only from the ripe does new germination happen.
One who runs away for any reason without knowing life runs away unripe. No shoots of the divine will sprout from his life. He will be sent back—again and again. It is in just this way that you have returned again and again.
It is not as though you have never heard the words of the great ones. It is not as though the scriptures have not crossed your path. It is not as though awakened beings have not met you on the road. They have. Their voices have echoed within you. Their bliss has aroused in you a greed that such a thing might happen in your life too. At times you even followed them, walked a little way with them.
But what came into your life was only hypocrisy. What is supreme truth for the awakened became hypocrisy and pretense for you, because you imposed it upon yourself.
Trust your own knowing. Learn from the awakened ones, but do not flee the world. Take hints from the awakened; take experience from the world. And the day the world’s experience and the sages’ pointers both begin to point in the same direction—both needles indicating the same way—know that the moment has come: you have ripened. Then that which you call sin will not have to be “given up”—it will fall away.
In my reckoning, as long as you still have to “give up” sin, do not give it up. If it must be forced, do not drop it. The day it falls, do not catch it; let it fall. Let it fall of its own.
A ripe leaf falls. Neither the tree knows nor the leaf knows. Quietly it sits upon the earth, goes to sleep, disappears. No whisper reaches any ear. Such is the great sannyas. Such is the great renunciation.
The Upanishads say: only those who have enjoyed, renounced—tena tyaktena bhunjitha. Those who have enjoyed are the ones who have renounced.
This is a great aphorism. In no other scripture in the world is there such a statement. The seers of the Upanishads are courageous. They say: those who have enjoyed have renounced. They are saying: do not be in a hurry. Do not run away half-baked. Otherwise you will have to return again and again to the world’s furnace, because no one is permitted to leave here unripe.
The ripe do not return; the unripe will have to come back. All their running is futile. It is like a child running away from school and being sent back: return only after completing your education.
So do not fear sin, do not fear dishonesty. I am not saying “be dishonest”; I am saying, do not be afraid. The world is dishonest—dishonesty of a thousand kinds—hypocrisy and deceit. Pass through it! And do it quickly. Take the experience with full intensity.
If you are intelligent, a single experience of dishonesty will free you from dishonesty. If you have even a little awareness, a single experience of lying will put you outside lies forever. Why repeat the same mistake? Only the foolish repeat. The intelligent do make mistakes, but only once. They make many mistakes, but each time a new one—why do the old? If you have lived it thoroughly, the matter is finished. Lie once, bear its pain, and then whether you lie a hundred times, the same thing will happen—mere repetition. And from repetition no new knowing will come; what was to be learned was already learned the first time.
Live the world with total intensity. The divine has not sent you into the world for nothing. There is a calculus behind it: that through the world you ripen, so you may become worthy of heaven. Ripen through bondage, so that you may know freedom.
Those who have never known the prison—how will they recognize the sky of liberation? That recognition comes through the experience of the opposite.
Fourth question:
Osho, why is there so much repetition in the Gita?
Osho, why is there so much repetition in the Gita?
Certainly there is a great deal of repetition. Krishna goes on repeating—the same thing again and again. If you read Buddha’s words, you will be even more astonished; in repeating he has outdone Krishna. He just goes on—the same thing, the same thing, the same thing.
When people like Krishna and Buddha repeat, there must be a secret in it. There is.
In the old days, alarm clocks rang in one continuous stretch. Now the new clocks ring with pauses. Psychologists have concluded that if you are asleep and a clock rings just once, even for a full minute or two, your sleep is less likely to break. But if, for those same two minutes, it stops and starts—again the same ring, and again the same ring—it strikes! If the alarm sounds continuously, its very continuity dulls the impact; you get used to it. What strikes is the start-and-stop—the brief gap and then again, and again. It hits like a hammer.
So new clocks ring intermittently; the chances are better that such a clock will wake you sooner.
Krishna, Buddha, Mahavira repeat. That repetition is hammering with pauses. The message is the same, the blow is the same, the alarm is the same. Man is asleep. A blow has to be delivered to the head.
In China there was an old form of punishment: they would stand hardened criminals in a cell and let drops of water fall from above—one drop at a time—on the head. You might say, “What kind of punishment is that!” You have no idea. In twenty-four hours a man is on the verge of madness. He cannot sleep; he cannot think. Just that drip! drip! drip! They even tried a continuous stream of water, and that caused no harm; in fact a man might enjoy it, take it as a bath. No problem there. But the drip-drip, one drop at a time—it lands like a hammer.
The enlightened ones have repeated their words a great deal. The essence of Krishna’s entire Gita could be written on a postcard—the core statements he keeps repeating. There is a reason.
Arjuna is asleep. The reason is not in Krishna; it is in Arjuna. And all awakened ones are nothing but alarms. They are waking you, lifting you up. The blow is necessary. That’s the first point.
Second point: You can observe in your own life that your inner state is not the same for twenty-four hours. In the morning, just after waking, you are a little closer to wakefulness. By evening, tired, you are closer to sleep. Morning brings a certain cleanliness, a purity that surrounds you. By evening you return dust-laden, weary of the world; a certain hardness, a certain irritability surrounds you.
Beggars come in the morning for this very reason—there’s a slightly better chance you’ll be religious in that hour. In the evening that chance diminishes; a “yes” is less likely, a “no” more likely. Many times a day your inner weather changes; your inner language changes.
Among Muslims the great dictum—their Gayatri, their Namokar, which they recite constantly—is: There is no God except God. A very lovely saying: There is no God except God. Muslims repeat it continuously. But the Sufi fakirs do not repeat it as such. They say: It’s too big; understand.
