He heeds not the stainless Name of Hari.
He wanders through every place, his mind resolved on guile.
Nothing reveals itself; blind, he searches the world and finds no sign.
Says Gulal: the foolish man knows not the Truth.
With Maya and attachment for company, the man sleeps on.
In the end, to dust—he never beheld the Real.
Without the Name, no freedom; blind, he loses all.
Says Gulal: it is true—folk, heedless, all asleep.
In the midst of the world, bewildered, the man runs.
He marks not the Name; he fixes his mind on delusion.
Bearing all his faults along, his own deeds torment him.
Says Gulal, the Avadhut: all live on treachery.
The Master is ever manifest; he will not accept it.
Always he commits misdeeds, his mind resolved on illusion.
He deals in lies, and knows not the True.
Says Gulal: the dull-witted man will not admit the Right.
Forget pride, O man, and come; you cannot discern the Master.
Though you suffer much, you do not sing of Ram.
Worshiping stone and water, they squander their birth.
Says Gulal: the fools, all together, will weep.
Worship, knowing in your heart; fasten yourself to love.
Ever in love with Hari, then you gain true faith.
Most people are beasts; they do not perceive the Master.
Says Gulal: the cunning folk ruin their birth.
The lover, bound in love, wins the Master’s favor.
Ever yearning, he drinks the nectar of love.
Singing the purest virtues, he is drenched in the natural nectar.
Says Gulal: he alone lives with fourfold, gathered awareness.
Not knowing themselves, they throw all others into turmoil.
Joined to lust and anger, they lose all sense.
He mutters day and night—stillness does not arrive.
Says Gulal: why not sing for Hari’s sake?
Open your eyes, O man—why sleep in blindness?
Day by day it thins; in the end, you will weep.
Fall in love with Hari’s Name; let all karma be shed.
Says Gulal: only then does a man become true and pure.
Jharat Dashahun Dis Moti #13
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Sutra (Original)
निरमल हरि को नाम ताहि नहीं मानहीं।
भरमत फिरैं सब ठांव कपट मन ठानहीं।।
सूझत नाहीं अंध ढूंढत जग सानहीं।
कह गुलाल नर मूढ़ सांच नहिं जानहीं।।
माया मोह के साथ सदा नर सोइया।
आखिर खाक निदान सत्त नहिं जोइया।।
बिना नाम नहिं मुक्ति अंध सब खोइया।
कह गुलाल सत, लोग गाफिल सब सोइया।।
दुनिया बिच हैरान जात नर धावई।
चीन्हत नाहीं नाम भरम मन लावई।।
सब दोषन लिए संग सो करम सतावई।
कह गुलाल अवधूत दगा सब खावई।।
साहब दायम प्रगट ताहि नहिं मानई।
हरदम करहि कुकर्म भर्म मन ठानई।।
झूठ करहि व्योहार सत्त नहिं जानई।
कह गुलाल नर मूढ़ हक्क नहिं मानई।।
गर्व भुलो नर आय सुझत नहिं साइंया।
बहुत करत संताप राम नहिं गाइया।।
पूजहिं पत्थल पानि जन्म उन खोइया।
कह गुलाल नर मूढ़ सभै मिलि रोइया।।
भजन करो जिय जानिके प्रेम लगाइया।
हरदम हरि सों प्रीति सिदक तब पाइया।।
बहुतक लोग हेवान सुझत नहिं साइंया।
कह गुलाल सठ लोग जन्म जहंड़ाइया।।
आसिक इस्क लगाय साहब सों रीझई।
हरदम रहि मुस्ताक प्रेमरस पीजई।।
बिमल बिमल गुन गाइ सहज रस भीजई।
कह गुलाल सोइ चार सुरति सों जीजई।।
आपु न चीन्हहिं और सबै जहंड़ाइया।
काम क्रोध को संगम सबै भुलाइया।।
रटत फिरै दिनरैन थीर नहिं आइया।
कह गुलाल हरि हेतु काहे नहिं गाइया।।
खोलि देखु नर आंख अंध का सोइया।।
दिन-दिन होतु है छीन अंत फिर रोइया।।
इस्क करहु हरिनाम कर्म सब खोइया।।
कह गुलाल नर सत्त पाक तब होइया।।
भरमत फिरैं सब ठांव कपट मन ठानहीं।।
सूझत नाहीं अंध ढूंढत जग सानहीं।
कह गुलाल नर मूढ़ सांच नहिं जानहीं।।
माया मोह के साथ सदा नर सोइया।
आखिर खाक निदान सत्त नहिं जोइया।।
बिना नाम नहिं मुक्ति अंध सब खोइया।
कह गुलाल सत, लोग गाफिल सब सोइया।।
दुनिया बिच हैरान जात नर धावई।
चीन्हत नाहीं नाम भरम मन लावई।।
सब दोषन लिए संग सो करम सतावई।
कह गुलाल अवधूत दगा सब खावई।।
साहब दायम प्रगट ताहि नहिं मानई।
हरदम करहि कुकर्म भर्म मन ठानई।।
झूठ करहि व्योहार सत्त नहिं जानई।
कह गुलाल नर मूढ़ हक्क नहिं मानई।।
गर्व भुलो नर आय सुझत नहिं साइंया।
बहुत करत संताप राम नहिं गाइया।।
पूजहिं पत्थल पानि जन्म उन खोइया।
कह गुलाल नर मूढ़ सभै मिलि रोइया।।
भजन करो जिय जानिके प्रेम लगाइया।
हरदम हरि सों प्रीति सिदक तब पाइया।।
बहुतक लोग हेवान सुझत नहिं साइंया।
कह गुलाल सठ लोग जन्म जहंड़ाइया।।
आसिक इस्क लगाय साहब सों रीझई।
हरदम रहि मुस्ताक प्रेमरस पीजई।।
बिमल बिमल गुन गाइ सहज रस भीजई।
कह गुलाल सोइ चार सुरति सों जीजई।।
आपु न चीन्हहिं और सबै जहंड़ाइया।
काम क्रोध को संगम सबै भुलाइया।।
रटत फिरै दिनरैन थीर नहिं आइया।
कह गुलाल हरि हेतु काहे नहिं गाइया।।
खोलि देखु नर आंख अंध का सोइया।।
दिन-दिन होतु है छीन अंत फिर रोइया।।
इस्क करहु हरिनाम कर्म सब खोइया।।
कह गुलाल नर सत्त पाक तब होइया।।
Transliteration:
niramala hari ko nāma tāhi nahīṃ mānahīṃ|
bharamata phiraiṃ saba ṭhāṃva kapaṭa mana ṭhānahīṃ||
sūjhata nāhīṃ aṃdha ḍhūṃḍhata jaga sānahīṃ|
kaha gulāla nara mūढ़ sāṃca nahiṃ jānahīṃ||
māyā moha ke sātha sadā nara soiyā|
ākhira khāka nidāna satta nahiṃ joiyā||
binā nāma nahiṃ mukti aṃdha saba khoiyā|
kaha gulāla sata, loga gāphila saba soiyā||
duniyā bica hairāna jāta nara dhāvaī|
cīnhata nāhīṃ nāma bharama mana lāvaī||
saba doṣana lie saṃga so karama satāvaī|
kaha gulāla avadhūta dagā saba khāvaī||
sāhaba dāyama pragaṭa tāhi nahiṃ mānaī|
haradama karahi kukarma bharma mana ṭhānaī||
jhūṭha karahi vyohāra satta nahiṃ jānaī|
kaha gulāla nara mūढ़ hakka nahiṃ mānaī||
garva bhulo nara āya sujhata nahiṃ sāiṃyā|
bahuta karata saṃtāpa rāma nahiṃ gāiyā||
pūjahiṃ patthala pāni janma una khoiyā|
kaha gulāla nara mūढ़ sabhai mili roiyā||
bhajana karo jiya jānike prema lagāiyā|
haradama hari soṃ prīti sidaka taba pāiyā||
bahutaka loga hevāna sujhata nahiṃ sāiṃyā|
kaha gulāla saṭha loga janma jahaṃr̤āiyā||
āsika iska lagāya sāhaba soṃ rījhaī|
haradama rahi mustāka premarasa pījaī||
bimala bimala guna gāi sahaja rasa bhījaī|
kaha gulāla soi cāra surati soṃ jījaī||
āpu na cīnhahiṃ aura sabai jahaṃr̤āiyā|
kāma krodha ko saṃgama sabai bhulāiyā||
raṭata phirai dinaraina thīra nahiṃ āiyā|
kaha gulāla hari hetu kāhe nahiṃ gāiyā||
kholi dekhu nara āṃkha aṃdha kā soiyā||
dina-dina hotu hai chīna aṃta phira roiyā||
iska karahu harināma karma saba khoiyā||
kaha gulāla nara satta pāka taba hoiyā||
niramala hari ko nāma tāhi nahīṃ mānahīṃ|
bharamata phiraiṃ saba ṭhāṃva kapaṭa mana ṭhānahīṃ||
sūjhata nāhīṃ aṃdha ḍhūṃḍhata jaga sānahīṃ|
kaha gulāla nara mūढ़ sāṃca nahiṃ jānahīṃ||
māyā moha ke sātha sadā nara soiyā|
ākhira khāka nidāna satta nahiṃ joiyā||
binā nāma nahiṃ mukti aṃdha saba khoiyā|
kaha gulāla sata, loga gāphila saba soiyā||
duniyā bica hairāna jāta nara dhāvaī|
cīnhata nāhīṃ nāma bharama mana lāvaī||
saba doṣana lie saṃga so karama satāvaī|
kaha gulāla avadhūta dagā saba khāvaī||
sāhaba dāyama pragaṭa tāhi nahiṃ mānaī|
haradama karahi kukarma bharma mana ṭhānaī||
jhūṭha karahi vyohāra satta nahiṃ jānaī|
kaha gulāla nara mūढ़ hakka nahiṃ mānaī||
garva bhulo nara āya sujhata nahiṃ sāiṃyā|
bahuta karata saṃtāpa rāma nahiṃ gāiyā||
pūjahiṃ patthala pāni janma una khoiyā|
kaha gulāla nara mūढ़ sabhai mili roiyā||
bhajana karo jiya jānike prema lagāiyā|
haradama hari soṃ prīti sidaka taba pāiyā||
bahutaka loga hevāna sujhata nahiṃ sāiṃyā|
kaha gulāla saṭha loga janma jahaṃr̤āiyā||
āsika iska lagāya sāhaba soṃ rījhaī|
haradama rahi mustāka premarasa pījaī||
bimala bimala guna gāi sahaja rasa bhījaī|
kaha gulāla soi cāra surati soṃ jījaī||
āpu na cīnhahiṃ aura sabai jahaṃr̤āiyā|
kāma krodha ko saṃgama sabai bhulāiyā||
raṭata phirai dinaraina thīra nahiṃ āiyā|
kaha gulāla hari hetu kāhe nahiṃ gāiyā||
kholi dekhu nara āṃkha aṃdha kā soiyā||
dina-dina hotu hai chīna aṃta phira roiyā||
iska karahu harināma karma saba khoiyā||
kaha gulāla nara satta pāka taba hoiyā||
Translation (Meaning)
Questions in this Discourse
Just recently a sannyasin wrote me a letter and asked—now he is my sannyasin, but he doesn’t realize that somewhere inside he has a sickness. He wrote to ask: Jesus was crucified, Mansoor was crucified; why aren’t you crucified? This is making him restless. Until I am crucified, he won’t be at peace. I understand his difficulty. His difficulty is that if I were crucified, he could say—See, our master! Ah, he has risen to the rank of Jesus and Mansoor! He is greatly puzzled as to why I am not being crucified!
