Chapter #9 Eighty Four Thousand Poems #9

Date: 1980-04-11 (pm)
Place: Chuang Tzu Auditorium

Osho's Commentary

[NOTE: This is an unedited tape transcript of an unpublished darshan diary, which has been copy-typed on to the computer. It is for reference purposes only.]

Love is the way.
The only requirement on the way is
That your love should be unconditional
That your love should be non-possessive
That your love should be
For the sheer joy of sharing.
It should not ba a bargain and a business.
Then love comes the way to god.

All these things are not different things
They are aspects of the same phenomenon.
In short it can be said
That your love should not be ego-rooted.
Your love should be ego-free
Then love is the surest way to god.
Nothing succeeds like love
In finding god, in finding bliss
In finding freedom, in finding truth.

Gautam the Buddha has called his religion
The noble religion, the religion of the Aryans.
By Aryans he does not mean any race
By Aryans he means the people
Who have attained enlightenment.

Adolf Hitler also used the word 'Arya'
But with a totally different meaning,
He used it as the most noble race:
The Nordics are the Aryans
The purest Aryans, the noblest.

No race is great in itself
And no race has any hierarchy over others.
Blood cannot be decisive, only inner intelligence.
And that can happen to anybody.
To anybody who is ready to work for it
To prepare for it, to strive for it
To anybody who is ready to work for it
To prepare for it, to strive for it
To anybody who is ready to accept the challenge
It can happen.

The challenge is great
Because the world does not like intelligent people.
It likes mediocre people because the mediocre are
Very easily enslaved, very easily dominated
Very easily manipulated.
They are good people but they are pure cow dung!
They don't have any soul.
You can call them holy cow dung
That doesn't make much difference.

Intelligence is rebellious.
Intelligence tries to live
According to its own light
And the crowd does not like it.
The crowd wants you to be a part of the crowd.
It does not like individuals.
That is the challenge.

And if one really wants to be noble
One has to get rid of the crowd psychology
One has to free oneself from all mob attitudes
Rotten traditions, the ugly past,
Stupid institutions, all kinds of superstitions.
And this whole garbage is being forced upon you
From the very childhood.
The day one decides to from it all
One feels so light, one can almost fly.
One feels so weightless, as if wings have grown.
Then you are becoming noble.

My sannyasins have to be noble
Noble in the sense of being
Intelligent, rebellious, non-conformists
Individuals, free in every sense.
Freedom has to be your god
If you really want to become noble.
Worship freedom
And sacrifice everything for freedom
And then nobility is born.
We have to pay that price for it.
But the treasure is so immense
That it is cheap at any cost.
Even if the whole life is lost for it
It is far more valuable than life itself.
It is better to die a noble death
Than to live an ignoble life.

One is not born noble, one has to become noble.
It needs great intelligence
Great meditativeness, great love
To become noble.
It has nothing to do with birth.
It is one of the rarer achievements in life.

Jesus is noble.
Of course he cannot claim a noble birth.
He is not an aristocrat
He is the son of a poor carpenter.
If he had not been born to a poor carpenter
Nobody would have ever heard about Joseph and Mary.
Of course later on people tried to connect
His lineage with King David.
But that is sheer nonsense, it is simply fiction.
To avoid the fact
That he was a poor carpenter's son
They invented the theory of virgin birth.

People can go to extreme lengths
For some stupid ideas.
A simple thing needed to be accepted:
That nobility has nothing to do with birth.
But that would have gone against
All the aristocrats of the world
And they are powerful people.
Those who wield power manage everything.
They manage history, what should be written
And what should not be written.
They distort history, they invent history
They change history.
Hence history becomes almost fictitious.
It becomes all bunk.
It is more hysteria than history.

Remember it
By becoming a sannyasin you CAn become noble
A door opens up for you.
Meditation creates that right milieu
That right climate, that perspective
In which one can find bliss
Because meditation
Makes you more and more conscious.
Ultimately you become pure consciousness.
At that very moment you are bliss too.
Then consciousness and bliss
Are not separate any more
They are one phenomenon.

Whether the gift is god's or not will be decided
Only by your own experience.
But one thing is certain:
That gift is of tremendous significance, of immense value,
Immeasurable value, inestimable value.

What can be more precious than life?
What can be more precious than love?
What can be more precious than
The experience of bliss or silence
Or poetry or music?
There cannot be anything more precious
Than these things.
And life is full of
So many beautiful experiences, one cannot count them.
The whole path of life is studded
With diamonds and emeralds and pearls.
Eighty-four thousand poems every day...
In fact every moment poems are showering on you
From every direction, every dimension.
But we are so utterly insensitive
That we are not aware of anything.
We go on living in our dark misery
In our dark holes.