The Sufis say: Suppose we are dying, the breath is breaking, and we say, “There is no God…” and die—then we die like atheists. If we cannot reach “…except God” in the last breath, then in the final moment the tongue speaks like an atheist, the life-breath departs like an atheist. That would be a great misfortune.
So they say: We do not repeat such a long formula. We simply say “God, God,” “Allah, Allah.” Who knows at what moment death will come! And they also say: Who knows at what moment the wires will connect? We don’t repeat such a long line, because if the moment of connection comes and we are reciting “There is no God…” and we miss the moment when the meeting was near—and only later reach “…except God”—but the moment is gone! So Sufis repeat day and night: “Allah, Allah, Allah.” Who knows at what hour the mind will be pure, when it will be sacred, when it will be dancing—when union may happen? Who knows! Union has never happened before, so we have no measure for it. We grope in the dark. Who knows when the hand will touch the door? We grope twenty-four hours.
Krishna and Buddha and Mahavira and Mohammed go on repeating the same thing a thousand times before their disciples. Who knows when it will be heard! There are moments. They could have said it once and fallen silent, but what would that have accomplished?
There was a Zen monk. Someone came and said, “I’m in a hurry. Tell me the essence; later I may or may not meet you again.” The monk remained silent. The man said, “Don’t be silent, I’m in a hurry! Say something!” The monk said, “I have said it. The essence is to become silent.” “Don’t remain silent,” the man insisted, “say it in words.” The monk said, “Silence.” “But that’s repetition,” he added. “You are forcing me. What I had to say, I have already said.” The man said, “Make it a little clearer; mere silence does not clarify.” The monk said, “Silence, silence, silence.”
Such people cannot become true masters. The Zen monk is absolutely right; there’s no fault in what he’s doing. But with this, no one can be helped. He says without speaking: If I say anything more, it will be repetition. Pressed to speak, he is forced to say “silence”—and then goes on repeating “silence.” You won’t learn anything from that.
In this world, many attain true knowing; very few become true masters. A true master, out of compassion, agrees to repeat for your sake again and again. Many attain true knowing, but they are not willing to repeat. Who wants the headache!
Krishna goes on repeating. His love is unique; his compassion is great. He keeps showering on Arjuna. If Arjuna escapes from one side, he showers from the other. The cloud is the same, the water the same—Krishna’s cloud, Krishna’s rain; its taste is the same. He changes the words, alters the method a little, and showers again. Arjuna slips away from there too, still unbathed—then he showers again. Thus across eighteen chapters he repeats the same thing eighteen thousand times.
There is a reason for repetition: no one knows when you will truly hear. The moment it happens is unpredictable; no forecast can be made. Who knows when the harmonizing moment will arrive, when all your inner planets and stars will be in order, when you will open the door? So Krishna keeps repeating what is worth repeating.
There is a reason for repeating. Do not take it as redundancy; take it as great compassion. He could have said it once and fallen silent—but Arjuna would not have understood. Arjuna’s doubts would not have fallen. He would not have reached that space where he could say, “My doubts have thinned; I have attained understanding; you have awakened me.” Krishna kept the alarm ringing. He kept the alarm repeating.
Arjuna tossed and turned, pulled the quilt over himself, and went back to sleep many times. But Krishna’s alarm kept ringing—until Arjuna got up, until he said, “I am awake,” until he had washed his face and hands, had a cup of tea, was fully alert—until then Krishna kept waking him.
Had Arjuna not awakened, I know that had Krishna needed to speak eighteen thousand chapters, he would have spoken them.
People ask me, “Krishna finished the Gita in a little while; you have been speaking for five years!” Because the modern Arjunas are in an even deeper sleep. Because you are asleep even more badly. To bring you to that moment when you say, “My doubts have thinned; I am awake,” more effort is needed.
Krishna was five thousand years ago; he completed the Gita in eighteen chapters—the work was done. Then Buddha came twenty-five hundred years ago; he repeated the same thing for forty years.
Now the Buddhists, in printing Buddha’s words, don’t even print the whole discourse; they use ditto marks. They keep putting marks: “same, same, same.” They print a statement once—“thus was said”—and below it: “same, same, same.” When something new is spoken, they print it and then again write: “same, same, same.” No one is even willing to print all of Buddha’s words, because for forty years he is repeating.
But that time, too, is gone—twenty-five hundred years have passed. You cannot understand my difficulty, my predicament. I too am going on repeating. You think I am saying new things every day. What new can be said about the Divine! I say the same—only change the color and form: speak from the left, the right, from above, below; shift the directions a little. Sometimes through stories, symbols, hints; sometimes directly. Sometimes in Patanjali’s language, sometimes Krishna’s, sometimes Buddha’s, sometimes Lao Tzu’s—but I say the same.
I say only as much as that Zen monk said by remaining silent. And if I say more, it becomes repetition. It is repetition. Still you do not awaken.
And until you awaken, newer and newer devices will have to be found; repetition will have to be repeated—and repeated in such a way that you don’t even notice it is repetition. Because if you begin to notice the repetition, you will again fall asleep. Repetition, too, brings sleep.
When people like Krishna and Buddha repeat, there must be a secret in it. There is.
In the old days, alarm clocks rang in one continuous stretch. Now the new clocks ring with pauses. Psychologists have concluded that if you are asleep and a clock rings just once, even for a full minute or two, your sleep is less likely to break. But if, for those same two minutes, it stops and starts—again the same ring, and again the same ring—it strikes! If the alarm sounds continuously, its very continuity dulls the impact; you get used to it. What strikes is the start-and-stop—the brief gap and then again, and again. It hits like a hammer.
So new clocks ring intermittently; the chances are better that such a clock will wake you sooner.
