Chapter #15 The Sound Of One Hand Clapping #15

Date: 1981-03-15 (pm)
Place: Chuang Tzu Auditorium

Osho's Commentary

man lives in a state of turmoil
for the simple reason
that he is divided into many fragments
and all those fragments are fighting to dominate
man has not got one self, he has got many selves
the idea of one mind is very false
man is poly-psychic: he is many minds
he is a crowd and of course
the crowd cannot be peaceful
there is continuous competition

each fragment trying to come up on the top
there is great politics in everybody's inner world

unless this whole politics ceases
there is no possibility of peace
at the most people can manage
just a facade of peace, just on the surface
but deep down they are boiling
deep down there is always war
sometimes hot, sometimes cold, but no peace
in fact the only way to be peaceful is
to help all these fragments melt into oneness
unless that integration happens
one can befool others that one is living in peace
but one cannot befool existence
and one cannot befool oneself either
one knows all the time
that one is sitting on a volcano
which can erupt any moment
one can go mad, one can murder
one can commit suicide -- everything is possible
and just a moment before the man was so sane
so gentlemanly, so virtuous, so religious
and within a moment he can start falling apart
he was somehow holding himself together
but there cannot be joy
in somehow holding oneself together

joy comes only with a centering
when all your parts melt, merge and become one

that moment is the moment of divine peace
it is possible through meditation
because meditation takes you out of your fragments
meditation is a simple process of watching
all that goes on in your mind
just keeping a little distance, just being a witness
and that witnessing brings the greatest miracle
suddenly you start feeling yourself separate
from all the fighting fragments
and that is the beginning of integration
you have found a centre which is not in conflict
you have found a cool space, a spot within you
which remains unaffected, detached

once this cool spot is found
all fighting starts disappearing
it is as if the master has come
and the servants immediately surrender
or, think of a small children's class
the teacher is not there and there is great noise
and fighting is going on and children
are throwing things at each other --
which is natural for children
the moment the teacher enters
suddenly a silence descends, a peace
all fighting has disappeared
the same happens when you have found
a cool spot within you

i call my sannyasins swamis

the word swami means the master
swa means the centre of your being
and swami means one who has found it

finding one's centre
is the beginning of a divine dimension --
then all is peace, then flowers of peace
go on blossoming; endlessly

ordinarily man is almost asleep
only a very small thin layer of consciousness
is there, otherwise his whole being
is in darkness and unconsciousness

this depth of unconsciousness and unawareness
has to be transformed
unless your whole being becomes conscious
you cannot experience the meaning of life
and without experiencing the meaning of your life
you will not know whether god exists or not

god is nothing but the experience
of meaning in existence
god is not a person but an existential experience
that life is significant, that it is not accidental
that there is a hidden, deep meaning in it
but the only way to find it
is to dive within your own being

the vigilant spirit has to be grown
supported, nourished
a sannyasin has to become a gardener
because ordinarily
one need not have much awareness
this small awareness that is naturally given to us
is enough for the day-to-day life
earning your livelihood, managing your family
etcetera -- it is enough for that
but life is a vast phenomenon
it is not just earning your livelihood
you can manage a good standard of living
but the standard of living is not going to help you
to live truly, authentically
the standard of living is not really the measurement
of how alive you are
one becomes alive only as one becomes aware
but we have enough awareness
it is just like a seed -- all that is needed
is a little gardening, a little effort
so the seed can dissolve into the soil
and can start growing into a tree

we have the seed -- initiation into sannyas means
a commitment, a decision that
i am going to transform this seed, this potential
into a realisation
once this decision settles and sinks in your being
it is not difficult to grow into awareness

one has to work in three dimensions
the first dimension is the body: one has to be
more alert of what one is doing with the body --
walking, eating, lying down on the bed, relaxing
all the actions of the body have to be watched
they should not be done robotlike, mechanically

the second dimension is the mind: one has to
watch thoughts, desires, memories
just watching what is going on inside
what moves in the mind

and the third dimension is the heart
the emotions, the moods, the feelings --
one has to watch them

if one continues watching these three
dimensions...
this is the true trinity of life
not god the father and christ the son
and the holy ghost -- this is the true trinity
the physiological, the psychological
and the emotional
if we can be aware of these three
then exactly at the centre of these three dimensions
the fourth happens
in the east we have simply called it the fourth
turiya
we have given it a number not a name

the fourth is awareness
and it brings you to the door of the divine
this is one of my emphases
i want to emphasise
that there is no god as a person in existence
the very idea of god as a person
is a hangover from the past
It IS me language of the child
god the father -- it shows more about the people
who were thinking of god as father
than about the existence of god himself
those were the childhood days of humanity
and of course a child cannot think of more
than a big father who is protecting
who will always be there to look after us
we can pray to him, we can depend on him
it shows the fear of the child
the insecurity of the child
the helplessness of the child
it shows nothing about god

but the very idea of god as a person
has proved very dangerous
because it is very easy to argue against it
it is easy to argue against it
because the whole idea is false
it can be destroyed through simple logic
so the religious people are the cause
of creating atheism in the world
i don't think that atheism