My enemies are eager to crucify me—and my friends are too. I understand the friends’ predicament as well. If I were crucified, they would relax: Yes, brother, he was a truly realized man! Their trouble now is that I am a rather unusual kind of realized man! Forget the cross—I live in a palace and ride in a Rolls Royce! And if a crucifixion happens, I’ll go seated in a Rolls Royce—keep that in mind! Even afterwards people will trouble you: Yes, he was crucified, but why did he go sitting in a Rolls Royce?
More than that… he has also written: What is this? You say the one who speaks the truth gets crucified; you are not crucified—on the contrary, you ride in a Rolls Royce!
In two thousand years some intelligence has grown in man. Not yours—the Buddhas’ intelligence has grown a bit. Now we too have become wise: how to avoid the cross and how to ride in a Rolls Royce. What do you think—that what you did to Jesus you will be able to do to me as well? So in these two thousand years, did we learn nothing at all? You have remained where you were, but the Buddhas have gone far ahead.
But your question is telling. And it is not just telling of the one who asked; the same questions keep arising in most of your minds. That I should live in some hut—so that your minds feel very peaceful! I should suffer so that you feel serene! How convenient! What peace will you get from my suffering? But then your minds would be pleased; you could run around waving flags, declaring, “Look, this is what a guru is, a true master—see, he lives in a hut, he lives naked!” If you ask me for the truth, let me tell you plainly: I have lived like the poor and I have lived like the rich. Believe it or not, the delight of living like the rich is not found in living like the poor. If you don’t want to accept it, don’t. The taste of abundance is something else entirely!
But inside you there is a sickly, age-old condition of mind—a disease. You are devotees of suffering. You ascribe dignity to suffering, glory to suffering; you honor it. “Be crucified, be a martyr—if you cannot, at least let your guru be!” You even intend to rest your gun on my shoulder and fire. Impossible!
What does this love of suffering prove? Only that you are so attached to your delusions that you won’t let a single one of them break. You have woven illusions even about “true masters”—and those must be fulfilled. Am I bound to fulfill your illusions? You nurse the illusions, and I must complete them! You decide what a true master should be, and I should live accordingly! But in everything you are entangled in infatuations, projections, your own nets, your own fantasies—and then you insist they must be fulfilled. That insistence is called attachment. The desire that your projections be completed is attachment.
Maya is projection; the clinging that your projections must come true is moha, attachment. And between these two you sleep.
Gulal speaks truly:
“With maya and moha, man always sleeps.
In the end he returns to dust without ever seeing the Truth.”
The result will be the same—being reduced to dust without seeing Truth, without knowing it.
“Without the Name, there is no liberation; the blind all get lost.”
Until Truth is experienced, all the blind get lost in the darkness of death.
“Says Gulal: this is the truth—people are heedless, all asleep.”
I tell you this truth: tie it in your knot, don’t forget it—remember it always: people are heedless and deeply asleep. Say something to them, and in their sleep they understand something else entirely. Their layers of sleep are so thick that even if you try to carry the voice of truth to them, it reaches distorted, and they make some other meaning of it.
A lung specialist, who also loved music, once told his students, “Anyone who gets up daily at four in the morning and sings for an hour in the high register, in raga Adana, will never have lung disease even in old age.” A student interrupted, “You are right, sir—such a person will never live to be old. The neighbors will finish him off long before!”
An hour of raga Adana! The moment you go, “Aa—aa—aa—aa!” the neighbors will come running. They’ll make you shut up!
A musician’s neighbors once said to him, “Please lend us your harmonium and a tabla.” The musician was delighted. “Is there a gathering at your house, a musical soiree?” “What’s the use hiding it now,” they said. “We want to sleep tonight. For a month you’ve been belting out ragas…”
About this same musician I heard: a neighbor opened his window and said, “Brother, stop now—it’s four in the morning, we can’t bear it anymore! If you sing one more raga I’ll go mad!” The musician opened his window and said, “What are you talking about? I stopped an hour ago!” The man has already gone mad—he stopped an hour ago, he isn’t singing—but the neighbor still hears him!
If you want to understand music, you need some attunement, some taste, some connection with it. Otherwise you won’t understand. And the higher the music, the harder it becomes. Yes, if it’s the boom-and-bash of a Hindi film, everyone “understands,” because there is hardly any music there—just hopping and skipping, calisthenics, a kind of aerobics. Kundalini has “awakened,” people jump and prance, beating drums and cymbals—that everyone gets. Bhangra! That everyone gets; there is nothing to understand. If nothing else, you can at least do a bhangra.
But the higher the music, the more difficult. And Truth is the supreme music—beyond it, there is nothing. You cannot understand it in your sleep. To understand it you must wake up. Truth can be understood only in wakefulness.
“People run through the world bewildered,
They do not recognize the Name, they attach the mind to delusions.”
You do not recognize the Truth that is worth seeking, and you keep nursing and feeding illusions from who knows where. Achieve them, and you’ve gained nothing—only dust in your hands. In the running, life-breath is emptied out; inside grows a hollowness, a void, like a cremation ground before death. People die long before they die—remember this. Long before death they rot. The body may be in order, but the soul is decayed. On the surface they may look painted and pretty, but inside? Inside there is nothing. And real wealth can only be inside. Outer wealth is of no use. It has served no one; it will not serve you either.
“Not recognizing the Name, the mind clings to illusions.”
Not even a little recognizing what Truth is, what wealth is. What you call property is calamity. What you call wealth is misfortune. There is another wealth within. And note this: I am not against outer things. I am not saying, “Abandon the outer and run away.” I am saying: the outer is only a play. Play it—just don’t take it as more than a play. Don’t drown in it. Don’t become serious about it. The real enterprise of life is within. Outside is theatre; the truth of life is within.
“Carrying all faults, one’s deeds torment;
Says Gulal, O mendicant, all are cheated.”
I tell you in advance: you will be cheated a lot—wake up if you can.
“The Lord is ever manifest—yet you do not accept Him.”
God is utterly manifest, present in each particle of air, in every ray of the sun, His signature on every leaf. Closer than the closest—yet you do not see Him. “Ever manifest”—and yet you do not acknowledge Him.
“Always committing misdeeds, the mind clings to delusions.”
And you are ready to do any wrongdoing to protect your illusions. You think, “What’s the harm in a misdeed? I’ll bathe in the Ganges; I’ll go on pilgrimage to the Kaaba. But now that the chance is here, don’t miss it.” If you find a hundred thousand rupees lying by the roadside, your mind will say, “Granted this is sin, but now is not the time to be scrupulous. We’ll donate ten thousand, feed the Brahmins, feed the maidens, build a little temple, paint a stone and install Hanuman-ji—some cheap way out can be found. Or at most a dip in the Ganges. But this hundred thousand—how can we leave it!”
“Always committing misdeeds, the mind clings to delusions.”
Man is ready to do sin under the illusion that there are cheap ways to get rid of it—sponsor a Satyanarayan story, perform a yajna. It is not that easy. There is only one way to be free of misdeeds: the inner stupor must break. Every misdeed thickens that stupor. And what is a misdeed? Very simply: you do what you well know should not be done—because, “opportunity!”
Mulla Nasruddin was in court. The magistrate asked, “Tell the truth, Nasruddin—why did you hit your wife with the broom?” Nasruddin said, “Your honor, it was a matter of opportunity.” “Opportunity? What has that to do with it?” “Let me tell you the whole thing—and you are married, you’ll understand. Who among the married wouldn’t! A wintry morning, beautiful sunshine, the back door open, my wife’s back to the door, a sore in her foot so she couldn’t run, a baby in her arms—she was nursing—and the broom lying there! I thought, why miss it! So I picked up the broom, gave her a whack, and ran out the back door. I saw she cannot chase me, cannot run, and her back is to me. I thought, such a rare opportunity—one must not waste it. Now give whatever punishment you want!” The magistrate looked at him kindly and said, “Your marriage to this woman is punishment enough. Go home—she will set you straight. Still, your point is well taken: when opportunity strikes, a man shouldn’t miss.”