Krishna, Buddha, Mahavira repeat. That repetition is hammering with pauses. The message is the same, the blow is the same, the alarm is the same. Man is asleep. A blow has to be delivered to the head.
In China there was an old form of punishment: they would stand hardened criminals in a cell and let drops of water fall from above—one drop at a time—on the head. You might say, “What kind of punishment is that!” You have no idea. In twenty-four hours a man is on the verge of madness. He cannot sleep; he cannot think. Just that drip! drip! drip! They even tried a continuous stream of water, and that caused no harm; in fact a man might enjoy it, take it as a bath. No problem there. But the drip-drip, one drop at a time—it lands like a hammer.
The enlightened ones have repeated their words a great deal. The essence of Krishna’s entire Gita could be written on a postcard—the core statements he keeps repeating. There is a reason.
Arjuna is asleep. The reason is not in Krishna; it is in Arjuna. And all awakened ones are nothing but alarms. They are waking you, lifting you up. The blow is necessary. That’s the first point.
Second point: You can observe in your own life that your inner state is not the same for twenty-four hours. In the morning, just after waking, you are a little closer to wakefulness. By evening, tired, you are closer to sleep. Morning brings a certain cleanliness, a purity that surrounds you. By evening you return dust-laden, weary of the world; a certain hardness, a certain irritability surrounds you.
Beggars come in the morning for this very reason—there’s a slightly better chance you’ll be religious in that hour. In the evening that chance diminishes; a “yes” is less likely, a “no” more likely. Many times a day your inner weather changes; your inner language changes.
Among Muslims the great dictum—their Gayatri, their Namokar, which they recite constantly—is: There is no God except God. A very lovely saying: There is no God except God. Muslims repeat it continuously. But the Sufi fakirs do not repeat it as such. They say: It’s too big; understand.
The Sufis say: Suppose we are dying, the breath is breaking, and we say, “There is no God…” and die—then we die like atheists. If we cannot reach “…except God” in the last breath, then in the final moment the tongue speaks like an atheist, the life-breath departs like an atheist. That would be a great misfortune.
So they say: We do not repeat such a long formula. We simply say “God, God,” “Allah, Allah.” Who knows at what moment death will come! And they also say: Who knows at what moment the wires will connect? We don’t repeat such a long line, because if the moment of connection comes and we are reciting “There is no God…” and we miss the moment when the meeting was near—and only later reach “…except God”—but the moment is gone! So Sufis repeat day and night: “Allah, Allah, Allah.” Who knows at what hour the mind will be pure, when it will be sacred, when it will be dancing—when union may happen? Who knows! Union has never happened before, so we have no measure for it. We grope in the dark. Who knows when the hand will touch the door? We grope twenty-four hours.
Krishna and Buddha and Mahavira and Mohammed go on repeating the same thing a thousand times before their disciples. Who knows when it will be heard! There are moments. They could have said it once and fallen silent, but what would that have accomplished?
There was a Zen monk. Someone came and said, “I’m in a hurry. Tell me the essence; later I may or may not meet you again.” The monk remained silent. The man said, “Don’t be silent, I’m in a hurry! Say something!” The monk said, “I have said it. The essence is to become silent.” “Don’t remain silent,” the man insisted, “say it in words.” The monk said, “Silence.” “But that’s repetition,” he added. “You are forcing me. What I had to say, I have already said.” The man said, “Make it a little clearer; mere silence does not clarify.” The monk said, “Silence, silence, silence.”
Such people cannot become true masters. The Zen monk is absolutely right; there’s no fault in what he’s doing. But with this, no one can be helped. He says without speaking: If I say anything more, it will be repetition. Pressed to speak, he is forced to say “silence”—and then goes on repeating “silence.” You won’t learn anything from that.
In this world, many attain true knowing; very few become true masters. A true master, out of compassion, agrees to repeat for your sake again and again. Many attain true knowing, but they are not willing to repeat. Who wants the headache!
Krishna goes on repeating. His love is unique; his compassion is great. He keeps showering on Arjuna. If Arjuna escapes from one side, he showers from the other. The cloud is the same, the water the same—Krishna’s cloud, Krishna’s rain; its taste is the same. He changes the words, alters the method a little, and showers again. Arjuna slips away from there too, still unbathed—then he showers again. Thus across eighteen chapters he repeats the same thing eighteen thousand times.
There is a reason for repetition: no one knows when you will truly hear. The moment it happens is unpredictable; no forecast can be made. Who knows when the harmonizing moment will arrive, when all your inner planets and stars will be in order, when you will open the door? So Krishna keeps repeating what is worth repeating.
There is a reason for repeating. Do not take it as redundancy; take it as great compassion. He could have said it once and fallen silent—but Arjuna would not have understood. Arjuna’s doubts would not have fallen. He would not have reached that space where he could say, “My doubts have thinned; I have attained understanding; you have awakened me.” Krishna kept the alarm ringing. He kept the alarm repeating.
Arjuna tossed and turned, pulled the quilt over himself, and went back to sleep many times. But Krishna’s alarm kept ringing—until Arjuna got up, until he said, “I am awake,” until he had washed his face and hands, had a cup of tea, was fully alert—until then Krishna kept waking him.
Had Arjuna not awakened, I know that had Krishna needed to speak eighteen thousand chapters, he would have spoken them.
People ask me, “Krishna finished the Gita in a little while; you have been speaking for five years!” Because the modern Arjunas are in an even deeper sleep. Because you are asleep even more badly. To bring you to that moment when you say, “My doubts have thinned; I am awake,” more effort is needed.
Krishna was five thousand years ago; he completed the Gita in eighteen chapters—the work was done. Then Buddha came twenty-five hundred years ago; he repeated the same thing for forty years.