There are very few men in the world.
There are millions of mice but not men
Because everybody is living
In his small, dark hole.
And if you tell them to come out
They ask: How? How can one come out?
The dark hole is so comfortable, so cosy
And they have decorated it
And they have done great work.
And not only they but their parents
And their parent's parents, they have all lived there;
And they have prepared it for their children.
How can they leave such great work
To which for centuries they have devoted
Their time and energy to create?
And what is the outcome? -- just misery.
And outside there is the whole sky
Available for them.
And the stars are waiting for them
But they will not come out.
And even if they come
They will come with closed eyes
Because they have become so accustomed to darkness
That when they come into the light
Their eyes go blind.
They are so dazzled by the light
That they close their eyes.

Become aware of all this that surrounds you.
And by becoming aware of it
You will become aware of the great giver.
Call it nature, call it god.
They mean the same thing.

Man is like a dewdrop
Existence is like the ocean
And we are trying to keep ourselves
Separate from it.
That is the root cause of our misery.

Only one thing is needed:
A jump into the ocean so the dewdrop disappears.
It does not really disappear
It only loses its small boundaries.
It becomes oceanic, it becomes the ocean itself.
But in a sense it disappears.
You cannot find it any more.
It loses its old identity
Its old nameplate and its old address.
It has become part of such vastness
That there is no way to find it.
It cannot stand out, that is the fear.
That's why we go on keeping ourselves
Away from the ocean.

Sannyas means an effort to gather courage
To disappear into the ocean.
And that day is the greatest day in life
When you die into the ultimate
Because then you become the ultimate.
It is not death, it is resurrection.
Time dies, eternity is born.
Finitude dies but infinity is born.
Smallness dies but greatness is born.
It is worth truing!

Purity comes through dropping the ego.
The ego is the course of all inner impurity;
It is the cancer of the soul.
By becoming a sannyasin you are moving
Into a totally different way of life --
The life of egolessness.
From this moment onwards be alert
Not to feed your old ego, starve it.
Don't co-operate with it
Because it lives with your co-operation.
If you stop co-operating with it
It dies of its own accord.
Sooner or later it loses its strength
Its power, its grip over you,
Because in itself it has no substance
It is a shadow.
You pour substance into it.
So once you stop pouring...
Yes, it will go on for a few days
Out of the old momentum.
But soon that old momentum is finished
And then arises a pure paradise within your heart.
Its beauty is indescribable.
Its joy inexpressible.
So remember, this is the sutra for you.
You have to from the ego and then purity will happen.

I am ton saying anything about moral purity;
That is an egoistic effort.
It is ego decorating itself
With morality, character, and all that nonsense.
I am simply saying drop the ego
Cut the tree from the very root
And then comes a tremendous emptiness in you
And that emptiness is pure.
And out of that purity arises
The experience of god.

Prayer has been very much misunderstood
In the past.
It has become part of the belief in a god
Hence those who don't believe in god can't pray.
That has deprived millions of people of prayer.
Prayer has to be freed from the belief in god.
In fact prayer comes first, god comes later on.
God is not a prerequisite to praying
It is a consequence of prayer.
If you are in prayer
You will become aware of the existence of god.
Then there will be no need to believe in god.
All beliefs are false.
You may believe for your whole life
But you cannot make a belief true
Through meditation, awareness, love, intelligence
You can be twice born, you can be born anew
Only then will you be noble.
And everybody should achieve nobility.
Without achieving it if one lives and dies
One has lived in vain and died in vain.

Bliss is the fundamental principle of life.
Animals, birds, trees
Wherever life exists, in whatsoever form,
It is seeking and searching for bliss.
Bliss is the regulating principle.
But it is the privilege of man
To seek bliss consciously.
Otherwise one seeks bliss and finds misery.

Everybody seeks bliss and everybody finds misery.
The reason is not that there is no bliss in life
The reason is that we start in a wrong direction.
And we cannot do otherwise
Unless we become more conscious.

Sannyas means bringing consciousness
To your fundamental search
Making your search a conscious, deliberate effort.
Then bliss is found. It is not very far away
All that is needed is a conscious seeker
Not one who is just groping in darkness.
Just by believing in it.
You can hypnotise yourself
You can think it is the truth but it remains a lie.

God should not be made a prerequisite for prayer.
Prayer is a totally different phenomenon.
It has nothing to do with god.
there is no need to believe in god.
Prayer means thankfulness, gratitude.
What is the need of believing in god
To feel grateful?
Can't you feel grateful for your life
Grateful to existence?
Can't you feel grateful for all these flowers
And the stars and the people and the birds
And this mysterious existence?

It does not matter to whom; that is irrelevant.
The question is not to whom to feel grateful
The question is to feel grateful
To xyz, it doesn't matter.
Call it god, call it existence, call it nature.
Or if you don't want to give it any name
There is no need. But feel grateful
Because so much has been given to us.
Who has given, we don't know.
Why he has given, we don't know.
Wether there is somebody as a person
Who is giving us all this, we don't know.
But one thing is certain
That there are beautiful sunsets.
Whether anybody paints them or not
Is beside the point; they are beautiful
They are immensely beautiful
That not to feel grateful is to show insensitivity.