Give people a chance and they miss nothing. If you are “virtuous,” it may simply be because you don’t have the opportunity. Often those whom we call moral are those who have no opportunity.
What happened to all Gandhi’s disciples? Great ascetics—spinning their wheels, weaving their own cloth, going to jail, fasting. Then power arrived, opportunity knocked—and not one missed. They all took full advantage. The spinning wheels were put away—now only taken out on one day, the 26th of January, when the photographer comes: sit, spin, get the photo, done. Where did all those saints go whom Gandhi produced? Opportunity devoured them. They were saints because there was no opportunity. When it came, the truth was revealed.
Opportunity reveals your real nature. If a eunuch takes a vow of celibacy, what is its value? None. If an old man, who can no longer digest meat, becomes vegetarian—what is that worth? None. Value is when opportunity is present and you, in awareness, do only what is worth doing.
This escapist sannyas arose precisely to move away from opportunity. If there is no opportunity, how will you commit sin? But the lack of opportunity is not the absence of sin. Sin sits within—when opportunity returns, it will sprout.
That is why I tell the sannyasin: don’t run. Live in the very midst of opportunity and awaken there; let opportunity be present, and do not use it. Then a certain strength will arise in you—self-strength. A true person will be born within you—dignified, musical.
“All dealings are false; you do not know the Truth.
Says Gulal: the foolish do not accept the Right.”
All your dealings are false. In fact, we now call falsehood “practical.” Among Jains there are two viewpoints: nishchaya-naya (ultimate standpoint) and vyavahara-naya (conventional standpoint). Even great scholars invent such contrivances! Nishchaya-naya means: to speak truth as it is. Vyavahara-naya means: to speak what should be said, what pleases people. No one speaks from the ultimate standpoint—too dangerous. From that standpoint you were never dependent, you are not and cannot be—you are the Self, the Supreme Brahman. But say that to people and what use remains of the priest? What of the temple? What of rituals and spells? So, the ultimate truth is conveniently shelved. Instead: “Go to the temple, perform worship…” and have the deity worshipped by you—stone idols!
Shankaracharya also distinguishes paramartha-satya and vyavahara-satya. The ultimate truth: all is Brahman. But conventionally, when a shudra touched Shankaracharya, he got angry: “You have defiled me, I must bathe again!” The shudra said, “Master, if all is Brahman and Brahman touches Brahman, how does impurity arise? I am the Self, you are the Self—the Self has touched the Self—why this anger? Perhaps my touch did not defile you, but now by your anger you are surely defiling yourself—consider that.”
For Shankara, who says “all is illusory,” the shudra is not illusory—he is very real. Clever minds arrange things: “All is Brahman—that is ultimate truth, for realized beings. As for you unrealized folks, we can only talk conventional truth.” In conventional truth there is Brahmin and shudra and vaishya. But “conventional truth” is a fine way of saying “false truth.” If it is false, it is not truth; if it is truth, it is not false. Decide one way or the other.
“Puffed up with pride, man cannot see the Lord.”
You are lost in ego; therefore the Beloved is not seen. No obstacle except ego. This stiffness—“I am something”—that alone deprives you of God. Drop the stiffness, relax, be simple, be innocent—and see! Drop the pride of being Hindu, Muslim, Jain; drop the pride of being Brahmin, Kshatriya. Rest a little, taste a little—and you will be astonished: there is only God, nothing else. And all this “ultimate truth/conventional truth” is nonsense. Truth is only the ultimate.
“Doing much penance, you do not sing of Rama.
You worship stone and water—and waste your birth.
Says Gulal: O foolish men, one day you will weep together.”
Sing with your very life; plunge into devotion with your whole heart!
“Join love with the Lord at all times—then certainty arises.”
When you join in love with God—and there is only one way to love: let ego fall. Ego is lovelessness; egolessness is love.
“Then truth is attained.”
“And until God is known, don’t even consider yourself a man—beast you still are. What is the difference otherwise between beast and man? Only this—knowing God.”
“Says Gulal: sly people waste their birth.”
People deceive themselves and deceive others. Everyone is a swindler. And the biggest swindler is you—because you are deceiving yourself. If you deceive others, it is still all right. But yourself?
“Become a lover; woo the Master.
Remain ever eager; drink the wine of love.
Sing spotless praises; be soaked in the spontaneous nectar.”
Then great songs will arise in your life, great flowers will bloom—you will be drenched in the natural rasa. Your life will not be a pasted-on character, an imposed morality. Right now what you call “character” is trussed up, forced—sitting on your own chest. Natural—like breathing—that is how your character should be, how your conduct should be. There should be no gap between your consciousness and your conduct. Then you will be soaked in rasa. Rasa is God’s name. Raso vai sah—He is rasa. Many definitions of God have been offered, but none more beautiful. He is essence, savor. Drink!
“Says Gulal: only one who lives with the four mindfulnesses truly lives.”
This has two meanings. One—out of a hundred, perhaps four live with such remembering. That is a literal but superficial reading. The spiritual meaning is deeper. There are four mindfulnesses—Buddha’s four:
- Mindfulness of the body—then you see you are not the body.
- Mindfulness of thoughts—then you see you are not the mind.
- Mindfulness of feelings—then you see you are not the heart.
- Mindfulness of the sense of “I am”—then you see: I am not.
When these four are complete, what remains is Brahman—God—nirvana.
“You do not know yourself—and you drag others into delusion.”
Astonishing—about matters you know nothing, you instruct others. You have no clue about God; you’ve spent your life in temples and mosques, learned nothing, found nothing—yet you take your child there too. Have some compassion! Some awareness! If you found nothing in all that, why mislead the child? Tell him at least: “Don’t waste time in temples and mosques—I went and found nothing. Look elsewhere! These two doors are futile.” “I studied the Gita, the Quran, learned them by heart—nothing came of it. Don’t get caught in these tangles!”
If you love your son, you will say, “Here and here I failed—now at least search where I did not. Perhaps there it is.” If every father told his son where he failed, there would be a revolution today—now! If a father could say, “I chased wealth and even when I got it, I got nothing; I gained status and found no essence; I gained prestige—so what?”—but even at the last breath the father keeps instructing the son to do the same.
A Marwari was dying. Marwaris die with difficulty; they keep on living! They die and still go on walking with turbans tied! To kill a Marwari is hard—his life is in his strongbox; to kill him, shoot the safe; otherwise he won’t die. This one was dying. Evening had fallen, darkness gathering. He asked his wife, “Where is the eldest son?” She, melting with love, thought, “Even in dying he remembers his own!” She said, “The eldest is seated at your left hand—be at peace.” “The middle one?” “He too, at your feet.” “And the youngest?” “He too, at your feet. All are here—don’t worry.” He sat bolt upright: “All here! Then who is running the shop?” He was dying, and said, “Fools! If this is the state while I am alive—all of you sitting here—what will happen after I die? You will ruin me! You will bankrupt me!”
Even at death: only the shop. If only parents could tell their children, “Our life was wasted!” But the ego won’t allow it. “We worshiped a lot—no essence. We performed many rites—these are the nets of priests, devices of exploitation. Don’t get caught. We were Hindus, Muslims, Jains—we wasted life. Don’t get into such divisions. Be religious—that’s enough. No need to be Hindu or Muslim.” If parents said just this, a new kind of human being could descend on this earth. There is no barrier; it should happen.
But people are cunning. Dishonest themselves, they teach dishonesty to others.
“Become a lover; woo the Master.
Remain ever eager; drink the wine of love.
Sing spotless praises; be soaked in the spontaneous nectar.
Says Gulal: only he lives who lives with the four mindfulnesses.
You do not know yourself—and you drag others into delusion.”
You do not recognize yourself, nor do you let others recognize. You are tangled in lust and anger.
“Lost at the confluence of lust and anger, all forget.”
Kama means: “I must have this.” Krodha means: if anyone obstructs what I set out to get, anger arises. Kama and krodha are stepbrothers—two sides of the same coin. As long as there is desire, there will be anger. You want wealth; someone hinders you—and there will be many who hinder, because they too want wealth. If you get it, how will they? So from all sides obstacles rise, and anger ignites. Thwarted desire becomes anger.
Anger only proves one thing: what you wanted is not happening as you wanted. Only one who has no more wanting is free of anger. One who says, “Thy will is my will. As you do, so it is good,”—for him anger is impossible.
Right now people even rage at God. You worship for years, and your desires are not fulfilled—one day, in a fury, you throw the idols into the well: “To hell with it all—lies!” I know a man who did exactly that after thirty years—“Not a single prayer answered!”
Even your “prayer” is nothing but desire. You know nothing of prayer. Even your “love” comes with conditions: do this, do that, only then you will get my love—don’t go beyond this, nor fall short. Otherwise my anger—I will flare up, fire will blaze.
“Lost at the confluence of lust and anger, all forget.”
In the confluence of these two, people are lost.
“They chant day and night—stillness never comes.”
They chant “Rama” all day, but they do not become still—because even in chanting, desire is at work; behind “Rama” hides desire, behind “Rama” hides anger. Watch: it is easiest to make a rosary-counter angry.