Now the Buddhists, in printing Buddha’s words, don’t even print the whole discourse; they use ditto marks. They keep putting marks: “same, same, same.” They print a statement once—“thus was said”—and below it: “same, same, same.” When something new is spoken, they print it and then again write: “same, same, same.” No one is even willing to print all of Buddha’s words, because for forty years he is repeating.
But that time, too, is gone—twenty-five hundred years have passed. You cannot understand my difficulty, my predicament. I too am going on repeating. You think I am saying new things every day. What new can be said about the Divine! I say the same—only change the color and form: speak from the left, the right, from above, below; shift the directions a little. Sometimes through stories, symbols, hints; sometimes directly. Sometimes in Patanjali’s language, sometimes Krishna’s, sometimes Buddha’s, sometimes Lao Tzu’s—but I say the same.
I say only as much as that Zen monk said by remaining silent. And if I say more, it becomes repetition. It is repetition. Still you do not awaken.
And until you awaken, newer and newer devices will have to be found; repetition will have to be repeated—and repeated in such a way that you don’t even notice it is repetition. Because if you begin to notice the repetition, you will again fall asleep. Repetition, too, brings sleep.
Fifth question:
Osho, there is a longing to disappear, to become a mere instrument, and let my life flow only according to His will. I have also had a few small glimpses of this. But on many occasions I fall into conflict and confusion: is it His will or my will?
Osho, there is a longing to disappear, to become a mere instrument, and let my life flow only according to His will. I have also had a few small glimpses of this. But on many occasions I fall into conflict and confusion: is it His will or my will?
Understand this statement a little more carefully.
“There is a longing to disappear…”
The emphasis is on “I,” not on “Him.” It is your longing to disappear. That longing too belongs to the “I.”
“To become a mere instrument…”
If you listen closely within, you will hear the “I”: “I will become a mere instrument.”
“And let my life flow according to His will…”
Life will be “mine,” it will flow according to His will, but it remains “my” life.
“I have also had a few small glimpses…”
That “I” is standing behind, saying: it’s not that nothing has happened—quite a bit has; I’ve had some glimpses.
“But on many occasions I fall into conflict and confusion…”
That “I” is standing ready to fall into conflict and confusion.
“And I cannot figure out whether this is His will or my will.”
Understand a little the play of the “I.” If the longing truly is to disappear—and not just another game of the “I”—then who is stopping you? No God is putting obstacles in your way, saying: do not disappear.
But it seems to me most such longings are like the story of Mulla Nasruddin’s wife who came to me one day and said, “You have to come now. There is great trouble—Mulla is committing suicide.” I said, “Don’t panic. One who has never done anything in life, how will he even commit suicide!” She said, “No, this is different. Don’t take it as a joke. He is serious. He’s made all arrangements and locked the door. Something might happen—please come.”
I went and knocked. “So, Nasruddin, I hear you’re committing suicide? Let me witness such an auspicious event! Open up. I won’t stop you—indeed I find no reason to stop you. I’ll put up no obstacle. I just want to see how you do it.”
He opened the door. He was standing on a stool. A rope was tied to the rafters, and he was tying it around his waist. I said, “You’re tying the rope around your waist? If you want to commit suicide, tie it around your neck.” He said, “I tried the neck first, but it feels like a big obstruction—the throat chokes, it hurts. So I’m tying it around my waist.”
Then you can hang there forever; you won’t die. Behind such notions lurks the same kind of “suicide.” You want to do it, but when the rope goes to the neck the throat chokes, it hurts, tears come to the eyes—so you tie it around the waist and keep the idea that you are preparing to die.
“There is a longing to disappear…”
The stress on longing sounds very strong. In the longing to disappear, such stress should not be there; it would be more like a simple prayer.
And then, who is stopping you? Except for you, no one can prevent your disappearance. No power in the world can stop you from dissolving—except you. In truth, the whole world would be happy if you disappeared. Only you are adamant not to. Everyone would cooperate—“Good, one less competitor! One less troublemaker!”
The world does not want to stop you; you yourself are stopped. And the reason is: even behind your longing to disappear you are standing there. You want to announce to the world: “Look, I have disappeared. I am not like you; I have vanished. I have become a mere instrument. God is using me.”
I have heard: two Christian priests met on the road—one Catholic, one Protestant. A debate arose. Finally the Catholic said, “Brother, we both are devotees of the same God, believers in the same Lord; it is not right to quarrel. We are both engaged in His work—you according to your will, and I according to His will.” Even there, the dispute! It seems like he is resolving it—“We are doing His work; why quarrel!”—but the quarrel remains. The fine distinction he sneaks in is: “I do according to His will; you, according to your own.” And what heights for the one who has become God’s instrument!
Do you want to become an instrument in order to become elevated? Is the effort to become a “means” a way to gain superiority?
Look inside and tally the accounts. If it is there, you will see it clearly. How can you deceive yourself?
“And let my life flow according to His will…”
If it is His will, then what “life of yours” is left? Let His own life flow. His will, His life—why do you come in between? But no—then the fun evaporates. If it is all His will and His life, and you do not come in at all, the ego loses all its juice.
“I have had a few small glimpses…”
So long as the ego remains, even the “glimpses” will be imagination. And if a glimpse of That truly happens, will you still hold on to the ego? If diamonds and jewels appear before you, will you go on clutching pebbles? Will you then come and ask me, “How to drop the pebbles? How to empty the bag so I can fill it with diamonds?” You will drop them yourself. You won’t even come to ask; you won’t come to tell either. You will fill your bag with jewels and be lost in their enjoyment.
Kabir has said, “Having found the diamond, I tied it tight in a knot; why open the knot again and again?”