Prayer has nothing to do with religion
Prayer is basically the approach of an artist.
Prayer is an aesthetic phenomenon
Not o religious phenomenon.
But if you start feeling grateful
And thankful towards existence
Slowly slowly you are surprised
That a presence starts surrounding you
Which you had never felt before.
It is only a thankful heart
That starts feeling a new vibe.
That vibe is god.
God only comes at a later stage
But then it comes as an experience,
Then god is liberation, then god is nirvana.

But start by prayer, never start by god
Because that god will be false.
And if you are believing in a false god
Your prayer is false.
First make your prayer as deep as possible
As heartfelt as possible
And then god comes of his own accord.
I am not worried about god
But I am certainly worried about prayer.
If people miss prayer
Then there is no possibility, no hope.
If god is dead that is not our business.
But if prayer is dead
Then it is certainly a question of great concern
Because without prayer all will be lost-
All that is beautiful, all that is great.

So learn to be prayerful.

A sannyasin has to go beyond all hardness
He has to surpass hardness.
The quality of being hard
Has been much praised in the past
Because it was the quality
That made a man a soldier.
And the soldiers were the most important people.
They still are, unfortunately.

A sannyasin is just the opposite of a soldier.
So whatsoever are the qualities of a soldier
Are DISqualifications for a sannyasin.
The soldier has to be hard like a rock
And the sannyasin has to be soft like a rose.
The soldier has to kill, hence he has to be hard.
His whole profession is that of murder
He is a professional murderer.
Destruction is his way of life.

The sannyasin is not destructive, he is creative
He is non-violent.
He is love.
Not violence, not hatred, not anger.
How can he be hard?

The soldier has to live constantly in fear
Hence he has to protect himself
In thousands of ways
Because if you are going to murder people
Then you can be murdered

The sannyasin is vulnerable.
Even if he is murdered, and many sannyasins
Have been murdered down the ages,
He dies joyously, with a dance in his heart.
But he does not become hard.
He dies with a song in his being.
His death also is a poem.

So remember that.
Hardness has to be dropped.
Become a little more soft, tender,
Vulnerable, open
Because we are not going to conquer anybody.
In fact we are inviting god to conquer us.

The bee does not cling to any flower.
It gathers from all kinds of flowers
But it remains unattached.
It will go to the rose
It will go to the marigold
It will go to the lotus
It will move from flower to flower gathering honey
But it is not attached, it does not cling.
And that's how a sannyasin has to be.

In fact Buddha told his sannyasins
Never to beg from only one house...
Because his sannyasins were renunciates,
They had renounced life. They lived like beggars
Hence they are known as bhikkhus.
Bhikkhu means a beggar.
He had told them never to beg from one house
But to beg from many houses:
A little bit from here, a little bit from there
So you are not a burden to anybody.

Because of that the Buddhist monks' begging
Is called madhukari.
Madhukari means begging like a bee.
Literally it means begging like a bee.

The second thing to be remembered is that
Although the bee gathers honey from many flowers
It never destroys any flower.
It is very artful, very gracious, it does not hurt
In fact the flower feels tremendously joyous
When a bee comes to it. It is really a compliment.
And the bee is never destructive.
It collects whatsoever it needs
But in such an artful way, with such skill
That the flower remains absolutely the same.

That's how a sannyasin has to be.
Live in such a way that nobody is harmed by you.
Live in a creative way, with skill and art
Live in a sensitive way.
And never become attached.
Enjoy all kinds of experiences, all kinds of flowers
But remain moving, don't get caught anywhere
And then you are bound to reach god.

In ancient mythology
The wolf represents two things.
First, it represents courage
And secondly, it represents grace.
The walk of the wolf is a graceful phenomenon.
To watch it is to watch something beautiful.
In fact animals have a certain grace
Which man has lost.
Because animals still live spontaneously
Moment to moment.
They don't carry the past
They don't have a burden on their head
Hence their walk is light
Hence their walk has the quality of dance.

Man drags, he does not walk.
It is very rare to find a man
Whose walk has the quality of dance.
But that's what a sannyasin is supposed to find.
He has to become again spontaneous
He has to live in the same innocence as animals
With only one difference: he has to be conscious.
Animals are unconscious.

And the same is true about courage:
Animals are courageous
The wolf is courageous
But his courage is instinctive.
Man has to be courageous consciously.

Instinctive courage can't help much.
It is better than being a coward
It is far better
But it will land you in many difficulties.
It will make your life more and more difficult
Because it will be unconscious.

If your courage becomes conscious
Then you start moving
Towards the ultimate peaks of life.
And slowly slowly
Your life becomes an integrated phenomenon.
It has grace, it has beauty,
It has courage, it has joy.
It is no more mundane
It is holy, it is sacred.

Life is music, mind is noise.
And because of the noisy mind we are unable to hear
The music of life.
Unless we stop the mind and its noise
We will never come to know
The beautiful music of life.

So the whole effort here
Is to help you in two things.
First is the negative part:
How to stop the noisy mind.
And the second is the positive part:
How to train your ears so that you can hear
Your own inner music.
If these two things are fulfilled
Nothing else remains.
Life achieves its ultimate peak
Its bliss and its benediction.