In my village there was a gentleman, a big devotee of Rama. He had even built a Rama temple. He would go in the morning with a rosary, sit for hours where everyone passing could see him. I decided to test how deep his devotion ran. He was counting; I said, “Jai Ram-ji!” He said, “Jai Ram-ji,” and went on. A little later I returned: “Jai Ram-ji!” Now his eyes flared: “Jai Ram-ji!” and back to the beads. I came again. Seeing me from afar he said, “How many times will you keep saying ‘Jai Ram-ji’?” I said, “This time I didn’t say it. I haven’t even opened my mouth. And you are a devotee of Rama—why are you angry at ‘Jai Ram-ji’? What kind of devotion is that? You should be pleased!” I said, “From today I vow: whenever I see you, I will say ‘Jai Ram-ji.’” I spread the word through the school—every child: whenever you see him, “Jai Ram-ji!” After five or seven days he called me home: “Son, have some sweets! What shall I do for you? But what disturbance you have caused—wherever I go: ‘Jai Ram-ji, Jai Ram-ji!’ If a person says it once or twice, fine—but if one keeps on, anger is natural.” I said, “If you loved Rama, you would be delighted—at least this way people are repeating his name so many times, his glory spreads. Why are you upset? And these days you don’t sit in front of the temple either.” He said, “How can I sit there? This is the road to the school—one thousand boys pass, and not one misses: ‘Jai Ram-ji!’ Will you let me live?”
It is easier to anger the hymn-singers than anyone else—because they think they are engaged in a sacred, great work—and you are obstructing their piety, their religion. Inside the fire is burning—what religion? what purity? what prayer? Desire is boiling, and any obstruction—and the trouble begins.
“They chant day and night—stillness never comes.”
Meditation does not happen by muttering “Rama.” Meditation means becoming still—the stoppage of the mind’s movement, the mind becoming silent, empty.
“Says Gulal: why don’t you sing for the Lord’s sake?”
Why do they get angry? Why do they, who chant day and night, never become still? Why does every little thing feel like an obstacle? Because: they do not sing for the Lord’s sake. They are not drunk with love for the Beloved; they are not singing out of ecstasy. They have intentions, desires they want God to fulfill. They even want to use God, to put Him into their service. They are doing God a favor: “We are giving You a chance to serve—do it if You can!”
“Open your eyes, O blind sleeper—how long will you sleep?
Day by day life thins away; at the end you will weep.”
“Fall in love with the Name—surrender all doership.”
Give all doing to Him. That is love. Say: You are the Doer; I am only the witness. I am but an actor; I will do as You have me do. Give all action to Him. When the sense of doership goes, ego goes. When ego goes, love arises.
“Says Gulal: then man becomes pure in Truth.”
When the current of love rises within you, when you bathe in love, purity comes; then Truth descends and sanctifies life.
Truth alone has fragrance. Truth alone is wealth. Only with Truth is there the one and only door to God. But the sleeping cannot find that door. Wake up! Only then can you find it. And waking is not difficult—only a matter of decision. A little understanding, a little discrimination, a little use of the intelligence hidden within you. As flowers are hidden in the seed, so God is hidden in every person. Call Him—awaken Him! With His awakening the festival in your life will begin, the great celebration will start. Then you too will be drenched in rasa. You too will be able to say: Raso vai sah.
That’s all for today.
More than that… he has also written: What is this? You say the one who speaks the truth gets crucified; you are not crucified—on the contrary, you ride in a Rolls Royce!
In two thousand years some intelligence has grown in man. Not yours—the Buddhas’ intelligence has grown a bit. Now we too have become wise: how to avoid the cross and how to ride in a Rolls Royce. What do you think—that what you did to Jesus you will be able to do to me as well? So in these two thousand years, did we learn nothing at all? You have remained where you were, but the Buddhas have gone far ahead.
But your question is telling. And it is not just telling of the one who asked; the same questions keep arising in most of your minds. That I should live in some hut—so that your minds feel very peaceful! I should suffer so that you feel serene! How convenient! What peace will you get from my suffering? But then your minds would be pleased; you could run around waving flags, declaring, “Look, this is what a guru is, a true master—see, he lives in a hut, he lives naked!” If you ask me for the truth, let me tell you plainly: I have lived like the poor and I have lived like the rich. Believe it or not, the delight of living like the rich is not found in living like the poor. If you don’t want to accept it, don’t. The taste of abundance is something else entirely!
But inside you there is a sickly, age-old condition of mind—a disease. You are devotees of suffering. You ascribe dignity to suffering, glory to suffering; you honor it. “Be crucified, be a martyr—if you cannot, at least let your guru be!” You even intend to rest your gun on my shoulder and fire. Impossible!
What does this love of suffering prove? Only that you are so attached to your delusions that you won’t let a single one of them break. You have woven illusions even about “true masters”—and those must be fulfilled. Am I bound to fulfill your illusions? You nurse the illusions, and I must complete them! You decide what a true master should be, and I should live accordingly! But in everything you are entangled in infatuations, projections, your own nets, your own fantasies—and then you insist they must be fulfilled. That insistence is called attachment. The desire that your projections be completed is attachment.
Maya is projection; the clinging that your projections must come true is moha, attachment. And between these two you sleep.
Gulal speaks truly:
“With maya and moha, man always sleeps.
In the end he returns to dust without ever seeing the Truth.”
The result will be the same—being reduced to dust without seeing Truth, without knowing it.
“Without the Name, there is no liberation; the blind all get lost.”
Until Truth is experienced, all the blind get lost in the darkness of death.
“Says Gulal: this is the truth—people are heedless, all asleep.”
I tell you this truth: tie it in your knot, don’t forget it—remember it always: people are heedless and deeply asleep. Say something to them, and in their sleep they understand something else entirely. Their layers of sleep are so thick that even if you try to carry the voice of truth to them, it reaches distorted, and they make some other meaning of it.
A lung specialist, who also loved music, once told his students, “Anyone who gets up daily at four in the morning and sings for an hour in the high register, in raga Adana, will never have lung disease even in old age.” A student interrupted, “You are right, sir—such a person will never live to be old. The neighbors will finish him off long before!”
An hour of raga Adana! The moment you go, “Aa—aa—aa—aa!” the neighbors will come running. They’ll make you shut up!
A musician’s neighbors once said to him, “Please lend us your harmonium and a tabla.” The musician was delighted. “Is there a gathering at your house, a musical soiree?” “What’s the use hiding it now,” they said. “We want to sleep tonight. For a month you’ve been belting out ragas…”
About this same musician I heard: a neighbor opened his window and said, “Brother, stop now—it’s four in the morning, we can’t bear it anymore! If you sing one more raga I’ll go mad!” The musician opened his window and said, “What are you talking about? I stopped an hour ago!” The man has already gone mad—he stopped an hour ago, he isn’t singing—but the neighbor still hears him!
If you want to understand music, you need some attunement, some taste, some connection with it. Otherwise you won’t understand. And the higher the music, the harder it becomes. Yes, if it’s the boom-and-bash of a Hindi film, everyone “understands,” because there is hardly any music there—just hopping and skipping, calisthenics, a kind of aerobics. Kundalini has “awakened,” people jump and prance, beating drums and cymbals—that everyone gets. Bhangra! That everyone gets; there is nothing to understand. If nothing else, you can at least do a bhangra.
But the higher the music, the more difficult. And Truth is the supreme music—beyond it, there is nothing. You cannot understand it in your sleep. To understand it you must wake up. Truth can be understood only in wakefulness.
“People run through the world bewildered,
They do not recognize the Name, they attach the mind to delusions.”
You do not recognize the Truth that is worth seeking, and you keep nursing and feeding illusions from who knows where. Achieve them, and you’ve gained nothing—only dust in your hands. In the running, life-breath is emptied out; inside grows a hollowness, a void, like a cremation ground before death. People die long before they die—remember this. Long before death they rot. The body may be in order, but the soul is decayed. On the surface they may look painted and pretty, but inside? Inside there is nothing. And real wealth can only be inside. Outer wealth is of no use. It has served no one; it will not serve you either.
“Not recognizing the Name, the mind clings to illusions.”
Not even a little recognizing what Truth is, what wealth is. What you call property is calamity. What you call wealth is misfortune. There is another wealth within. And note this: I am not against outer things. I am not saying, “Abandon the outer and run away.” I am saying: the outer is only a play. Play it—just don’t take it as more than a play. Don’t drown in it. Don’t become serious about it. The real enterprise of life is within. Outside is theatre; the truth of life is within.
“Carrying all faults, one’s deeds torment;
Says Gulal, O mendicant, all are cheated.”
I tell you in advance: you will be cheated a lot—wake up if you can.
“The Lord is ever manifest—yet you do not accept Him.”
God is utterly manifest, present in each particle of air, in every ray of the sun, His signature on every leaf. Closer than the closest—yet you do not see Him. “Ever manifest”—and yet you do not acknowledge Him.
“Always committing misdeeds, the mind clings to delusions.”
And you are ready to do any wrongdoing to protect your illusions. You think, “What’s the harm in a misdeed? I’ll bathe in the Ganges; I’ll go on pilgrimage to the Kaaba. But now that the chance is here, don’t miss it.” If you find a hundred thousand rupees lying by the roadside, your mind will say, “Granted this is sin, but now is not the time to be scrupulous. We’ll donate ten thousand, feed the Brahmins, feed the maidens, build a little temple, paint a stone and install Hanuman-ji—some cheap way out can be found. Or at most a dip in the Ganges. But this hundred thousand—how can we leave it!”
“Always committing misdeeds, the mind clings to delusions.”
Man is ready to do sin under the illusion that there are cheap ways to get rid of it—sponsor a Satyanarayan story, perform a yajna. It is not that easy. There is only one way to be free of misdeeds: the inner stupor must break. Every misdeed thickens that stupor. And what is a misdeed? Very simply: you do what you well know should not be done—because, “opportunity!”