Once the diamond is found, a man quickly wraps it in a knot. He doesn’t even open it to look again—lest someone else see it. He runs away so that no one comes to know. You don’t shout, “I’ve found it!” And when it is found, your hands always make space for it.
“These small glimpses…”
They must have been imaginations. For if they were not, then how is it that “on many occasions I fall into conflict and confusion—is it His will or mine?” Whenever there is conflict and confusion, know it is your will. Conflict and confusion have nothing to do with His will.
His will is without conflict. His indication is free of doubt. In front of it there are no alternatives. Its feeling is choiceless—there is no “this or that.” Otherwise this existence could never have been created.
Just think: this vast cosmos that proceeds so flawlessly—if behind it there were a mind of dilemmas that thought, “Shall I raise the sun today or not? Shall I set the stars in motion or not? Shall I allow people to breathe today or not? Shall flowers bloom today or not? This season, shall mango trees bear mangoes or should neem take over?” If a mind of dilemmas were behind existence, what a terrible joke it would be! Then no trust would be possible; there would be no firm ground to stand on—not a grain’s worth. Life would be a colossal hell.
No, behind it there is no dilemma. There are no options there. Things are happening spontaneously, as they are.
If you sense conflict and confusion, recognize: this is your will. I call this the criterion. The day it is His will, there will be no inner split, no hesitation. As long as it is your will, there is conflict and confusion.
No-conflict, doubt-free, choiceless—no alternative remains; not even the thought, “Should I go left or right?” You simply find there is no choice at all—you are moving to the right; “left” doesn’t even exist as a thing. You are just going, flowing. It could not be otherwise. The day such a feeling arises, understand: it is His will.
But be alert: let not the ego survive even in this longing. Let it not become the ego’s relish that “I am moving according to His will; He has found me worthy to be His instrument.” The ego is very subtle; its pathways are exceedingly fine. Be a little watchful of it. Otherwise, for a seeker the greatest difficulty comes from the ego, not from the world.
What difficulty can the world create? The real difficulty is the ego. And in the realm of sadhana the subtlest gratifications of ego are possible. One who does not move with awareness will be badly lost.
Yet the sutra is clear. If you want to deceive yourself, that is another matter; otherwise the formula is absolutely simple. If you look rightly, things will always appear clear.
One day Mulla Nasruddin came to a friend’s house. I was also sitting there. The friend was pouring drinks—an old drinker. Nasruddin too is an old drinker; I know that well. But not in front of me. The friend forgot this and said, “Good you came, big man. I was alone—and drinking alone is no fun. You’ve come at the right moment.”
Nasruddin looked at me and said, “What? I’ve never even touched alcohol in my life. I refuse to drink—for three reasons. First, I have never drunk. Second, I am going to deliver a speech tonight against drinking—so it would be improper to drink. And third, I already drank at home before coming.”
Just peep a little within and you will catch yourself. Layer upon layer, it is the ego. If someone else points it out, it creates trouble. That is why I sometimes leave such questions aside—I don’t take them up. Because if I tell you, it too becomes an obstacle; it hurts. Then you may get busy defending your ego: “No, I am not wrong; he is.” So I sometimes leave such questions untouched, lest simple understanding become difficult. But if you are truly on a quest, you will understand.
The matter is very straightforward. If you do not want to hide, there is no place to hide. And if you hide, it harms only you, not anyone else. Deception ultimately proves to be self-deception; it is never truly done to another.
“There is a longing to disappear…”
The emphasis is on “I,” not on “Him.” It is your longing to disappear. That longing too belongs to the “I.”
“To become a mere instrument…”
If you listen closely within, you will hear the “I”: “I will become a mere instrument.”
“And let my life flow according to His will…”
Life will be “mine,” it will flow according to His will, but it remains “my” life.
“I have also had a few small glimpses…”
That “I” is standing behind, saying: it’s not that nothing has happened—quite a bit has; I’ve had some glimpses.
“But on many occasions I fall into conflict and confusion…”
That “I” is standing ready to fall into conflict and confusion.
“And I cannot figure out whether this is His will or my will.”
Understand a little the play of the “I.” If the longing truly is to disappear—and not just another game of the “I”—then who is stopping you? No God is putting obstacles in your way, saying: do not disappear.
But it seems to me most such longings are like the story of Mulla Nasruddin’s wife who came to me one day and said, “You have to come now. There is great trouble—Mulla is committing suicide.” I said, “Don’t panic. One who has never done anything in life, how will he even commit suicide!” She said, “No, this is different. Don’t take it as a joke. He is serious. He’s made all arrangements and locked the door. Something might happen—please come.”
I went and knocked. “So, Nasruddin, I hear you’re committing suicide? Let me witness such an auspicious event! Open up. I won’t stop you—indeed I find no reason to stop you. I’ll put up no obstacle. I just want to see how you do it.”
He opened the door. He was standing on a stool. A rope was tied to the rafters, and he was tying it around his waist. I said, “You’re tying the rope around your waist? If you want to commit suicide, tie it around your neck.” He said, “I tried the neck first, but it feels like a big obstruction—the throat chokes, it hurts. So I’m tying it around my waist.”
Then you can hang there forever; you won’t die. Behind such notions lurks the same kind of “suicide.” You want to do it, but when the rope goes to the neck the throat chokes, it hurts, tears come to the eyes—so you tie it around the waist and keep the idea that you are preparing to die.
“There is a longing to disappear…”
The stress on longing sounds very strong. In the longing to disappear, such stress should not be there; it would be more like a simple prayer.
And then, who is stopping you? Except for you, no one can prevent your disappearance. No power in the world can stop you from dissolving—except you. In truth, the whole world would be happy if you disappeared. Only you are adamant not to. Everyone would cooperate—“Good, one less competitor! One less troublemaker!”