would ever have been possible if the idea
of god as a person was not accepted
the moment you drop the idea of god as a person
then even friedrich nietzsche cannot say god is dead
he can say god is dead
because the presupposition
is there that god is a person

to me god is a presence not a person
it is an experience -- it is not something outside you
you cannot pray to god, there is no one to pray to
and it is time that man
should become a little more mature
kneeling down, raising your hands and head
towards the sky is simply silly
in fact the best way to find godliness is
close your eyes and look within
not towards the sky
there are other people who are meant to do that
the astronomers, the astrologers, the physicists
let them look at the stars, that is their work

the religious person s basic standpoint
is that of turning in
looking at the sky is not going to help
look within, search within the moment you come closer
to your own centre of consciousness
you will be surprised: a tremendous presence
a presence of an eternal light

a presence of eternal ecstasy
to me that is godliness

once you have discovered it in your own being
you know that it is in every being --
not only human beings
but animals, birds, trees, mountains
everything is full of godliness
because in fact the whole existence
is made of the stuff called godliness
there is no matter and no consciousness
it is all one energy
different concentrations of the same energy
different manifestations of the same energy
but first one has to find it within oneself
then it is found everywhere

and the moment you see that you are living
in the ocean of godliness
you have come home
now there is nothing else to search for
nothing else to ask for...
a tremendous contentment, an ultimate fulfilment

the most divine experience in life
is the experience of absolute silence
as if the whole world has stopped --
and it can be experienced

we have a space within ourselves
if we stand in that space
the whole world simply disappears
and a profound silence surrounds you
a virgin silence
in that silence only one hears the celestial music

the Sound
of one hand
Clapping

in that silence only
life becomes a song, a celebration
once experienced it is never lost

and it is one of the most ridiculous things
about human beings
that they are carrying it within themselves
and are not aware of it at all
the inexhaustible treasure is there
just waiting for you
but we are keeping our back towards it
we are running everywhere, in every direction
we are trying to reach to the everest
trying to reach to the moon, to mars
just the whole stupidity of human mind
it is ready to go anywhere
except to one's own centre
sannyas means getting out of this stupidity

the first responsibility of any intelligent person
is to know oneself
because by knowing it all is known
by knowing it life is transformed
from misery to bliss, from darkness to light
from death into immortality

love can exist in three dimensions
it can be either animal or human or divine

the animal love is part of our biology
it is just sex
the human love has to be achieved

it is not already there; it has to be created
the biology is a given factor
but the psychology is our creativity

the ingredients are there
the canvas is there, the colour tubes are there
the brush is there but the painting is not there
and it will depend on you what kind of painting
is going to happen
you can make a painting
which is nothing but a nightmare
a picasso painting
or you can make something
which has tremendous beauty
not like a nightmare but like a sweet dream
the same colours, the same canvas, the same hands
but one has to be more sensitive
more aesthetically aware
to create something of real beauty

so love depends on you
sex is independent of you
it is part of your biology, it is nature s way
to reproduce itself -- it has nothing to do with you
it is almost a mechanical phenomenon
chemical, physiological, hormonal
but it has nothing to do with your consciousness

love is a creativity
and very few people create it

they remain confined to the animal cage
they are not even aware
that something higher is possible
of course it is the same energy
that is involved in sex which becomes love
but you have to create the situation
in which the energy can start moving
into new directions
which are not provided by biology

and beyond human love is divine love
which is the ultimate in creation
human love is far superior to animal love
but something of the animal
remains like a hangover
it has grown out of the biological
but it carries something of the biology in it
it is not absolutely free from sex
sex is now secondary but it is there

in divine love sex is totally transformed
it evaporates, the animal evaporates
not only the animal but the human also evaporates
divine love is the sheer joy of sharing
your being, your creativity, your song
whatsoever you can share
and it is a sharing with the whole existence
human love is person-to-person
animal love is impersonal

psychologists and biologists feel
that human love became possible
because it is only human beings
who make love facing each other
because they face each other
they look into each other's eyes
and in those moments of love
certain kind of relationship
grows between persons
animals don't make love facing each other
hence they don't know the other at all
the other simply remains anonymous
there is no relationship
that grows out of their love making

animal love is impersonal, below the personal
human love is personal, person-to-person
divine love is again impersonal
but beyond the personal, not below the personal
it is the love of the person
for the impersonal existence, for the whole
the love of the wave for the ocean
and of course, the bigger, the vaster your love is
vaster ecstasies become possible through it

animal love doesn't seem to be ecstatic
if you have seen two animals making love
you can watch it -- on their faces there is no ecstasy
instead there is a kind of agony
because they are being forced
by some natural energy
of which they are just prisoners
as if they have to do it
they go on their way
the moment they are finished
you can watch their faces
there is no ecstasy, no gratitude, no thankfulness
not even a smile
many human beings also do that
that means they are still behaving like animals

but human love has a certain joy in it
a certain ecstasy in it
but only to a certain extent
and because it is limited to a person
sooner or later one gets bored
sooner or later it becomes a duty to be fulfilled
all joy disappears from it, it becomes routine