Mulla Nasruddin was in court. The magistrate asked, “Tell the truth, Nasruddin—why did you hit your wife with the broom?” Nasruddin said, “Your honor, it was a matter of opportunity.” “Opportunity? What has that to do with it?” “Let me tell you the whole thing—and you are married, you’ll understand. Who among the married wouldn’t! A wintry morning, beautiful sunshine, the back door open, my wife’s back to the door, a sore in her foot so she couldn’t run, a baby in her arms—she was nursing—and the broom lying there! I thought, why miss it! So I picked up the broom, gave her a whack, and ran out the back door. I saw she cannot chase me, cannot run, and her back is to me. I thought, such a rare opportunity—one must not waste it. Now give whatever punishment you want!” The magistrate looked at him kindly and said, “Your marriage to this woman is punishment enough. Go home—she will set you straight. Still, your point is well taken: when opportunity strikes, a man shouldn’t miss.”
Give people a chance and they miss nothing. If you are “virtuous,” it may simply be because you don’t have the opportunity. Often those whom we call moral are those who have no opportunity.
What happened to all Gandhi’s disciples? Great ascetics—spinning their wheels, weaving their own cloth, going to jail, fasting. Then power arrived, opportunity knocked—and not one missed. They all took full advantage. The spinning wheels were put away—now only taken out on one day, the 26th of January, when the photographer comes: sit, spin, get the photo, done. Where did all those saints go whom Gandhi produced? Opportunity devoured them. They were saints because there was no opportunity. When it came, the truth was revealed.
Opportunity reveals your real nature. If a eunuch takes a vow of celibacy, what is its value? None. If an old man, who can no longer digest meat, becomes vegetarian—what is that worth? None. Value is when opportunity is present and you, in awareness, do only what is worth doing.
This escapist sannyas arose precisely to move away from opportunity. If there is no opportunity, how will you commit sin? But the lack of opportunity is not the absence of sin. Sin sits within—when opportunity returns, it will sprout.
That is why I tell the sannyasin: don’t run. Live in the very midst of opportunity and awaken there; let opportunity be present, and do not use it. Then a certain strength will arise in you—self-strength. A true person will be born within you—dignified, musical.
“All dealings are false; you do not know the Truth.
Says Gulal: the foolish do not accept the Right.”
All your dealings are false. In fact, we now call falsehood “practical.” Among Jains there are two viewpoints: nishchaya-naya (ultimate standpoint) and vyavahara-naya (conventional standpoint). Even great scholars invent such contrivances! Nishchaya-naya means: to speak truth as it is. Vyavahara-naya means: to speak what should be said, what pleases people. No one speaks from the ultimate standpoint—too dangerous. From that standpoint you were never dependent, you are not and cannot be—you are the Self, the Supreme Brahman. But say that to people and what use remains of the priest? What of the temple? What of rituals and spells? So, the ultimate truth is conveniently shelved. Instead: “Go to the temple, perform worship…” and have the deity worshipped by you—stone idols!
Shankaracharya also distinguishes paramartha-satya and vyavahara-satya. The ultimate truth: all is Brahman. But conventionally, when a shudra touched Shankaracharya, he got angry: “You have defiled me, I must bathe again!” The shudra said, “Master, if all is Brahman and Brahman touches Brahman, how does impurity arise? I am the Self, you are the Self—the Self has touched the Self—why this anger? Perhaps my touch did not defile you, but now by your anger you are surely defiling yourself—consider that.”
For Shankara, who says “all is illusory,” the shudra is not illusory—he is very real. Clever minds arrange things: “All is Brahman—that is ultimate truth, for realized beings. As for you unrealized folks, we can only talk conventional truth.” In conventional truth there is Brahmin and shudra and vaishya. But “conventional truth” is a fine way of saying “false truth.” If it is false, it is not truth; if it is truth, it is not false. Decide one way or the other.
“Puffed up with pride, man cannot see the Lord.”
You are lost in ego; therefore the Beloved is not seen. No obstacle except ego. This stiffness—“I am something”—that alone deprives you of God. Drop the stiffness, relax, be simple, be innocent—and see! Drop the pride of being Hindu, Muslim, Jain; drop the pride of being Brahmin, Kshatriya. Rest a little, taste a little—and you will be astonished: there is only God, nothing else. And all this “ultimate truth/conventional truth” is nonsense. Truth is only the ultimate.
“Doing much penance, you do not sing of Rama.
You worship stone and water—and waste your birth.
Says Gulal: O foolish men, one day you will weep together.”
Sing with your very life; plunge into devotion with your whole heart!
“Join love with the Lord at all times—then certainty arises.”
When you join in love with God—and there is only one way to love: let ego fall. Ego is lovelessness; egolessness is love.
“Then truth is attained.”
“And until God is known, don’t even consider yourself a man—beast you still are. What is the difference otherwise between beast and man? Only this—knowing God.”
“Says Gulal: sly people waste their birth.”
People deceive themselves and deceive others. Everyone is a swindler. And the biggest swindler is you—because you are deceiving yourself. If you deceive others, it is still all right. But yourself?
“Become a lover; woo the Master.
Remain ever eager; drink the wine of love.
Sing spotless praises; be soaked in the spontaneous nectar.”
Then great songs will arise in your life, great flowers will bloom—you will be drenched in the natural rasa. Your life will not be a pasted-on character, an imposed morality. Right now what you call “character” is trussed up, forced—sitting on your own chest. Natural—like breathing—that is how your character should be, how your conduct should be. There should be no gap between your consciousness and your conduct. Then you will be soaked in rasa. Rasa is God’s name. Raso vai sah—He is rasa. Many definitions of God have been offered, but none more beautiful. He is essence, savor. Drink!
“Says Gulal: only one who lives with the four mindfulnesses truly lives.”
This has two meanings. One—out of a hundred, perhaps four live with such remembering. That is a literal but superficial reading. The spiritual meaning is deeper. There are four mindfulnesses—Buddha’s four:
- Mindfulness of the body—then you see you are not the body.
- Mindfulness of thoughts—then you see you are not the mind.
- Mindfulness of feelings—then you see you are not the heart.
- Mindfulness of the sense of “I am”—then you see: I am not.
When these four are complete, what remains is Brahman—God—nirvana.
“You do not know yourself—and you drag others into delusion.”
Astonishing—about matters you know nothing, you instruct others. You have no clue about God; you’ve spent your life in temples and mosques, learned nothing, found nothing—yet you take your child there too. Have some compassion! Some awareness! If you found nothing in all that, why mislead the child? Tell him at least: “Don’t waste time in temples and mosques—I went and found nothing. Look elsewhere! These two doors are futile.” “I studied the Gita, the Quran, learned them by heart—nothing came of it. Don’t get caught in these tangles!”
If you love your son, you will say, “Here and here I failed—now at least search where I did not. Perhaps there it is.” If every father told his son where he failed, there would be a revolution today—now! If a father could say, “I chased wealth and even when I got it, I got nothing; I gained status and found no essence; I gained prestige—so what?”—but even at the last breath the father keeps instructing the son to do the same.
A Marwari was dying. Marwaris die with difficulty; they keep on living! They die and still go on walking with turbans tied! To kill a Marwari is hard—his life is in his strongbox; to kill him, shoot the safe; otherwise he won’t die. This one was dying. Evening had fallen, darkness gathering. He asked his wife, “Where is the eldest son?” She, melting with love, thought, “Even in dying he remembers his own!” She said, “The eldest is seated at your left hand—be at peace.” “The middle one?” “He too, at your feet.” “And the youngest?” “He too, at your feet. All are here—don’t worry.” He sat bolt upright: “All here! Then who is running the shop?” He was dying, and said, “Fools! If this is the state while I am alive—all of you sitting here—what will happen after I die? You will ruin me! You will bankrupt me!”
Even at death: only the shop. If only parents could tell their children, “Our life was wasted!” But the ego won’t allow it. “We worshiped a lot—no essence. We performed many rites—these are the nets of priests, devices of exploitation. Don’t get caught. We were Hindus, Muslims, Jains—we wasted life. Don’t get into such divisions. Be religious—that’s enough. No need to be Hindu or Muslim.” If parents said just this, a new kind of human being could descend on this earth. There is no barrier; it should happen.
But people are cunning. Dishonest themselves, they teach dishonesty to others.
“Become a lover; woo the Master.
Remain ever eager; drink the wine of love.
Sing spotless praises; be soaked in the spontaneous nectar.
Says Gulal: only he lives who lives with the four mindfulnesses.
You do not know yourself—and you drag others into delusion.”
You do not recognize yourself, nor do you let others recognize. You are tangled in lust and anger.
“Lost at the confluence of lust and anger, all forget.”
Kama means: “I must have this.” Krodha means: if anyone obstructs what I set out to get, anger arises. Kama and krodha are stepbrothers—two sides of the same coin. As long as there is desire, there will be anger. You want wealth; someone hinders you—and there will be many who hinder, because they too want wealth. If you get it, how will they? So from all sides obstacles rise, and anger ignites. Thwarted desire becomes anger.
Anger only proves one thing: what you wanted is not happening as you wanted. Only one who has no more wanting is free of anger. One who says, “Thy will is my will. As you do, so it is good,”—for him anger is impossible.
Right now people even rage at God. You worship for years, and your desires are not fulfilled—one day, in a fury, you throw the idols into the well: “To hell with it all—lies!” I know a man who did exactly that after thirty years—“Not a single prayer answered!”
Even your “prayer” is nothing but desire. You know nothing of prayer. Even your “love” comes with conditions: do this, do that, only then you will get my love—don’t go beyond this, nor fall short. Otherwise my anger—I will flare up, fire will blaze.