The world does not want to stop you; you yourself are stopped. And the reason is: even behind your longing to disappear you are standing there. You want to announce to the world: “Look, I have disappeared. I am not like you; I have vanished. I have become a mere instrument. God is using me.”
I have heard: two Christian priests met on the road—one Catholic, one Protestant. A debate arose. Finally the Catholic said, “Brother, we both are devotees of the same God, believers in the same Lord; it is not right to quarrel. We are both engaged in His work—you according to your will, and I according to His will.” Even there, the dispute! It seems like he is resolving it—“We are doing His work; why quarrel!”—but the quarrel remains. The fine distinction he sneaks in is: “I do according to His will; you, according to your own.” And what heights for the one who has become God’s instrument!
Do you want to become an instrument in order to become elevated? Is the effort to become a “means” a way to gain superiority?
Look inside and tally the accounts. If it is there, you will see it clearly. How can you deceive yourself?
“And let my life flow according to His will…”
If it is His will, then what “life of yours” is left? Let His own life flow. His will, His life—why do you come in between? But no—then the fun evaporates. If it is all His will and His life, and you do not come in at all, the ego loses all its juice.
“I have had a few small glimpses…”
So long as the ego remains, even the “glimpses” will be imagination. And if a glimpse of That truly happens, will you still hold on to the ego? If diamonds and jewels appear before you, will you go on clutching pebbles? Will you then come and ask me, “How to drop the pebbles? How to empty the bag so I can fill it with diamonds?” You will drop them yourself. You won’t even come to ask; you won’t come to tell either. You will fill your bag with jewels and be lost in their enjoyment.
Kabir has said, “Having found the diamond, I tied it tight in a knot; why open the knot again and again?”
Once the diamond is found, a man quickly wraps it in a knot. He doesn’t even open it to look again—lest someone else see it. He runs away so that no one comes to know. You don’t shout, “I’ve found it!” And when it is found, your hands always make space for it.
“These small glimpses…”
They must have been imaginations. For if they were not, then how is it that “on many occasions I fall into conflict and confusion—is it His will or mine?” Whenever there is conflict and confusion, know it is your will. Conflict and confusion have nothing to do with His will.
His will is without conflict. His indication is free of doubt. In front of it there are no alternatives. Its feeling is choiceless—there is no “this or that.” Otherwise this existence could never have been created.
Just think: this vast cosmos that proceeds so flawlessly—if behind it there were a mind of dilemmas that thought, “Shall I raise the sun today or not? Shall I set the stars in motion or not? Shall I allow people to breathe today or not? Shall flowers bloom today or not? This season, shall mango trees bear mangoes or should neem take over?” If a mind of dilemmas were behind existence, what a terrible joke it would be! Then no trust would be possible; there would be no firm ground to stand on—not a grain’s worth. Life would be a colossal hell.
No, behind it there is no dilemma. There are no options there. Things are happening spontaneously, as they are.
If you sense conflict and confusion, recognize: this is your will. I call this the criterion. The day it is His will, there will be no inner split, no hesitation. As long as it is your will, there is conflict and confusion.
No-conflict, doubt-free, choiceless—no alternative remains; not even the thought, “Should I go left or right?” You simply find there is no choice at all—you are moving to the right; “left” doesn’t even exist as a thing. You are just going, flowing. It could not be otherwise. The day such a feeling arises, understand: it is His will.
But be alert: let not the ego survive even in this longing. Let it not become the ego’s relish that “I am moving according to His will; He has found me worthy to be His instrument.” The ego is very subtle; its pathways are exceedingly fine. Be a little watchful of it. Otherwise, for a seeker the greatest difficulty comes from the ego, not from the world.
What difficulty can the world create? The real difficulty is the ego. And in the realm of sadhana the subtlest gratifications of ego are possible. One who does not move with awareness will be badly lost.
Yet the sutra is clear. If you want to deceive yourself, that is another matter; otherwise the formula is absolutely simple. If you look rightly, things will always appear clear.
One day Mulla Nasruddin came to a friend’s house. I was also sitting there. The friend was pouring drinks—an old drinker. Nasruddin too is an old drinker; I know that well. But not in front of me. The friend forgot this and said, “Good you came, big man. I was alone—and drinking alone is no fun. You’ve come at the right moment.”
Nasruddin looked at me and said, “What? I’ve never even touched alcohol in my life. I refuse to drink—for three reasons. First, I have never drunk. Second, I am going to deliver a speech tonight against drinking—so it would be improper to drink. And third, I already drank at home before coming.”
Just peep a little within and you will catch yourself. Layer upon layer, it is the ego. If someone else points it out, it creates trouble. That is why I sometimes leave such questions aside—I don’t take them up. Because if I tell you, it too becomes an obstacle; it hurts. Then you may get busy defending your ego: “No, I am not wrong; he is.” So I sometimes leave such questions untouched, lest simple understanding become difficult. But if you are truly on a quest, you will understand.
The matter is very straightforward. If you do not want to hide, there is no place to hide. And if you hide, it harms only you, not anyone else. Deception ultimately proves to be self-deception; it is never truly done to another.
Osho's Commentary
“Thus, O Arjuna, listen from me as I explain fully and distinctly the threefold division, born of the gunas, of intelligence and steadfastness.
“O Partha, that intellect which knows the path of engagement and of renunciation, what ought to be done and what ought not, fear and fearlessness, bondage and liberation—that intellect is sattvic.
“And, O Partha, the intellect by which a person does not truly discern dharma and adharma, and what ought to be done and what ought not—that intellect is rajasic.
“And, O Arjuna, that intellect which, enveloped in tamas, takes adharma to be dharma, and sees all meanings upside down—that intellect is tamasic.”