divine love is for the whole
and the whole is immense, infinite
hence one is never bored
it has no boundaries
one is never tired

a man like buddha, jesus or zarathustra
live twenty-four hours a day in an orgasmic state
that orgasmic state is almost like breathing
or the heartbeat
that's the ultimate goal of sannyas

to be in love with the whole
to me it is real prayer
and all that goes on in the name of prayer
in the churches and the temples and mosques
is just false, pseudo

the only way to experience the truth of existence
is to drop the ego

it is the ego that keeps us separate
it is the ego that functions as a barrier, a wall
the moment you drop the ego -- and we can drop it
because it is not something that is part of our being
it is something that we have accumulated
around our being, it is our possession
we can renounce it
it is not clinging to us, we are clinging to it
any moment we stop clinging it falls
the moment ego disappears
you become just a shadow of god
then you are just a nobody
then you are no more
a nothingness
and nothingness has tremendous purity

the moment one is nobody
one has reached to the ultimate depth of being
because that depth is anonymous
it has no name, no form
there is no sense of i in it

it is simply amness, pure existence
then one functions as a shadow of god
then one becomes just a hollow bamboo
if god wants to sing a song
the hollow bamboo functions as a flute
if god does not want to sing a song
the hollow bamboo rests in silence
song or silence but it is of god
and by god i mean the whole, the total, the cosmos

a sannyasin has to learn only one thing
how not to be, how to disappear as an ego
and remember, it is not a loss
it is the ultimate gain
by losing the ego you lose nothing
and you gain all

life is full of miracles
every moment
on every step you encounter miracles
but we are blind, we have lost the sense of wonder
we have forgotten the art of feeling awe
and that is the greatest religious quality
the sense of feeling wonder

there are people who will go on their whole life
and will never look at the beautiful sky
or at the trees or at a sunset
these people are blind

there are people who will never listen
to the sound of running water
or the wind passing through the pines
or just the wind
playing in the fall with dry leaves
and the great music that it creates

there are people who never look at the flowers
never look at each other's eyes
at each other's faces

there are people whose hands are dead
they cannot feel when they touch a tree
they cannot feel the juice that is running in it
the life that is flowing through it
these are the really crippled people, really blind, deaf
they are somehow living at the minimum

a sannyasin has to live at the maximum
he has to live at one hundred degrees
intensely, passionately
each moment involved -- so utterly
that nothing is left behind
as if this moment is going to be the last
and who knows? -- it may be the last
one day one moment is going to be the last

live each moment as if this is the last moment
put all at stake, risk all
and you will be immensely surprised
that life becomes a tremendous miracle
everything starts vibrating with life
everything becomes a message
every flower becomes a bible or a koran or a gita
and every star becomes a proof
enough proof that life is not just material
every experience of beauty proves
that life is more than matter
every time you say aha! you are saying a prayer

my message is simple: live life as a miracle
because it is a miracle
experience it as magical -- it is magical
there cannot be a more beautiful life
and a more beautiful existence

religions in the past have taken life very seriously

because of this attitude towards life
they prevented millions of people
from being religious
not only that -- they created a situation in which
only the pathological, the ill, the sick
will be attracted towards religion
the intelligent, the healthy, the young
those who are full of life
will be repulsed by religion

seriousness is a kind of disease
playfulness should be the foundation
of a true religion
so i teach be playful:
the more playful you are
the closer you are to existence
the more serious you are
the more egoist you become
and the more serious you are the more closed
then you are not open to the wind
to the sun, to the rain
you are not open to anything
you are just closed within your so-called stupid
theology, certain dogma, doctrine, certain cult
you are no more vulnerable

one has to be vulnerable
keep all the windows open
allow existence to penetrate you
and don't take things seriously

existence is not serious
otherwise there would not be flowers
existence is not serious
otherwise there would not be the song of the birds
existence is very very playful
joyous youthful alive
and to be in tune with it you have to be the same
so become a song, become a celebration
don't miss any opportunity to celebrate
in fact don't bother whether it is the right moment
to celebrate or not because that is seriousness
use it as celebration
don't wait till the right occasion comes
then you will miss
use any occasion, any excuse is a good excuse
if you are celebrating

when i was a child
my father made a beautiful house
but he was a very simple man
so the contractors --
and you know indian contractors
they deceived him and he never even conceived
that they can deceive; they were also his friends
the house was ready
we were just going to move within eight days
he had gone out for some business
and the house collapsed
so i sent him a telegram
386 come back immediately, the house has collapsed

but he didn't come, he didn't reply either
he came when he was expected to come
and the first thing he said to me was
there was no need to waste money on the telegram
the house had already collapsed
you should have celebrated
i said for what?
he said because if we had moved in
and then the house had collapsed
we all would have been killed
this is enough excuse for celebration
he gave a feast for the whole town
nobody could believe, he is mad
but i could see his point, he was right

never miss an opportunity for celebrating
for feasting, for singing, for dancing
and then don't bother about religions
you are religious