“Lost at the confluence of lust and anger, all forget.”
In the confluence of these two, people are lost.
“They chant day and night—stillness never comes.”
They chant “Rama” all day, but they do not become still—because even in chanting, desire is at work; behind “Rama” hides desire, behind “Rama” hides anger. Watch: it is easiest to make a rosary-counter angry.
In my village there was a gentleman, a big devotee of Rama. He had even built a Rama temple. He would go in the morning with a rosary, sit for hours where everyone passing could see him. I decided to test how deep his devotion ran. He was counting; I said, “Jai Ram-ji!” He said, “Jai Ram-ji,” and went on. A little later I returned: “Jai Ram-ji!” Now his eyes flared: “Jai Ram-ji!” and back to the beads. I came again. Seeing me from afar he said, “How many times will you keep saying ‘Jai Ram-ji’?” I said, “This time I didn’t say it. I haven’t even opened my mouth. And you are a devotee of Rama—why are you angry at ‘Jai Ram-ji’? What kind of devotion is that? You should be pleased!” I said, “From today I vow: whenever I see you, I will say ‘Jai Ram-ji.’” I spread the word through the school—every child: whenever you see him, “Jai Ram-ji!” After five or seven days he called me home: “Son, have some sweets! What shall I do for you? But what disturbance you have caused—wherever I go: ‘Jai Ram-ji, Jai Ram-ji!’ If a person says it once or twice, fine—but if one keeps on, anger is natural.” I said, “If you loved Rama, you would be delighted—at least this way people are repeating his name so many times, his glory spreads. Why are you upset? And these days you don’t sit in front of the temple either.” He said, “How can I sit there? This is the road to the school—one thousand boys pass, and not one misses: ‘Jai Ram-ji!’ Will you let me live?”
It is easier to anger the hymn-singers than anyone else—because they think they are engaged in a sacred, great work—and you are obstructing their piety, their religion. Inside the fire is burning—what religion? what purity? what prayer? Desire is boiling, and any obstruction—and the trouble begins.
“They chant day and night—stillness never comes.”
Meditation does not happen by muttering “Rama.” Meditation means becoming still—the stoppage of the mind’s movement, the mind becoming silent, empty.
“Says Gulal: why don’t you sing for the Lord’s sake?”
Why do they get angry? Why do they, who chant day and night, never become still? Why does every little thing feel like an obstacle? Because: they do not sing for the Lord’s sake. They are not drunk with love for the Beloved; they are not singing out of ecstasy. They have intentions, desires they want God to fulfill. They even want to use God, to put Him into their service. They are doing God a favor: “We are giving You a chance to serve—do it if You can!”
“Open your eyes, O blind sleeper—how long will you sleep?
Day by day life thins away; at the end you will weep.”
“Fall in love with the Name—surrender all doership.”
Give all doing to Him. That is love. Say: You are the Doer; I am only the witness. I am but an actor; I will do as You have me do. Give all action to Him. When the sense of doership goes, ego goes. When ego goes, love arises.
“Says Gulal: then man becomes pure in Truth.”
When the current of love rises within you, when you bathe in love, purity comes; then Truth descends and sanctifies life.
Truth alone has fragrance. Truth alone is wealth. Only with Truth is there the one and only door to God. But the sleeping cannot find that door. Wake up! Only then can you find it. And waking is not difficult—only a matter of decision. A little understanding, a little discrimination, a little use of the intelligence hidden within you. As flowers are hidden in the seed, so God is hidden in every person. Call Him—awaken Him! With His awakening the festival in your life will begin, the great celebration will start. Then you too will be drenched in rasa. You too will be able to say: Raso vai sah.
That’s all for today.
Osho's Commentary
How far? We cannot say!
How far? We cannot say!
Again those same droplets of honey will fall,
They will quicken night and day—
Again the sweet lord of seasons will grace the earth—
He will fill her with flower and fruit;
But you—no longer will you heal the sorrow,
No longer make the mind-blossom tremble with joy;
We shall still live on even in ruin, but—
How far? We cannot say!
Again the same scales will be arrayed,
Anklets, musical with rāga, will ring;
Again, in the wakeful heart-strings—
The sevenfold octave will ripen into song;
But you—no longer will you resound,
Be adorned, verse upon verse;
We shall still melt into silence, but—
How far? We cannot say!
Again the same lamps will be lit,
Fairs of light will be gathered;
Again the graceful valleys—
Will be dyed with golden rays;
But you—no longer will you awaken,
Coloring life itself as light;
We shall still burn even through the smoke, but—
How far? We cannot say!
What we call life is a queue standing at the door of death. One goes today, another tomorrow. It is only a matter of sooner or later. Spring will keep coming like this, the earth will keep becoming a bride in the same way, birds will go on singing, flowers will bloom, the sun will rise, the moon and stars will move—but you? You will not be. You will have mingled with dust. Not a trace of you will be found even if one searches. Nowhere will any footprint be discovered. What are we? Lines drawn upon water—hardly made before they are erased.
Whether one lives seventy years or seven hundred, it makes no difference; death stands waiting at the end. And when death stands at the end like a vast question mark, you should live life with a little thoughtfulness. Live in such a way that you can conquer death. Live so that death cannot erase you. Live so that something within you comes into experience which is amrita. Then you are religious. But if you live such that whatever you earned, death snatched away; whatever you saved, death plundered—then you are worldly.
People ask me: What is the definition of worldly and of sannyasin? It is simple, plain. The worldly is one whose entire wealth death will take away—after death, nothing remains. And a sannyasin is one from whom, however much death may snatch, it cannot seize what is real, what is precious. He has experienced the eternal within.
But we are running outward; how then will the inner be experienced! We are gathering the useless; how then will there be a taste of the meaningful! We are being buried under mountains of the trivial, therefore vivek does not take birth within us. We remain entangled in thought; where is the opportunity for discernment to be born! Our energy is lost in the traffic of thoughts; nothing remains over—so vivek lies asleep within us. And the awakening of vivek is the true beginning of life.
Vivek means: the arising of consciousness within you—the felt recognition of who I am. The Upanishads say: not that; what I say—no; what Gulal says—no; your own experience, the intimate experience of who I am—on the day that burns within like a lamp, that day death is defeated. On that day your victory-march is complete. On that day you have reached a throne from which you cannot be displaced.
Today’s sutras can be great companions on this inner journey. Let each sutra settle attentively into the heart.
Nirmal Hari ko naam—tāhi nahin mānahin.
The matter of Paramatma is simple, straight, plain. A stainless mind can quickly understand it—it is like that. But our minds are great tricksters; our minds are great counterfeiters; our minds are utterly upside-down—innocence has not even touched us.
Jesus said: unless you become like a little child, there will be no meeting with God. Once again, one must become like a little child. Do not suppose that all children are experiencing God—no child is. Only when someone becomes a child again is the experience. Children are ignorant; they still have to pass through all the wanderings, they still have to make many mistakes, they still have to be lost in swoons, they will still run the race of position, prestige, ambition—this going is necessary. But when someone, tired of all this, returns, then he is no longer ignorant. Then his simplicity is saintliness. Then there is a pristine feeling within him. No dust remains on the mirror of consciousness. He has seen the world and found there is nothing there.
How will children believe that there is nothing there? They will run; only by running will they know. They will fall; by falling they will know. If they know even after falling again and again—even that is great fortune. How many are there who keep falling and never know! The one who truly comes of age is the one who again becomes simple like a child. The circle of his life is complete. The journey began like a child; the journey is completed like a child. When an old man is simple like a child—that state is called sainthood. That is the supreme state of the rishi. From there flow the Upanishads, the Gita, the Koran—from that very Gangotri, from that crystal spring.
Nirmal Hari ko naam…
The talk of Ishwar is so simple, even the simplest can grasp it—but we are contrary.
…tāhi nahin mānahin.
But our mind does not want to accept what is simple.
Understand this truth well: our mind believes in the complex. Our mind relishes complication. People solve riddles. If someone hands you a riddle—useless—you still go on trying to solve it. You even know that solving it will yield nothing, yet no; your skull gets busy. Because it has challenged your ego. Until your ego has solved it you will remain restless; you won’t sleep well—at night the riddle will float around you, peeping into your dreams. The more difficult a thing, the more it draws us. That is why offices attract—because they are hard to obtain. Millions are running, a fierce competition—throat-cutting—where all are ready to chop one another’s necks. You too set out, bow and arrow in hand! You too became eager! You swore you would show them!
Saintliness is simple. The very word sadhu means: simple. Sadhu means: immaculate. Saintliness attracts no one. What is there in being simple! Why, plants are simple, animals are simple, birds are simple. The fun, you think, lies in being complicated. And if you peer into your mind you will find how many tangles you have nurtured—what varieties of complication! And how many riddles you have amassed, which you could not unravel. They are all pricking your chest like arrows and making wounds. Then, with such a complicated mind, solving what is simplest becomes difficult—because it is trained to untie the complex. The simple does not even strike up a conversation with it. It cannot see what is straight. It sees only when things are slanted and crooked; its way of seeing, its stance, has become like that.
Someone saw Mulla Nasruddin walking in the market: on one foot a black shoe, on the other a red. “Brother, is this a new fashion? One shoe red, one black!” Mulla said, “No, no fashion—this is that damned shopkeeper’s doing. I bought two pairs and in both boxes he tied them like this—one black, one red.”
A plain thing. But for a mind of complexities, hard to see. And we can forgive Mulla; that tale may be imagined—but such things happen.