Before every statement Krishna says, “O Partha, hear what I say.”
There is great emphasis on listening. Arjuna keeps missing—he does not truly hear. Krishna goes on speaking, and Arjuna does not hear. Krishna says one thing, Arjuna hears another. The needle of his attention never quite lodges in Krishna’s heart. He does not hear what Krishna wants to say, is saying. Hence the dialogue becomes so long. Therefore, before each utterance Krishna says: “O Partha, hear what I say.”
These three gunas of Sankhya are very unique. They apply to every aspect of life. This is not philosophy; it is a direct analysis of life. Such it is—prakriti is threefold. Therefore, naturally, every phenomenon will have three qualities. Dividing by these three gives great clarity. Through these categories, things become visible. For minds pressed under darkness, surrounded by smoke, entangled—this gives substantial support.
“The intellect enveloped in tamas takes adharma to be dharma…”
The one burdened by tamas has this mark: he takes adharma as if it were dharma. His intelligence is inverted. He sees light as darkness and darkness as light. He knows life as death and death as life. Everything is reversed for him. He is doing a headstand; everything appears upside down. His skull is inverted.
There is a story about Mulla Nasruddin: when he was a little boy, his name was “Upside-down Head.” If you wanted him to sit quietly, you had to say, “Nasruddin, make a lot of noise!” Then he would sit quietly. If you wanted him to make noise, you had to say, “Nasruddin, sit quietly.” Then he would make noise. Whatever you told him, he would do the opposite.
Ego lives by doing the opposite. Tamas is condensed ego.
One day Nasruddin’s father was returning from the river with him. Sandbags were loaded on the donkey. They were crossing a bridge. The load was heavy and the bag on the left side was slipping down. The father got worried. If it had been an ordinary boy, he would have said, “Tilt the load a little to the right.” But this is an upside-down head. If you tell him “right,” he will tilt left and the bag will fall.
So the father said, “Look son, tilt the bag a little to the left; it’s leaning too far to the right.” And for the first time in his life, Nasruddin tilted it to the left. The bag fell—and the donkey too.
The father said, “Nasruddin, today you acted contrary to your habit—how come?” Nasruddin said, “I am eighteen now. I am no longer a child. I too have become mature. Please think a little before you speak to me.”
Tamas is the name of an inverted intellect. Whatever needs to be done, tamas will refuse to do; it will be willing only to do the opposite. Therefore with a tamasic person you must deal very carefully. It is possible that all your methods to improve him become the very causes that make him worse.
A woman comes to me; her husband drinks. She has been reforming him all her life. He doesn’t improve—he worsens. Drunkards are generally tamasic by tendency.
I tired of telling her, “At least you stop reforming him. You’ve tried for twenty years—that is a long time. No result has come; only life has been wasted—quarrel and quarrel. Either you are reforming him or he is creating havoc drunk at home. Two events, over and over, for twenty years—both unpleasant, both painful. He won’t quit; please, you at least quit trying to reform him.”
She cannot stop. I said, “Kindly try for three days—say nothing.” Next day she told me, “It’s impossible. I cannot hold back. Seeing him, a fire rises; I cannot keep quiet.” She too is tamasic.
So I said, “Then I’d better stop telling you to stop—this is a bigger entanglement. I thought only your husband was tamasic; you are the same. You cannot even see that for your husband drinking is a twenty-year-old habit—it will be hard for him. You have no addiction to drop, just the habit of telling him to stop. If telling is so intoxicating, imagine the pull of alcohol—twenty years!”
She said, “Whatever it is, I just cannot not say something. When I see it, I burn; I have to speak.”
And I know, until she can refrain from speaking, he cannot quit drinking. It has become an ego-duel—who wins?
The ego cares about winning, not about happiness, not about peace, not about liberation—about victory. And who is he trying to win against? This poor wife—and he is throwing away his life. And the poor wife too is throwing away her life to win against this poor husband. In twenty years, liberation could have been attained; only hell has grown.
But with a tamasic person, this is the pattern. Changing it is very difficult. You have to speak to him thoughtfully. You should not ask him to do exactly what you want him to do.
“For, O Arjuna, the intellect enveloped in tamas takes adharma to be dharma; it regards all meanings in reverse—such an intellect is tamasic.
“And, O Partha, the intellect by which a man does not truly know dharma and adharma, and what ought to be done and what not—that intellect is rajasic.
“The tamasic intellect sees the reverse; the sattvic sees directly—pure perception. It sees as it is: stone as stone, flower as flower; dharma as dharma, adharma as adharma. To see what is, as it is—that is sattvic intellect. To see what is not, as if it were—that upside-down seeing is tamasic. Between the two lies rajasic.
“Rajasic intellect—by which one does not truly know dharma and adharma, and what should or should not be done…”
Things are not understood rightly; he is tangled in the middle. Some things look clear, some do not. Dharma sometimes looks like dharma, and sometimes adharma also seems somewhat like dharma. Adharma appears as adharma, yet dharma too seems to contain some adharma. The rajasic person stands in the middle—split in half, Trishanku.
Therefore you will find the tamasic person more at ease and healthy than the rajasic. It is a strange fact.
Tamasic people generally live more simply—because there is no dilemma. It’s all clear to them—wholly wrong, but clear from their side. “Eat, drink, make merry”—that is their ultimate attainment. Beyond that, nothing.
Charvaka said, “Borrow if you must, but drink ghee!” If you have to take a loan to drink clarified butter, drink! Because who returns after death? To whom will you have to repay? Is there any real “debt” in this world? Whoever takes, takes; whoever doesn’t is a fool. Plunder if you must, because life is four days long; once gone, it’s gone. Do not leave any enjoyment un-enjoyed; no one returns after death.