Great scientist—Newton. He kept two cats. Great mathematician. But he was vexed—sometimes the cats would return late at night—cats are cats—so he had to stay awake waiting for them. When they came, he would put them to sleep, then he would sleep. Someone advised, “Why not make a hole in the door? When they come, they’ll slip in through their hole and sleep; you’ll be spared the bother.” “Why yes… sometimes you sit till midnight; the cat hasn’t come!” He said, “That idea fits.”
Next day the friend saw something odd: Newton had made two holes. “Two? What for?” “One for the big cat, one for the little.”
Now this is a great mathematician. It did not occur to him that both could pass through the same hole—one after the other. There was no need for both at once! But mathematics is mathematics. Two cats—two holes; a larger for the big, a smaller for the little. The friend banged his head: “What mathematics do you understand!”
But Newton understands mathematics. For that very reason this tiny matter of life escapes him. Mathematics handles grave distances, far-flung reaches…!
Albert Einstein solved the toughest mathematical questions of this century; yet in the small matters of life he got into tangles. He would sit in the bathroom and not come out for hours—six hours! The wife distraught, the whole house upset. Ask him and he would say, “I forget time.” And regarding time, no one in this century knew more than he did. His entire life’s exploration was time and space.
One day a friend had invited him to dinner. It got late. The friend kept looking at the clock—now he’ll go, now he’ll go. He wouldn’t go! They yawned; they both kept looking at the clock. Finally it became unbearable for the host—you cannot bluntly say to a great man, “Now go home!” When two o’clock struck, the host thought, something must be done or this man will keep me up all night! There was nothing to talk about—both were yawning, both were watching the clock, and sitting, gazing at each other’s faces!
At last the friend said, “Your wife must be waiting.” Einstein said, “My wife? Then why don’t you go home?” “Me? I am at home!” “Then man, why didn’t you say earlier this is your house! I’m the one who kept watching the clock thinking, ‘Brother, when will he go so I can sleep!’ He is glued here; it doesn’t seem proper to tell a guest to leave—so I kept thinking and stayed. When the town clock struck two, my patience too was exhausted. If you hadn’t said it, I would have—I was just about to.”
Only when it was certain that he himself was the guest and the other the host, did he get up.
In solving the great riddles of life Einstein’s genius has no rival. But small matters! Often it happens: the instrument that sees afar cannot see the near. The telescope is not a microscope. Don’t take a telescope around the house to look for your wife—you won’t find her. With it you can search for the moon and stars that the naked eye cannot see; how will it reveal your wife?
The mind too has two modes: one to see the distant, telescopic; the other, to see the near. Paramatma is near. Not distant like moon and stars. He is everywhere. And we have forgotten how to see the near. Go ask an eye-doctor—two kinds of patients come: those who see well at a distance but not near; and those who see near but not far. And some have difficulty with both—near and far—so their glasses are made twofold: different lenses above and below. They read through the lower lens; they look far through the upper. The mind has these two states as well. Paramatma is near—nearer than the near, closer than you are to yourself. To know That, no heavy mathematics, no logic, no complex thought-process is needed. What is needed is simplicity, attention, purity, a state of no-thought. To be like a small child is essential.
Gulal says it right:
Nirmal Hari ko naam—tāhi nahin mānahin.
But you will not accept it—because the matter is so simple. You will demand proof, you will ask for logic, foundation. For Paramatma no logic can be given. Paramatma is the very foundation of all logic, therefore none can be offered for That. Paramatma is beyond all arguments; therefore none apply. What proof will there be—for That which gives the proof, for That which asks for proof? How will there be proof? That within you which sees—that is Paramatma. How will you see Paramatma?
Mark this well. People say, “We want to see God.” The journey started wrong! The very first step is a mistake—to see God. Paramatma is that which sees within you. The capacity to see, your power of vision is Paramatma. Your drashta-bhava, your witness-consciousness, is Paramatma. How will you see the witness? There is no way to see It. You can see everything—how will you see your own seeing? There is no means.
Had Paramatma been outside, we would have found him—long ago. We can reach the stars, reach the moon, climb Everest—would we not have found God? But Paramatma sits in the heartbeat of your heart; where the life of your life is—there. He sits so close that you cannot figure how to go there. No train goes there, no airplane flies there; not even a foot-journey is possible—else you would go on foot. There no journey is possible at all. There you must drop all journeys and sit.
There are things obtained by running—all things of the world are got by running. He who is skilled in running succeeds. But Paramatma is found by sitting, by stopping. Those who know the art of stopping, of just sitting… what is dhyana but this? The art of sitting in quietude for a while: no running, no hustle—dropping all journeys; for a while becoming as if you are not. This is innocence. To be nobody is innocence. And Paramatma is available to the immaculate.
Thought is stain, rubbish, litter. The more filled you are with thought, the more you are filled with useless clutter.
Nirmal Hari ko naam—tāhi nahin mānahin.
Bharamat phirain sab thāñv—kapaṭ man ṭānahin.
All over the world you roam—harboring great deceits—busy deceiving others; and you forget one thing: in deceiving others you are cheating yourself most of all. You are picking everyone’s pocket—and forget that meanwhile your own pocket has been picked.
Two pickpockets were released from jail together. So both kept patting their own pockets again and again. At last one could not resist and asked, “Why keep feeling your pocket?” He said, “What else can I do? I cannot check yours—you are skilled in the art; and you cannot check mine—I am skilled in the art; but who knows who is more skilled! I don’t want the hassle with you; I want to save my own. I might start worrying about your pocket and mine gets cut! So I keep checking whether it’s still there or gone.”
Feel your own pocket once! You are in a marketplace of pickpockets—walk carefully! But where do you have the leisure to check your own pocket? Other people’s pockets attract you so much that from one pocket you move to another, and another, and in the meantime when yours gets cut, you do not even notice. When the kite is cut, then you know—but by then, nothing can be done. A whole life passes cheating others; in the end it is discovered: you cheated yourself. The pits you dug for others—you fell into them yourself. The snares you set to trap others—became a noose for you. This is discovered very late, at the final moment. That is why people die weeping. Not from fear of death. What fear of death! Death is a rest, a long sleep. No one fears death. They fear and weep because the opportunity of life slipped away; we were busy with others, and we ourselves were deceived—bitterly deceived!
Bharamat phirain sab thāñv—kapaṭ man ṭānahin.
Wandering everywhere! After office, after wealth, after prestige. What don’t you do! You are ready to do anything—ready to curry favor, to flatter—anything. Ready to be dishonest, to slit throats, to be violent—if only steps can be made, somehow you can reach position, prestige, gather some shards around you!
Sūjhat nāhin—andh, ḍhūñdhat jag sānahin.
Nothing dawns on you—you are utterly blind—yet with great swagger you set out to seek wealth, position, prestige! In great style.
Sūjhat nāhin—andh, ḍhūñdhat jag sānahin.
You set out with great pomp, great arrogance—no concern that you are blind. Where will you go! First fix the eyes, first learn to see—first become a seer, then go to seek! Religion says the simple thing: first learn to see! Even if truth comes to you and you have no eyes to see, what will you do?
You have heard the story of the blind men who went to see the elephant. They set out to see the elephant without caring that they were blind. Even if the elephant is found—how will they see? Then, as they “saw,” only the blind can see so! One felt the leg, “Here is the elephant”; another felt the ear, “Here is the elephant”; another stroked the back, “Here is the elephant!” Then a heavy dispute: an argument among the blind. Each said, “I am not blind—you are. I saw clearly: the elephant is like a temple pillar.” He had touched the leg. The second: “Lie—utter lie; you are blind; the eye is mine. I examined it—it was like a wall. Believe experience!” The third: “Pure falsehood, a hundred percent. You are blind too. I too examined, again and again—I felt the ear—an elephant is like a winnowing fan.”
The five called one another blind, and each tried to prove, “I am the one with eyes.” Before you set out in search of truth or bliss, at least make an eye—at least open an eye!
Sūjhat nāhin—andh, ḍhūñdhat jag sānahin.
Kah Gulal: nar mūḍh—sāñch nahin jānahin.
Says Gulal: such foolish men will never know truth—because they have laid a wrong foundation. This temple will never rise. The foundation must be laid with the purity of vision. The art of seeing must be learned first. Before the blind went to the elephant, they should have gone to a physician—to a Buddha. A Buddha is a physician—he purifies the inner eye, removes its veil. They should have gone to someone who would cut the film across the eyes so that you can see—but they went to the elephant!
This whole world is filled with blind men going to elephants. Rarely does someone care first to heal his eye, then go; to steady the trembling voice, then sing; to learn how to lift his feet, then run. First let the happening happen within—then outside it happens by itself.
Māyā-moha ke sāth sadā nar soiyā.
Man is asleep, in sleep—that is his blindness. He is asleep in māyā, asleep in attachment.
Māyā means: the net of projections you throw over the world. Do not take māyā to mean what so-called mahatmas tell you—that the whole world is illusory. Slap one and see—he will at once raise a stick! Then tell him: “All māyā, Mahatmaji! What slap? How are you so angry!” But the slap is not māyā; the whole world is māyā—and the stick is not? Just test those who say such things—you will know they speak nonsense. If the world is māyā, what is this talk of renunciation? “We left the world”—if it is māyā, what will you leave? If it does not exist, what will you renounce? If you had nothing to begin with, what can you give up? No one renounces his shadow.
Māyā is not the world. The world is true—just as true as Paramatma—because the world is Paramatma. But yes, upon the screen of the world you weave many webs of imagination—that weaving is yours. Your mind is the source of māyā, not the world.
A tale from Mulla Nasruddin’s youth—
At last, after much consideration, his parents and relatives decided to marry him to the beautiful Guljaan, daughter of Sheikh Niyaz. Father said, “Son, sit with the girl and talk for an hour. After all, you will live together for life. Get to know each other well now.”
Nasruddin in those days was very moral and religious. His first question: “O Guljaan, doe-eyed, with lips like rose petals—can you swear by God that you have never committed any sin?”
Guljaan replied, “O youth whose brilliance eclipses the sun’s—truly, in this short life of seventeen years I have committed only one sin—that I stand for hours before the mirror and gaze at my own image. I am proud of my beauty, and I hold that in this world none is more beautiful than I.”
Nasruddin, angry: “Answer what I asked! I inquired about sin—and you tell me of your delusions.”
When you stand before the mirror, what you see is not necessarily only your face; much of your beliefs and imaginations are mixed in. You do not allow the mirror to reflect simply what you are—you add much, you smear many colors. The stupidest man in the world believes he is wise. The more foolish, the more he takes himself to be wise. The wise begin to understand, “I know nothing.”
Socrates said: I know only one thing—that I know nothing. Such is the statement of the wise. Ask the foolish: they know everything. Whatever you ask, they know. There is no thing they do not know. Before you ask, their answers are ready. Fools are full of delusions. None is more knowledgeable than they, more beautiful, more intelligent, more capable—in any field. Whether or not they say it, they carry these delusions within. And they project them upon the screen of life. That is why flattery thrives. Otherwise, flattery could not exist.
How are there so many sycophants in the world? From where do they come? No factory makes such big spoons! There is a reason: people live in delusions. If you support their delusions, they are pleased with you. Tell them lies, layer lie upon lie—they accept. To deny becomes difficult. You are propping up their delusion.
Nasruddin once borrowed a bowl from the wealthy neighbor: “Guests are at home; I am poor, have no bowl; I’ll return it in the morning.” The seth was miserly but thought, what harm—he’ll return it; he’s not one to run away. He gave the bowl.
In the morning Nasruddin returned the bowl—with a small bowl alongside. The seth asked, “And this small bowl? What for?” “At night your bowl gave birth to this little one. Your bowl was pregnant.” “Outrageous!” The seth didn’t feel like believing—but he liked it. The tale was sheer falsehood—but the small bowl was of silver; better not to refuse. He kept it with joy.
Five or seven days later, Nasruddin came: “Guests are at home; I need a kadhai to make kheer.” The seth was delighted. “Be careful taking it—the kadhai is pregnant.” “That I have seen twice—your utensils are not ordinary; I know from experience.” That night the seth could not sleep—for tomorrow?
And tomorrow it happened: Nasruddin came with a small kadhai. The seth was startled. “This is the limit! I never imagined—but there must be some secret.” “You were right,” said Nasruddin. “The kadhai was pregnant; this is the baby. Your property—take care.” He kept that too.
A month later, Nasruddin came: “Great need has arisen; I have invited many—so I need platters, bowls, pots, kadhais.” The seth said, “Take whatever you want—but remember, all are pregnant.” “That I have seen—I need no telling.” That night the seth did not sleep at all.
But on the next day Nasruddin did not come. He worried. On the third day—no. On the fourth he sent a servant. Nasruddin was sitting and weeping. “What happened?” “All died. Food poisoning—or who knows what—but all died. For three days I have mourned. Today I was just coming; you needn’t have sent for me.”
The servant ran back: “Sahib, the man is mad—he says all the utensils died. Utensils don’t die!” Now the seth understood he was caught. He rushed: “Rascal, hand over my utensils!” “Master, all died!” “Utensils don’t die!” “When they bear children, will they not die? Sweet—sweet we swallow; bitter—bitter we spit? You gulped the sweet, now swallow the bitter too! What can I do? I have buried them.”
When someone tells you a lie about yourself that is pleasing, you accept it. If it fattens your ego, you embrace it. Hence flattery is an art: to discern a person’s delusions is no small feat—and to inflate them, to exaggerate them! A reed-thin fellow—tell him, “What is Muhammad Ali before you!” and he will puff his chest, “Yes, what could Muhammad Ali do!” You see he is a reed of a wrestler—one slap and he will never rise again—still tell him, “Muhammad Ali is nothing next to you,” and his ego agrees. Tell the most homely woman, “You are beautiful—who is more beautiful than you?” and she too will agree.
This very woman Mulla Nasruddin married. Among Muslims there is a custom: when the wife arrives she asks, “Before whom may I lift my veil?” Nasruddin said, “Before everyone except me. Scare whomever you want—just have mercy on me! I hardly come home in the day; at night, as soon as I arrive, I will put out the lamp—the very first thing. No reed, no flute. If you can’t be seen, then in the dark everyone is beautiful!”
But even the homeliest woman will not wish to hear this. Tell the oldest of old women, “Your age must be around forty,” and she instantly, delighted, accepts—“You are the first to say so!”
I once had to enroll in a college. I had been expelled from one; no other would take me. Only one was left. In that town there were twenty colleges, but none wanted the hassle. The trouble had happened in one; they feared it would erupt here too. For I would get into disputes with every professor; until a decision came, I would keep the debate alive—and decisions never come—so months would pass! Sometimes it would be such that none came to class—only I and the professor. He had to come to draw his salary; I had to come to bring the argument to its conclusion. In private the professor would plead, “We fold our hands—won’t you just sit quietly?” I said, “Why sit quietly? We came to study, not to sit quietly. If quiet sitting was the point, I would sit at home. We will sit quietly after studying. For now, the study goes on.”
Seeing no way, I went to the principal of that college. I had heard stories—slightly eccentric. I thought perhaps we’d get along. At his house I found him thoroughly eccentric: huge, robust, pitch-black—he looked like Yama’s messenger—only the buffalo was missing! Wearing only a small loincloth, he was worshiping Kali—“Jai Kali, Jai Kali!” I thought, “I can work with this one.” When he came out I too said, “Jai Kali!” He stared; I said, “I have seen many mahatmas, but none like you. In this dark age—such a devotee! What chanting you were doing!” He embraced me at once: “You are the first who recognized me. My neighbors think I am mad!”
Then he gave me admission, waived my fees, gave me a scholarship; and he went about saying, “If anyone has recognized me, this man has.” Whenever we met, I had only to say, “Jai Kali!”—and he was delighted. I was feeding his delusion—everything was fine.
There is no Kali anywhere—nothing—he was cracking his head for nothing! But I told him that later. Since then he has been very angry with me: “Had you said it earlier, I would never have let you step into the college.” I said, “That is precisely why I did not say it earlier. I had to step into the college—somewhere I had to!”
The day I left the college I said, “Now I can tell you the secret of this Jai Kali.” “What secret?” I told the whole story: “When I was sitting outside I thought, this man is truly eccentric—worse than people say—doing supremely foolish things; what sort of work is this! From then on, whenever I said ‘Jai Kali’ to you, inwardly I laughed—O world! Support the folly of fools and they are pleased!”
He became so angry that if ever we met on the road, he would change his path from afar. I would call out, “Listen—Jai Kali! Where are you going?”
One day he said, “Stop saying Jai Kali. Since you have no faith in Kali, why do you say it?” I said, “Only to remind you that I flattered your delusion a little—and you were pleased! When will you wake up?”
No one wants to wake up. People sleep and dream. Whether the dream is of Kali or of Ram or of Krishna or of Buddha—what difference does it make? Until you are awake, whatever you see is a dream. Religious or irreligious—no difference; atheist or theist—no difference.
Māyā means: the webs of your projected imaginations. The world is only a screen—you can project what you will upon it.
Māyā-moha ke sāth—sadā nar soiyā.
And moha means: the insistence that the webs you have cast, your imaginative overlays, should not be broken; to preserve them at any cost—even if I myself break, I will save them. People are ready to die, but not ready to abandon their delusions. And all around, people say, “Yes, yes—these are the marks of the brave… on the pyres of martyrs, fairs will gather every year!” Fools are helping fools; “Do not fear—die without worry; there will be a fair upon your pyre.” All his life no fair gathered—he thinks, “Well, at least after death it will—but it must!” The fair must gather. Your mark will remain, your memory will remain—your name will be written in letters of gold in the pages of history!
People are ready to die for their delusions. A Muslim is ready to die if Islam is in danger—raise a hue and cry, enough! He has no desire to live Islam—who wants the bother of living! Living is a long affair; dying is easy—done in a moment. A single fit of passion—and death happens. People are ready to die for Hindu dharma. They come to me.
Recently a gentleman said, “Your words have struck home; I am ready to die for them.” I said, “Wait. There is no need to die for my words. Say that you are ready to live by them. Many fools may be ready to die. Living is the real issue. Living is a long matter—twenty-four hours of alertness, years of cultivating awareness. What is there in dying? Go lie beneath a train—you will die. Then die shouting, ‘Jai Kali, Jai Kali’—whatever you wish.”
Dying is easy—remember. There are people with a bent toward self-destruction—sick people. They are feverish to become martyrs. They must be martyrs—at any cost. Whatever you do, they will find a way to die for a cause. For the nation—what nation? All lines are drawn on maps. They will die for flags—all flags are imaginary, symbolic. Someone breaks an idol—they will die. Someone plays a band in front of the mosque—they will die. Strange people! A band was played before a mosque!
I was in a village. A Hindu-Muslim riot broke out. I asked, “What happened?” “Nothing—people passed in front of the mosque playing music.” Let them pass! The mosque is not harmed. And anyway they will play somewhere—and Paramatma is everywhere—no less outside than inside the mosque. If the music disturbs God, He will be disturbed anywhere—they will play anyway! Just stop them ten steps before the mosque—then it’s fine. Otherwise a riot—people were cut down. Fifteen killed; many houses burned.
Man is eager—restless—to become a martyr. You do not recognize these pathologies—you do not realize that behind many fine slogans there lurk mental diseases and nothing more.