This entire philosophy of Charvaka is based on tamas—the worldview of the tamasic person.
The word “Charvaka” itself is good: it means “sweet-spoken”—charu-vak, one whose words are sweet. And this view sounds sweet: eat, drink, be merry—even on credit. To whom will you repay? Laws, courts—human contrivances. No worry. No sin, no virtue; no heaven, no afterlife—all inventions of priests. Do not be deceived by them.
Charvaka said, “These are the devices of tricksters: heaven, liberation, religion, virtue—all nonsense. The essence is: enjoy; drink as much as you want—you won’t return again. There is no soul, no immortality. Life is momentary—but this is all there is.”
His teaching also came to be called Lokayata—meaning: approved by the people; what the majority adheres to.
You will be surprised: you won’t find anyone who calls himself Charvaka. But if you look within people, ninety-nine out of a hundred are Charvakas. One sits as a Hindu, another as a Muslim, another as a Christian—but strip off the outer garments and search within: you will find Charvaka.
“Lokayata” fits well. Most people believe Charvaka. They may worship Mahavira or invoke Muhammad, but in the end they hold fast to Charvaka’s feet. Their life reveals it; for it is deeds, not words, that prove.
Still, you will find these people fairly calm. There isn’t much dilemma in their lives. Even the ignorant have a kind of peace—just as the wise have a great peace. A faint reflection of that appears in the ignorant too. The reason:
The wise are certain that truth is truth, untruth is untruth. The ignorant are also certain that what they take as truth is truth, and what they take as untruth is untruth.
Both, at least, are sure. In between stands the rajasic—wavering. He walks the tightrope, now leaning left, now right. Both things appear right to him, yet not so right that he can choose. He is always in doubt.
The rajasic person is always tangled. He cannot decide; he lives half-and-half. Therefore the rajasic will be the most tense—his life full of stress, restlessness, excitement.
“And, O Partha, the intellect by which a man does not truly know dharma and adharma, and what ought to be done and what not—that intellect is rajasic.
“That which knows, in essence, the paths of engagement and renunciation, duty and non-duty, fear and fearlessness, bondage and liberation—as they are—that intellect is sattvic.”
Search within to see which intellect is active in you. Until you come to sattvic intellect, know that you cannot be related to dharma.
If a tamasic person goes to a temple, he will go for wrong reasons. If a rajasic person goes, he won’t go whole; half of him will be left in the marketplace. The sattvic person has no need to go to a temple—wherever he stands, the temple comes.
Do a clear analysis within.
Arjuna is not tamasic; Duryodhana is tamasic. Therefore the Gita could not be said to Duryodhana—there was no way to speak to him. No question at all. Duryodhana is Charvaka: eat, drink, be merry—that’s all. Beyond this, nothing to attain. Where to go? What to gain? Soul, God—all empty talk. Enjoyment is the only liberation.
For Duryodhana no question ever arose. He is, in a sense, straightforward. However wrong his intellect, he is simple. There is no question in his life. He is satisfied with darkness. Inquiry has not yet arisen. The seed has not cracked; the sprout has not emerged. There is nothing to ask Krishna.
Nor is there a sattvic person there—otherwise he too would not ask. If Mahavira were there, he would have quietly stepped down from the chariot and gone away. He would not ask Krishna: “O mighty-armed, my limbs are weakening, my Gandiva slips from my hand; I tremble, I am afraid. I do not know what is to be done and what is not. Give me understanding.”
Mahavira would not say such things; nor would Buddha. They too were kshatriyas; they knew the bow like Arjuna. They too had their Gandivas. If they were on the battlefield, they would have quietly walked away. Even if Krishna ran after them asking, they would say, “Useless—there is nothing to ask.”
Neither Duryodhana has to ask, nor Buddha. It is Arjuna who must ask—Arjuna is rajasic. He stands in the middle. The one in the middle must ask—because he must decide. He fears that without Krishna’s support he might fall where Duryodhana stands. He does not want to—he does not want to enter battle like Duryodhana. It seems utterly futile—there will be violence, killing, hundreds of thousands will die, sin will spread; it is ghastly. There is no taste in it.
He is not in the state of Mahavira either, where everything is clear and he would lay down the Gandiva and go to the forest. Not sattvic—rajasic: in the middle, undecided, restless, wavering, trembling. Therefore he fits with Krishna.
A tamasic person never becomes a disciple; a sattvic person has no need to. A rajasic person does—Arjuna does. All disciples are Arjunas; Arjuna is the quintessential symbol of discipleship.
Search within yourself. But be mindful: there are other dangers too.
As I said, the Mahabharata, its war and its tale, is very unique. There is Yudhishthira too. He does not ask either. He is “Dharma-raj,” but he does not leave the war like Mahavira. He is just a pundit. He is not sattvic; he has the idea of sattva, the doctrine, the words. He is a scholar; not a sage. No awakening has happened to him. He stands where Arjuna stands, but is weighed down by pedantry. Arjuna is simple; he is not burdened by learning—so he can ask. Yudhishthira cannot ask; he already “knows” the answers—answers not discovered from his own life, but borrowed.
In the Mahabharata you will find everyone—it is a condensed portrait of the whole world. If you look at each character, you will see it is a symbol; behind each character there are whole types of people throughout the world.
If an inquiry has arisen in your mind, know that you stand in the middle. If you do not seize the thread of inquiry and move forward, there is the danger of falling back. If you do not rise upward, there is the danger of becoming a Duryodhana.
Krishna’s whole effort is to save Arjuna from becoming Duryodhana—and also to save him from remaining Arjuna. And if Arjuna enters the war, let him enter as Buddha would have entered—so purely, so innocently, so unattached—an instrument only, a mere means.
Enough for today.